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Word count: 1705
Omegaverse Parts: Part One + Part Two + Part Three + Part Four
Masterlist
You were not an alpha, you were certainly were no quivering omega, and you are not even a fucking beta. What in the name of a metaphorical god are you? With no conclusive, definitive answers to who or what you are. You are left to wander the expanse of earth.
You have a sniper rifle with the initials of your name faded away. Scratched off by your own hand. Dubbed the lone wanderer. As you were often seen by military packs alone. No pack. No, nothing at your side. Did it matter to you? Not really. You were fine. Right?
Things were different when you were adamant in sewing the wound on your leg by yourself. “Don’t like it? Then…… Then you can fuck off.” you growled. Your fingertips worming their way to take the bullet from your leg. After the bullet was finally removed after several messy, painstaking minutes?
You dosed your wound in rubbing alcohol and hissed. But continued to stitch your own wound up. Contemplating whether to put in staples as well to keep the wound from ripping open again. As you finished up, firmly wrapping the bandage in place and thinking of what move to make.
You looked at your digital watch, five hours until sundown and five hours until you have to find somewhere safe enough to sleep. Limping to an abandoned office or one which looked to be in disuse. You weren’t going to let anyone catch you again. Not like last time, either.
The screeching of the metal on concrete too familiar for your ears, you found a storage closet and shifted the blankets around to hide inside. Falling asleep to avoid hunger building inside your stomach. The cool metal digging into your body in combination to the thin woollen blankets lulled you.
Lulled you straight into a slumber. An uneasy slumber. But slumber all the same. Hoping the gunshots in the distance would cover the quiet purrs coming from you, your lips and the office which is usually empty at this time of day. Things were soon to get far worse now.
Things always tend to get worse before they even get the chance to get better. Life fucks you over and leaves you for the vultures to pick at your corpse. Always the victim. Never the victor. Thus, when you escaped the last pack who tried to claim you by force?
You learned to fight, to shoot, throw a knife and to hunt other animals. Living the high life, right? What more could you ask for? Home? Stability? A pack? A family? Ha! That shit was for Aphas, betas and omegas. You had survived this long on your own, hadn't you?
But what about the scent? Your scent? What about it? It's faint, growing stronger every second, it was your time. But you weren’t ready for it. To be fair, you have never been ‘ready’ for its arrival. And you certainly weren’t ready for it to happen now of all times.
The heat of your core right up to the tightness in your abdomen. Your heat is coming. Fucking perfect. In the middle of a fucking war zone and your heat comes in while you’re injured. The closet wasn’t going to cut it anymore. You needed somewhere better to hide. Now.
Quickly moving, you grabbed your bone knife, your bag, your sniper rifle. You limped your way out of the closet. The sun is setting. You know what that brings? The hounds of Deadlock. The alphas of task force 141. If you could smell them? Then they already smelt you.
They claimed stray omegas like they were kings of the fucking world, and anyone who had a problem with that? Well, they'd just blow their fucking heads off. That's what alphas did. But you? You weren’t going to tango with alphas. A death sentence wrapped inside a twisted hand basket case.
You rarely go into heat. As far as you know, it is quite rare for you to get into heat. The medication you took prevented it from showing. Always taking it two days before one came close to showing. Here you are with your large med bottle empty. No warning.
Like your pathetic, absent deadbeat of a father, you hoped you would not have to see it happen to you. The scent grew stronger still, a sweet coppery tang uniquely yours and yours alone. Panic rushed through you, your body and your senses. Urging, willing, forcing yourself to move faster.
Stumbling into the hallway, moving to the medical room three rooms away from the office you forced yourself to hide in three hours prior. Checking your wristwatch habitually. Two hours until midnight comes knocking on your door. Two more hours until your heat comes in full swing. Only two hours.
Pushing the barrel of your gun into the door. Forcing your way into the medical room, the smell of clinic grade medical rubbing alcohol assaulted your senses. You didn’t have the patience to be slow and steady like you would have wanted. Not with the impending danger at your heels.
Shoving a chair underneath the door handle to prevent someone from coming in while you stocked up on antibiotics, clean bandages, painkillers, antiseptic, and any other kind of medical supplies you thought were important for your needs. All of them. Shoved into your backpack. You weren’t going anywhere without them.
With your scent growing increasingly stronger. You worried immensely about them being able to kick down the door and drag you away from there by force. If they found you, you would be as good as theirs. Fucked up leg and all. It didn’t matter that you were in there.
You paused, standing at the door, listening for movement, footsteps down the hall. Listening for the sturdy combat boots to come marching right past you, hoping the room’s medical grade antiseptic and bleach would be strong enough to cover your heat. Your scent. The sticky fluid urging to come out.
Yet you heard nothing. It was silent. Too quiet. Suspiciously silent even. You knew better than to let it conquer your sense of self-preservation. You came too far to let yourself get taken again. You had to wait this one out. No matter how long it took or how hard.
Waiting felt like agony, felt like nails on a chalkboard, every second passing did nothing for your anxiety. The windows were covered to prevent flashlights, helicopter lights and other unwelcome visitors from peaking inside the medical room. Your breaths grew shallower, your stomach getting tighter, and your heat is here.
Your body temperature rising to an unbearable, flow of burning heat. Biting down on your thick leather belt to muffle the sounds coming from your lips. The sound of window glass breaking, shattering as you hid in the medical shower underneath the cold water and away from the door’s window.
Your grimy, sweaty, dirty clothes removed and left into a bath of white vinegar soaking in a plastic tub. As you used the surgical scrub to clean yourself with. You hoped if you cleaned your clothes with vinegar, soaked it inside it and let it stew within the white vinegar.
Silently hoping by time morning came around your clothes would be dried, clean and ready to wear again for the new day. Trapped inside this medium sized room until the first wave of your intense heat passed on by. It would become unmanageable quickly if you let it control you.
Ghost sniffed the air, they weren’t going to get to you in time now were they? By the time this wave went through your body. You would be gone and the morning would arrive. And they’d have to smell your sweet scent after the fact. After you were long gone.
“If she hasn’t left yet, in the next six hours, the heat will pass, and she’s gonna be long gone by the time we’ve sniffed her out.” Ghost told Price. Taking another long whiff of the sweetest scent he’s ever smelt in a long time. You’re sweeter than he assumed.
“Are you even sure this stray isn’t an omega like the other we’ve found? What makes you so damn sure she’s not another one?” Price questioned Simon, his voice both gruff and sceptical of his comrade’s analysis over the situation. He had every right to be sceptical over this one.
“Her scent is sweet, tooth rotting levels of sweet, think candy bars and cotton candy. There’s some spice to it, like cinnamon or pumpkin spice in those pumpkin spice lattes Gaz loves drinking so much. It's faint. But it is most certainly there. IF you know where to find it.”
“But what else makes her so special?” Gaz enquired, hinting at the desire to ascertain as to why General Shepherd sent them out here. His burning urge to know more was there whenever something unusual is brought to their attention. Regardless of how they have personally felt about it all.
“Well for starters, she’s covering her tracks, if she’s smart enough to do that? Then she’s not an omega, she’s a fucking ghost, mate. If anything, you’d think she’s been out there longer than we’ve been in this shithole. This is her playing field, Gaz. Her prime hunting ground now.” Soap smirked, a grin from ear to ear like a Cheshire cat rather than an alpha wolf’s.
Gaz pulled out the file with your photo printed onto the white page, “This her Ghost?” Gaz asked ghost for confirmation. He wouldn’t budge until his information, he looked into his own time.
Ghost remembered you, the rancher hat you wore that day and the bandana hiding half your face from his eyes. Shooting him in the shoulder with a tracking bullet. “Put a tracking bullet into my shoulder with her sniper rifle. It took us two weeks to get it removed without it detonating and taking my arm with it. That’s not a move an omega would make, it’s a move done by professionals. And she is a fucking ghost, moving in time with her surroundings. She’s not a sitting duck for us to come and claim her, she’s a fucking wolf in sheep’s clothing, that one.”
Omegaverse Parts: Part One + Part Two + Part Three + Part Four
Masterlist
Ghost still remembered how you were standing on top of the building when you shot the tracking bullet into his shoulder. You didn’t aim to kill, maim? Sure. You don’t take lives. You just run from others and keep them tagged for as long as possible to know where they would be. You didn’t care if they were special operatives or the Queen of fucking England. No one had the right to have you or own you. Ever.
“I still remember how Price thought you were seeing things.” Soap snickered, “I still can’t believe it.”
“Well, whatever it is, just produced a strong smell of vinegar and my nose is hurting.” Gaz complained, whined, even. Your makeshift solution is working to your advantage. Even if it's drowning your dirty, grimy baggy clothes under hot water and white vinegar. They’ll end up trying again quite soon.
As you got changed into clean clothes, your naked body came into the view of the door window. Which to Soap? It was like he hit the fucking jackpot. Watching you pull on medical scrubs. Soap saw your back tattoo, “The gates of hell are open night and day; Smooth the descent, and easy is the way: But to return, and view the cheerful skies, In this the task and mighty labour lies.”
Soap yanked Price over to take a look at your tattoo. His hunch told him something, you weren’t just anyone, and you weren’t just a random omega the General wanted to contain. “I don’t think we know nearly as much about her as we think we do.” Soap told him, dragging him to the window and shoving the binoculars into Price’s hands.
Gaz remembered your herbal cigarettes, the lavender burning and how Price would try to scold you for your habit. “And what? Leave you smoked up like a bastard in heat or somethin?” you told Price. Breathing lavender scented smoke into Price’s facial direction. Dodging his attempts to snatch the cigarette from you.
Price, at the time, growled, “What is with you? You’re slipperier than a greased-up pig at a county fair, and more elusive than the fucking Loch Ness monster.” The spunk you had before? Increased tenfold.
“Look at you, tripping over yourselves still, fucking alphas who can’t track for shit huh?” you taunted with your walkie-talkie you found in the office. “Round And Round It Goes... Where It Stops, Nobody Knows. Round and round you go, when will I stop? Nobody knows.”
You grabbed your stuff, and you left really fast, “Tell your mother I’ll fuck her soon.” you spoke into the walkie-talkie.
“We’ve got to get to her before she’s gone. She’s a fucking ghost, we’ve been tracking her for months, and she’s always one step ahead of us. This might be our only chance before she disappears again.” Price told them. Soap was too distracted by the fact you flash banged him with your gorgeous fucking tits.
Which Price had to admit? A smart thing to do when you’re dealing with four hungry, aroused alphas on your tail. Your tits were a flash beacon even after you headed out of the room with your gear. The limping of your leg and once soap has you in his grasp again? He wouldn’t let you go again.
Crawling through the ventilator shaft, until you were dragged out by your feet by someone strong enough to get you out of there, and his deep voice hitting the base of your skull like a drum.
Dragging you from the vent, one swift tug at a time. Before long, you were carried over to Price and Ghost. With Gaz stalking right behind him, intensely staring at you from behind Soap. He had you draped over his right shoulder and your belongings in his other hand. While Gaz carried your sniper and bone knife.
Once Price taken a closer look at you, removing your shirt and replacing it with a clean, warm, dry shirt. As Price looked for one suitable.
Soap’s eyes widened as he recognised the tattoo. He’s seen it once before. It’s an incredibly specific tattoo. Only one person he knew of had it. Someone who was thought to be dead. Yet here you were. Very much…..alive. Running around like a scared rabbit. Soap’s heart is racing.
He knew you weren’t going to go with them quietly. Not with that tattoo.
“Guys, I think we might have stumbled upon someone important, she’s not what we thought she was.” Soap whispered to Ghost outside the medical examination room.
Ghost looked at Soap sceptically, “What do you mean, Mactavish?”
Soap took a deep breath, trying to keep his voice calm, “The tattoo on her back. It’s not from a book, it’s from a person. The person who had it is... or was... a legend around these parts.” He paused, his eyes searching the room as if he could see through the walls. “Her callsign was Venom, one of the best snipers the military had, until she disappeared. She was thought to be dead after her last mission, but if this is her... she’s been hiding here all along.”
Price’s eyes narrowed as he digested the information. “Venom? That’s a name I’ve heard before. If she’s who you think she is, then she’s worth more than gold to Shepherd. We can’t let her go.” He turned to Gaz, his voice low and commanding. “Keep an eye on the exits, she’s clever. We don’t want her slipping away again.”
Still processing the information, his gaze sharp and calculating. “If that’s true, then we might have a bigger problem on our hands. Get a clearer visual, Soap, and make sure it’s her. We don’t want to spook her before we get a good look at her face and confirm her identity.”
Soap nodded, his eyes glued to the small window in the door of the medical examination room. “On it, boss.” He whispered back, his heart racing with excitement and a hint of fear. Venom was a legend, known for her sharp-shooting skills and unyielding spirit. If she had indeed survived, she would be a powerful ally or a formidable enemy.
Then she would be you, wouldn’t you? When he saw your face? Soap held the new photo with the one they have. They were a perfect match. You were indeed ‘Venom’. A legend from their annals of history straight into his sight.
He felt his cock thicken, a growling in his chest, his animalistic instincts were now coming to the forefront.
“It’s her, boss. No doubt about it. She’s Venom. I’ve seen that tattoo before, on the back of the woman who trained me.” Soap said with a mix of awe and fear. “I don’t think anyone is crazy enough to be out here for this long.
Price's eyebrows furrowed, “Venom… I thought she was dead. General Shepherd killed her.”
“So did everyone else,” Soap replied, “But she's very much alive, and she's in heat. We need to handle this with care. She's not going to come quietly. Or willingly for that matter.”
Price nodded in understanding, his mind racing with the implications of this revelation.“Alright, keep an eye on her. She's a ghost for a reason.” He turned to Ghost, “What do we know about her other than that she's a damn good shot?”
Ghost's eyes narrowed as he recalled the intel he had read, “Venom went dark after her last mission. Rumour has it she took out a high-value target that was off-limits. Her disappearance was sudden, and her file was sealed tighter than a drum. If she's the one in there, she's got a vendetta with someone or something, and it's not us.”
“But she's in heat,” Gaz pointed out, his voice thick with the same primal need Soap had felt earlier. “That….. That changes things completely.”
Ghost nodded, his voice a low rumble, “It does. She'll be more… vulnerable. Hesitant to trust.”
“Vulnerable or not,” Soap said, “We can't just barge in there. We need to earn her trust”
“But how? She’s not going to listen, and she’s stubborn like Price.” Gaz said, stroking his jaw, contemplating their next move.
“You’ve been out here the entire time?” Price asked you, both in awe, frustration and a little admiration in his tone. “You’ve been living out here alone all this time?”
“You make it sound far harder than it actually is. Did General Shepherd let you think that, or are you really that stupid enough to think it?” you answered. “With the right kind of knowledge, you can go far and wide. Took out the tracker from my neck, day one, surprised you pups are still working for that bitch.”
General Shepherd. You were at odds with him from the sound of things. Whether that was a good thing or not? Another thing entirely. Another thing which now had to wait until they had you removed from this ancient building. Regardless of whether you wanted to leave it or not.
“So are you workin for him or what?” you growled.
“That’s none of your fucken business.” Price snarled at you.
“I think it is and you’re going to tell me regardless of what you think or how you feel about it too.”
Pairing: A/B/O! Poly! 141 x Anomaly! Female Reader
Content Warnings: ONI. Branding. Treatment of anyone outside the typical a\b\o society. Wilful ignorance. Death en masse hinted at. Dark chapter. Non-traditional omegaverse. ONI is the main focus point. You are meant to hate ONI.
Summary: You were certain people here weren't much different from anyone you have come face to face with.
Divider Credit to saradika-graphics
Omegaverse Masterlist
If you knew then what you knew now. Perhaps you would have gone straight to ONI without a second thought. Denying the truth of what you are. It only made leaving your home that much harder. You're certain your parents don't miss you or even remember who you are anymore.
You don't blame them. Instead, you loathe them with every fibre of your being. There isn't anything they would be able to say or do to make you forgive them for essentially throwing you out of the house. People asked what you did wrong to make them do that to you.
They never have anything to say when you tell them. "I was born from the womb this way. I did nothing wrong other than being born as I am."
No one knows how to treat you when you tell them the truth. How it happened. They like poking holes in the attempt to shape into something untrue. Foreign. They want to make it your fault. They feel the need to distort the truth to make you feel less than everyone else around you.
But you iterate that you did nothing wrong to be abandoned by your biological parents. You were born. You simply exist. And this screws with their objective so hard they don't know what to do with you. They don't know how to keep you quiet in the way that makes them feel good about themselves.
They demand things from you and when you can't deliver they discard you like you're disgusting. Like you're useless to the entire world. As if you are undeserving of love and being loved. When you tell them you're leaving them. They wail and beg you to stay.
As if treating them or your own kind like trash wasn't enough for them. They didn't want you stay. But they didn't want you to leave. They didn't want you to earn more than them to facilitate your ability to go elsewhere.
They wanted you and anyone like you.
Dead.
That's the only way they would ever accept you as you are. And they can't say that quiet part out loud because they know how other people around them would react.
You were certain people here weren't much different from anyone you have come face to face with. It would be a delayed reaction. They'll show their true colours eventually. You don't know where. Don't know when. It's only a matter of time when they reveal it to you.
It's only a matter of time until you're on the road to nowhere again.
And this morning. Both you and Nikolai had a stare down after you had a shower. You don't know why the older man was tense. The hunch wasn't unfounded. The two of you had a mini stare down. Unintentionally.
The two of you were pacing around the kitchen island bench. Circling around each other.
Perhaps they were arguing about you and what Simon saw on your back. You didn't think too much of it until you locked eyes with the older Russian man.
You were certain death was on the horizon. Certain you were about to die because the first thought you always have is death.
Nothing else but death.
It throws you off completely when he manages to catch you in a choke hold. A headlock if you will. Pulling up your shirt to gaze at the branded mark on your back.
You didn't squirm because the shock of still being alive remained alive and wired into your nervous system.
"Malishka." He whispered, tracing the branding mark on your back. The soft touch is foreign. Largely an unknown. No one touch you like this before. You're sure you don't deserve it.
This is far too gentle for someone known for killing with your own teeth. You don't know if you could deserve any of it. You are sure it won't last long.
Nothing good to you lasted long enough to stick around.
Omegaverse Parts: Part One + Part Two + Part Three + Part Four
Masterlist
wc: 1311
Price noticed you were no longer on the base, all that working trying to find you all gone to waste because of General Shepard. His frustration grew each day you were gone. Each day you weren’t around the four. Did it matter that it was only a week? Fuck no.
What did the General hope would happen? Delay the inevitable? What kind of foolish man did they take Price for? When he found out you were sent down from a helicopter in the dead of night to Siberia? His blood began to boil. His temper began to rise higher levels.
The man was a monster, and you were his latest victim. The medical results came in. Not that you would ever get the chance to see them. To know what you are. Why people were so keen on taking you or killing you, or both. Not just a weapon, either.
“You can’t do that. You have no right to enforce that. It’s against protocol to send out an unknown operative.” Price argued. He tried making him see the error of his actions. He had to. Not many others were willing to stand up for you. He had to save you.
“Protocol can go to hell, Price. She’s special. The intel says so. We need her. And I will do whatever it takes to ensure she’s safe and on our side. Even if it means throwing her to the wolves and seeing if she comes back to us. That’s an order, Captain!” Shepard’s voice was cold, final. The conversation was over.
The medical evaluation you received years before your imposed, forced exile had always eluded you. Your results never even reached your own hands. They left you there in the middle of the forest with your Barrett M82, SIG Sauer P226, colt python, and a Bowie knife made from Damascus steel.
Siberia wasn’t meant to be kind nor loving to you. It was supposed to have killed you long ago. They assumed you would be dead by now. Hoped to be rid of you by now. A detriment to what they wanted. Too much of an improbable, uncontrollable unknown. A freak.
The log cabin you made into your home was relatively small, easy to miss, and hard to find within the gusts often sweeping across the snowy landscape. The trees keeping the location of the log cabin a hushed secret. A stone fireplace and varying large cast iron pots and pans.
Stolen from military vehicles you spotted along the road to a base in the area. Indirectly helping task force 141 from afar. Nikolai said, “Looks like some of their supplies were taken, no signs of a struggle, no signs of combat, and whoever it is. Knew exactly what to take.”
Captain Price remarked incredulously as he frowned deeply, “What do you mean by taken? Nikolai, they’re either stolen or they’re lost. It can’t be any more or any less simple than that. I don’t think ghosts exist to steal supplies from the back of enemy trucks. We would know otherwise.”
“Oh, but Captain, the world is a mysterious place, full of secrets and unexplained occurrences. Maybe, just maybe, there is something, or someone, out there we haven’t accounted for.” Nikolai cooed a little too cryptically for his own good. Possibly even too mysteriously for Soap’s liking. Like he knew more.
The snap of the bear trap's claws clamping onto your leg set out by Nikolai, “See? The little mouse came out to play.” He set out a nice steak within enough reach to tempt you. Purposefully trying to make you do something stupid enough to try stealing it from him.
Price managed to take a closer look at you, Nikolai’s mouse, who bit Price for trying to touch you without consent. Feeling your wolf like teeth into his hand. Digging into his flesh, not hard enough to break bones. But hard enough to leave behind a deep enough bruise.
Your jaw locked in, making it impossible for him to remove his hand. With every movement of his met with a low growl ripping through your throat. Refusing to let go. Price didn’t know what to think. But Nikolai seemed to have his thumbs up, soap and are distressed. Where’s Ghost?
Who knew ghost would be the one to find your log cabin first? There he was. Standing outside your log cabin, staring at the crate you were parachuted down from the military helicopter. Smelling your intense sweet smell of your previous heat. The scent still remaining on the fur blankets.
The place you still go into when your heat comes around again. Tally marks along the walls marking how many times your ‘heat’ came around. The thick, soft fur blankets soaking in the hot water in the giant metal tub in the shed. Which also served as your bath tub.
Learning your scent could attract far more dangerous predators than you. You bathed once a day when you weren’t in heat. Twice a day during the period of your heat. Once in the morning, and once in the evening. As you found it to be rather productive for your benefit.
Price sniffed around the crate you used to live in before shifting to your cabin permanently. The scent of yours is stronger than any of theirs. Their combined scent could match it. But singularly? No. They’d be drowned inside your scent with enough ease. Like a Megalodon swallowing someone whole.
“I can’t believe we missed this. This is a fucking goldmine.” He whispered to himself. “Nikolai! Soap! We’re not the only ones who know she’s here. She’s been living here, right under our nose!” He waved his comrades over, getting their attention and to come closer to what he found.
Their footsteps grew louder as they approached. Soap’s eyes widened as he saw the state of your living conditions. The way you’ve adapted. The way you’ve survived. It’s a miracle, really. “How long have you been out here?” He asked, his voice filled with a mix of amazement and horror.
You were patching your leg up and bathing in hot water, hoping to sterilise and clean the wound. It was the sight of your naked body that made them rather peculiar. You were a miracle wrapped inside the cold, tendency to bite people’s hands if they touched you without consent.
Your clothes discarded into the corner of your cabin. Soaking in cold water to get the blood from your clothes. The atmosphere of your log cabin, warmer than what you felt on the inside. After the stitches, your leg is wrapped in clean cloth. You were about to get dressed.
The door slammed open like the gusts of wind came through like a shout rather than a soft, sultry whisper. The four of them must have found you quicker than you suspected. Another 12 months living, surviving, on your own.
The first to enter your cabin was someone you didn’t expect to see again. Considering the two of you yelled at each other like you wanted to rip each other’s throat out. “What the fuck do you want?” You spat, your teeth still clenched from the pain of your wound.
“To bring you back. You’re in no state to be alone, you’re in no state to be left to pick up leftovers to live off again. I don’t want to hear your protests because frankly, I don’t care. You’re coming with us.” Price's voice was firm, but there was a hint of concern in his eyes as he stepped into the cabin, the warmth of the fireplace hitting him like a welcoming embrace.
You stared at him. Shocked. In total state of shock. Price heard the meek, “I can go back now?” Soap helped you get dressed and patched up. Ghost packed up your things, because he knew it was valuable
Content Warnings: Swearing, medical examinations, medical terms, medical terminology, slight angst, graphic descriptions of the effects of being alone for ten years. Nikolai appears for a little while in this part. But he becomes a permanent character later. Cute nicknames. Pet names. Smut implications. Rather heavy handed
Dividers: @cafekitsune
Word Count: 3146
Note: I hope you enjoyed this part. If you have more ideas of where to have this go next. Then by all means message me or put it in comments below. I read all comments by the way.
Omegaverse Parts: Part One + Part Two + Part Three + Part Four
Masterlist
It’s been three months since you were back at the base. You weren’t too sure how the military personnel would react to your return. You were certain this wasn’t real, and you would certainly wake up soon.
You were now under the bright lights of the medical room. You didn’t know what to think now. If you were allowed to return, why the need for all these tests?
What were they testing for? What aren’t they telling you?
Why are they staring at you like you were going to die any day now?
Would it have been better to have been out in the wild instead?
All these questions spurned, swirled and turned inside your head. You didn’t know what to think. You didn’t know what you should feel.
Your skin felt like it was on fire with each poke, prod and needle injected into you. You didn’t like it. You loathed it. But what could you do? What was there to do? Other than to lie there and take what they dished out unto your body. Your shell. Your image.
Nothing is left untouched because anything you have deemed sacred wasn’t treated that way by them. Your life before wasn’t like that, and now you are left wondering if it was better to be alone rather than to have a place of ‘belonging’ in the first place.
An unknown creature made by mother nature they couldn’t easily define.
“I can’t take more tests.” You stated, your face pressed against the glass one-way window and your eyes shut. The IV drip jabbed into your right arm as you are so, so tired. “I should have stayed out there.”
As the days continued to pass, you weren’t sure what to think anymore and the more time to yourself. The more time you spend regretting ever deciding it was a good idea to come back.
What were you thinking? Were you even thinking at all? You don’t know now. You don’t want to know the answer to either question.
Who knew what would happen now?
You didn’t know. And for once, you had something far more tangible to be afraid of.
You do know if anything told you about predators, if anything about being in the wild taught you anything in those long ten years alone. You still don’t know how they affected you or if they made you ‘better’ at this.
At this job. At existing as you are and as you were before. Who knows?
Not like you will get the truth out of them without pulling teeth from their snapping jaws. You don’t know how long it will take for them to find out you are part of an incredibly morally grey, morally complicated, morally complex, morally fucked in the head, morally ambiguous. And more likely to go ‘feral’ if left alone for too long.
While you were asleep on the table, the doctor pulled them aside to the observation room outside the examination area.
“The effects of being isolated for eleven years are apparent,” The doctor stated, pulling up the brain scan on the digital whiteboard. “As you can see on the brain scan here, the amygdala and the hippocampus have both grown significantly. This could explain the heightened sense of danger and enhanced memory.”
“Other things that are affected are things like her nails, while they were oddly shaped before, they are now razor sharp. They can and will slice you open or dig into layers of your flesh.” The doctor continued showing off an image of damage done to a mannequin.
Price watched from the corner, his hand in his pocket, rubbing the bruise you left behind on his hand. The way your eyes glinted with the fireplace light, the way your teeth dug into his skin. It was almost like he enjoyed it. Like it was a silent declaration of something.
“Her wolf teeth evolved too,” the doctor continued to ramble. “They are far better than what they used to be.”
That statement alone hinted at the fact this doctor knows you far better than they thought they did. Price took a step closer, his curiosity piqued, “How so?”
The doctor pointed to the image on the board, “Her teeth, while sharp, they’re not just for show. They’re capable of injecting a venom. A venom that can incapacitate or kill anyone it comes into contact with. We’re not sure how or why this evolution happened. But it’s a significant advantage in combat. One that we can’t ignore.”
Price’s eyes narrowed, the implications of this newfound information were vast. If you had the capability to produce such a powerful venom, then that would explain why Shepherd was so keen on keeping you a secret. It was a weapon they hadn’t fully unlocked yet.
It also calls into question as to why you were kept a secret or left out there for ten years. What was General Shepherd afraid of?
What did he hope for when he threw her to the wolves in Siberia?
Did he hope she’d die out there?
The disconnect between the reality of knowing she wouldn’t have died and the hope the cold, starvation would kill her is large enough to fit the titanic.
“We need to keep this under wraps. It shouldn’t get back to General shepherd. The last thing we need is to have him tipped off about your return or anything we have learned about you.” Price stated.
“We can’t afford, if the General gets wind of this, he’ll do anything to control you. To use you as a weapon again. You’re not going anywhere near that monster.” Ghost remarked in agreement with Price.
“How does my organs look though?” you asked the doctor, more concentrated on your own health than how fast you could kill someone.
The doctor nodded, clicking away on their computer, “Your organs are surprisingly healthy given your diet out there. We’ve seen some malnourishment but nothing too serious, a bit of vitamin deficiency.”
The doctor continued to speak after you gave her the nod to go ahead, “Nothing we can’t fix with supplements. Your body is adapting to what’s available in the wild, which is quite extraordinary. It’s almost as if you’ve evolved to survive in such conditions. Your liver and kidneys are functioning at optimal levels, considering. But we’ll run some more tests to be sure.”
“What about the stomach and pancreas?” you questioned. “I had a lot of boar, deer, and bear meat. Can't say I've had a lot of greens out there. Besides mushrooms, fruit like berries and the occasional wild garlic.”
The doctor nodded again, scribbling some notes, “It's understandable given the environment. We'll need to keep an eye on your digestive system, but preliminary results indicate you're doing surprisingly well. It seems your body has adapted to extract the maximum nutrients from what's available.”
While you were settling into the base, you were keen on getting at least the optimal hours of sleep again. The nice, seven to nine hours of sleep. In between your fur blankets, insulated and the cold kept far from you.
After six hours, almost seven hours of sleep later, your door opened little by little. An unknown scent wafted in from the door, who is it? You can’t identify that smell at all. You frown as the scent gets closer to your bed.
The Russian accent finally gave it away now, odd to hear that here, of all places. You didn’t think it would have been something to wake up to. Yet here it was. Laid out in front you like an unwelcome sign with enough red lights to make the red-light district question itself.
You don’t know what the bear wanted from you, not like you could or would give anything to the guy anyway. But that it is beside the point. You shifted around in your blanket pile and pulled your pants back on. Don’t question why you don’t have pants on. Overheating is a major issue for you during winter, and the heat rashes drive you up the wall.
Nikolai. Whoever he is. Standing in your quarters like it was summer in the middle of the Sahara desert wearing a pair of shorts.
“Aren't you cold wearing those things?” you asked, drowsy and half asleep. You braced yourself for a no for an answer.
The stubborn bear never paid enough attention to the weather reports anyhow. It didn’t matter how many times you’d tell him. He wouldn’t listen to you anyway. It’s a wonder no one gave him an earful already. Not that you wanted to be that person to that.
You didn’t want Price ranting and raving at how you ‘hurt his feelings’ or some kind of bullshit excuse he might throw at you.
You didn’t care about hurt feelings, why would you? If any of them were alone for as long as you, were, they wouldn’t care either. Though you doubt they would have the guts to even last that long anyway.
You reached out for your shirt to put on underneath the layers of blankets. Not that you cared that he would still be standing there in total silence anyway. You didn’t wear a bra out in the wild and you still don’t.
City wolves would. Wolves like yourself? Unheard of. Unless you really needed it, most wolves, lone wolves like you? Didn’t bother with the trivialities of human societal norms like underwear and other such things.
If you felt the need to have such a thing you would have to learn from trial and error to make one yourself. Just like you were taught through ONI.
Men and Women had to learn how to sew in ONI. Both genders were required to learn it in order to be self-sufficient in the field. It was a necessary skill, especially when you’re in the middle of nowhere with no tailor in sight.
Probably why you asked for linen based clothes which Price didn’t think you’d be that specific in your request. Not that the doctor minded, she knew the benefits of linen just as much as you did.
If you were still in ONI’s branch headquarters, you would be wearing running shorts and a sports bra. Maybe a muscle shirt over the top of the sports bra to ward eyes off your chest region.
It was airy, enough material to cover yourself while also leaving out enough material to keep your body from overheating to an uncomfortable degree. The doctor had listened, much to the amusement of the men who had accompanied her.
While you braided your hair to prevent it from resembling a raccoon's post-food wash mess. You didn’t know what to think of the larger man. “I am sure you are here for an important reason, right?”
You didn’t know whether they wanted to recreate your old room with their own touches or if they wanted to go ham and just fuck in front of you.
The hormones were all over the place leaving you feeling like you were in an unending fever dream you can’t find yourself to leave because one, its too weird. Secondly its like getting flash banged in a fire fight or a western style show down.
Who knew if this would only be just another temporary space? You didn’t. You were just waiting uneasy and waiting until you had to find a new permanent spot on your own again. Instead of the wilderness. It would be inside the city this time.
Nikolai looked over the new hideout plans you had started for yourself. The combination of four storage containers. Two stacked on top of another two, forming a two-story space and the containers would be forty feet.
The outside would be painted Vanta Black to blend into the dark to make it virtually unable to see in the dark. The windows would be made of a one-way mirror, so you can see out without being seen. Allowing you to walk around naked.
If you desired to walk around your own hideaway stark-naked that is. Not that it would happen with five people staring at you or one of them staring at you. They’d enjoy the view of you unwrapped far, far too much.
The other ideas you had come up with were things like: hidden cameras camouflaged by the black paint. Along with visible thermal imaging cameras that look like security cameras only they won’t record audio, camera footage or anything which could be traced back to you. They would only detect and record heat signatures into an excel spreadsheet linked to a server database.
You had a dot point list of other ideas you had in mind for what to put inside it:
Camouflage Netting: It’s not just for military use anymore, it’s for hiding your hideout. It’s a way to make sure that no matter where you are, you’re protected from the eyes of anyone that’s looking for you.
Infirmary: Just in case someone gets hurt and needs medical attention. It’s not just for patching up gunshot wounds, but also for dealing with your unique condition.
Library of survival books: Because even the best of us need to brush up on their skills every once in a while. Plus, it’s always good to have a plan B, C, D, and so on.
Reloading Bench: This would provide with a source of ammunition, store your excess amount of ammunition created and to provide a workbench specifically for ammunition. Plus, it keeps everything organized and in one place.
Security System: You had thought about installing a silent alarm system that notifies the four of you if anyone gets too close for comfort. It would be linked directly to your phones or coms.
Solar Panels: To provide power and reduce the dependency on the grid. You weren’t going to be living in the dark ages, even if you’re living off the grid.
Soundproof Panels: Installed within the walls of the hideout to prevent any noise from escaping or entering, which was crucial for both privacy and safety during your heat.
Underground Tunnels: To escape and enter the hideout without being seen. It’s a safety net if shit hits the fan and you need to escape quickly. Plus, it’s a great way to get around unseen and get to places without having to leave the safety of your own base.
Nikolai looked over what you have come up with so far, eyes scanning over the drawings beside each dot point to drive home what you hoped to create in the future. You don’t know where this will end up being created. But for now, it remains an idea. No matter how ‘grandiose’ it sounded to him.
Debating with yourself if Yorkshire or Coventry would be better for this kind of hideout you were mentally creating for yourself. You didn’t know which place would be better and you didn’t know if they would react well to it either. A minefield hidden among the eggshells. What to do. What to do.
Would it be better to have them live inside a house while you lived on the land just outside?
Would it be better to just by a chunk of land and build something replicated from your own mind?
What is the better outcome? What is better for you? Which is going to help you more?
These questions swam around in your head like a tornado. A whirlwind of doubt and confusion. Until you heard his voice speak again, “You thought about this a lot, Da?” he asked.
You nodded, not completely trusting your voice not to crack and unable to find the will to speak either. The intensity of his stare made you squirm, intense, far too intense, you refused to be intimidated by him regardless.
Irrespective of what his opinion of what your choices meant to him. You had to keep yourself safe first. You can’t be bogged down by the opinions or notions of what they think you needed.
“Is there a problem?” you probed subtly.
“No….No problem here little mouse.” Nikolai answered his eyes finally darting back to your writing again.
You ignored the odd nickname he decided to call you at least it was better than ‘Darling’ or ‘darlin’ like the other four loved to call you. Though it did feel odd to hear anyone to call you things like that.
It was always either, ‘Venom’, ‘V’, ‘Devil’, ‘Beast’ or just your name. It is incredibly for someone to choose to call you by your name for some reason. Not that you cared that much about it.
Nikolai called you things like: 'Lyubimaya', 'Malinka', 'Milyaya', 'Solnyshko', 'Zayka' and, the oddest one of all, 'Moy Kotyonok' (My Kitten). Each name brought a slight blush to your cheeks, even though you knew they were just endearments in his language. He was always looking at you with a smirk, enjoying your reaction.
The act of calling you things like: ‘Little Mouse’, ‘Darling’, ‘darlin’. They did things to your mind, scratching a part of your brain you enjoyed more than you thought you would have. Though you preferred 'Little Mouse'. Over ‘Darling’ and ‘darlin’.
The cutest nicknames someone to think of piled onto you like a truck load of plushies. You didn’t know what to think of it all. You still don’t. You’re not sure if it was the hormones fucking with your mind or if it was the act of caring in general. Either way you find yourself liking it more than you assumed you would have.
Nikolai asked, “May I add a few more dot points?”
“Sure. Just don’t add anything that doesn’t help long term. If you can focus on long term things? Sure. Otherwise, add notes pertaining to other parts of the hideout you think it needs.” You answered.
Nikolai nodded, understanding the need to think long term instead of the short term, a hideout needed to think past the immediate needs and look at the potential problems you could have in the future.
“Da, I will keep this in mind, Little Mouse. Maybe we can have a room for vodka. Yes? It is good for the soul, and it keeps the cold away, da?” He smirked, trying to lighten the mood with a bit of humour.
“I was hoping for mead.” You quipped with a smirk. “Perhaps we could add beehives to make sure the honey is fresh?”
Nikolai’s eyes lit up with the idea. “Mead! Yes, good for the soul, keeps the cold away, and it is something we can make ourselves! You are clever, Little Mouse.” He scribbled the idea onto the paper, his rough, calloused hand moving swiftly across the page.
Perhaps it was in fact better to work with others instead of relying on yourself. Perhaps you have room for five others inside that heart of yours.
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Content Warnings: omegaverse, mature content, sexual situations, explicit language, smut, smut ending, female reader is a little coy and bratty, Female reader has two favourites already. Roach is mentioned. Nikolai is mentioned too. If I missed anything let me know. Your origins. ONI is mentioned again in a tad more detail.
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Summary: These men were a rather particularly odd bunch to you. Neither completely understanding nor completely forgiving from your own perspective.
The scorching sun high in thy sky mocked you as the black cloudless image stares back at you. Reflecting the inky marsh sloshing around your feet. You think it's because of the volcano beneath the depths, remaining out of sight beneath the dark layers of the ocean’s cold, gripping clutches.
Sea fowl, vultures, and the like pick at the rotting corpses left around you. Who were you to deny them their requited feast? For days, you found yourself back there, even as the stench of death soaks into you. You didn’t know whether it was a curse or a blessing.
Or perhaps you were simply haunted. Haunted by the choices made in seats of power. Powerful people sending their young to die for them in pointless and futile endeavours. Maybe it was the family curse of bringing death to those you loved. Regardless of reason. Things were never quite meaningful.
Not anymore, at least. It was your fault, you convince yourself. You brought this onto them like a foul tongued bastard with no home to belong to. The strong odour from the mixture of the deceased of human and fish alike stung your eyes and made it hard to breathe.
These men were a rather particularly odd bunch to you. Neither completely understanding nor completely forgiving from your own perspective. You would rather see yourself stay here in the lake rather than in the log cabin with the five of them. You don’t care for their company for the moment.
Hard to trust someone you don’t know well enough. Hard to want to understand someone if they can snap your neck the moment you turn away from them. Paranoid? Hard not to be when you expect a knife in your back from people who call themselves your ‘ally’ or ‘friend’.
You slept outside in the cool night air, the stuffy heat inside too warm to bring yourself to think about stepping indoors. These ‘men of war’ didn’t seem like they were ‘men of war’ to you, either. You think about how your superior would say, ‘Too much heart and too little sense of precaution’ or was it something else? You don’t remember the exact phrase anymore. Though, it would be surprising if you even tried to remember anything that man told you about how a soldier should be. Bitter right up until he was shot in the head. An accident.
An accident caused by one of the younger recruits. He wasn’t reprimanded, and neither was he punished for the accidental killing of a senior officer. You often wonder why that is. Did the higher ups plan for it to happen? You don’t know what else it could have been. Strange.
Strange in how you only remember how he died rather than how he lived. Not that it mattered anymore. And not like you should care, either. You don't know how long you've been standing out there for or asleep. You don't think about him unless you were about to hallucinate.
You opened your eyes and saw you were before you learned to kill, to maim and to take life from another person. In the act of not wanting to become a burden, so you take it upon yourself to eat their sins and absorb them like they were yours already.
You were standing in the lake again, your eyes hazed over as you hallucinated yourself again. Waiting for your parents to come back completely. Totally. Utterly. Unaware they were already dead. Much like the ones of those you served with. Not given much of a choice. Either starve or fight.
Orphans were the best bet when it came down to Oni’s recruitment method. Better off stealing those with prime genetics than to commit wholesale murder. At least that is what they will tell anyone foolish enough to believe them or take them at face value. If they really wanted to?
Sometimes, if they wanted to fight dirty enough, they would pay in the hundreds of thousands of dollars to get their hands on them. Layering NDA upon NDA documents on the confidential matter to keep it disclosed and forcing them to keep their mouths shut tight about the entire matter.
Born into this system from day one, your own mother played with your genetics beforehand, ‘saving Oni time’ according to her. She always had that sickening dark sense of humour. What better way to experiment than to use your own child? What better way to ensure a rather quick integration?
Your mother made sure you could speak German, Russian, Spanish, French, and Italian. Long before, she thought it was pertinent for you to learn English. Her reason behind these specific choices were simple. They were the languages of the elite. The ones who had both the most power and influence.
You were three years old when your mother made sure you started gymnastics. Your mother wanted to instil flexibility, agility, and grace into your bones.
At five years old when you started learning to use a gun. Your mother’s reason for this choice? To keep you safe. To get a head start above the rest of them. Giving you the technical know how of how to dismantle a gun within five minutes at the most.
You were six when you started MMA and Kickboxing. Your mother said it was to keep you from remaining idle for too long. “Idle hands make idle minds” she would lecture until it was engrained into your mind.
Seven when you hunted, killed and butchered your first animal. Your mother had told you it was to teach you survival skills, to show you where your food came from. You had watched with wide eyes as she had done it before you, her movements precise, almost loving as she dissected the creature in front of you.
You were nine years old when she got you into fencing, “a warrior must know all forms of combat. Otherwise, they are just fanciful idealists with no real means to achieve their passions.” She wanted you to break yourself and build yourself back up into something no one could recognise.
The time you reached the age of ten when you killed your first human target. Not because your mother had demanded it. She didn’t force your hand and nor did she ask you to. Your protective senses were on fire. It was the only way to get him from ruining your mother’s work.
At sixteen, you learned how to make your own bullets, tracking bullets, incendiary bullets, explosive bullets, armour-piercing bullets, tranquilliser darts, and even some that could disintegrate on impact. It was a necessary evil, your mother had said. It was something you had to learn to survive in this world.
You’re not sure if your mother was ever happy with how you turned out in ONI. You never got the chance to ask her yourself. You could only listen to old recordings of her ‘findings’ about you in the hopes to help you sleep sometimes.
As you stood in the lake, inside the layers of cold, freezing water. You wondered if you were supposed to be alone for the rest of your life and this is how things were supposed to be. Forever.
You sliced your mother’s old knife through the palm of your hand three times each. To ascertain how far your heat is going. You don’t think about how it could affect the five men inside the cabin once you were done.
As you were walking to your hammock? Two of the men were at the back door with the arms crossed like you pissed in their favourite coffee cup or something. Soap and Price weren’t happy with the fact you were off in the lake at this time of day. Let alone by yourself.
Soap was the first of the two to speak up, his frown is deep-set, his fingers digging into his biceps as he crossed his arms, “Where the fuck have you been for the last three and a half hours?”
“The lake near the backyard, I didn’t think you’d notice I wasn’t here in the cabin.” you answered with a yawn.
Price raised an eyebrow at your answer, “It’s minus seven degrees out there, you could have gotten sick from hypothermia if you stayed any longer out there. Do you know how unsafe it is out there on your own?”
“I can handle it. We’re not built the same, how many times do you need to be told that before you decide to listen to it. Besides, I don’t want to be stuck around here while the five of you fuck each other in there.” you frowned. “What did you want me to do? Wait around and listen to you? Boring. I don’t want to wait around for someone who fucks themselves and ignores me.”
“Talk about not knowing to please anyone but yourselves.” you added in, pulling your headphones on and going to sleep. Yet, long before you could go into a deep sleep, long before you could get the chance to sleep again. Nikolai? He decided to pick you up and take you back inside.
You squirmed around as he tightly wrapped his arms around you. Nikolai whispered into your ear, “Keep still, little mouse, or I might drop you into the cold. Can’t risk that sweet flesh getting cold now, can I?”
You kicked your sweatpants and then got extra comfortable afterwards. Ghost didn’t think you’d be THAT willing to cuddle up to the Russian man. But he was wrong before and now Price? Price was a little jealous over the fact that Nikolai could get you to stop being a little bratty without much of a hassle.
As you were asleep beside Nikolai like you hadn’t slept properly in months. Price couldn’t help but ask how you could listen to Nikolai or Roach without much hassle. Especially since Roach is a beta.
“How come she’s well-behaved for those two and for the rest of us?” Price asked Ghost a few hours later.
Ghost still remembers how you sniffed all over Roach’s face and ultimately decided, ‘Yeah, I’ll take this one.’ Which Roach didn’t anticipate at the time. It was like you were choosing a new pet at the store and decided he was the one for you.
The next morning is full of noise while you were eating potato noodles you made yourself. While watching a shark documentary on the television. Ghost was allowed to get close to you without any adverse effects. Which surprised Price when he saw it happen in front of his very eyes.
After a while you were asleep and there were at least three dirty bowls from the amount of porridge you ate afterwards. Price didn’t know how fast you could eat before this, and seeing it now?
It wasn’t anything he’s ever seen before. You napped for at least thirty minutes and then devoured three bowls of porridge. Price didn’t anticipate this level of appetite from you. It was like Nikolai found the right kind of porridge for you to enjoy this much. “Semolina porridge,” he remarked. “Made from Semolina flour, milk, water, a pinch of salt, butter, and white sugar. One part added while you’re cooking it and a second smaller amount to dust it off. Along with a few strawberries.”
They could tell Nikolai was proud of himself for making it for you. Price could still feel the burn of jealousy inside his heart. Not that he would ever say it out loud for the rest of the to hear it too. He felt like he needed to find a way to get closer to you and quick.
It felt like you were unintentionally taunting him with how content you are right this moment. He knows it feels irrational to think this way. But how else could he feel when you act like this for two of them? How else could he feel when you are so foreign to someone like himself? How does anyone react to someone like you anyway? Was there even a right way to begin with?
He tried shaking the thoughts from his mind and all it did was delay them for a few hours to a few days. Sometimes it felt like you hated him for some reason because you never acknowledge his presence some days. Like you were off in your own world where no one else could follow you into.
But you were too honest to hide things from them either. You deliberately told them the truth to their faces and said you didn’t want to go into specifics. As you said, it would ‘turn their stomachs and lose their appetites faster than they can scream the word ‘Monster’.
You never elaborated further than that. You said it wasn’t necessary. “Part of being experimented. You must not tell lies.” Price remembered you saying over the radio.
“Pretty sure ONI operatives weren’t always this brutally honest right?” Soap asked you.
“Depending on the operative. Otherwise, they’ll go a step further and become brutally honest. Which is far worse than the general kind.” you answered. “Those operatives? They do not give a fuck about what kind of rank you hold or how many times you remind them of it too. They can, and they will beat you down with raw honesty.”
You didn’t think your honesty was that brutal, you thought you were pretty tame in comparison. Though, from their own perspective of you? You were just as bad they were if not worse. Because who else knows how to cut down someone with just words alone other than ONI?
“A few of them are nice enough to soften up the truth before giving it you. But find those operatives is more or less like finding a needle in two giant haystacks. Next to impossible and often aren’t shooting a gun or a field medic either. They’re more or less likely to be a chef for a base’s canteen or someone’s personal assistant somewhere higher up. Those operatives? They are high octane positivity to the core.”
“Exhausting to deal with and depletes your social battery real fast.” you added in. For clarification for people like Ghost who had a limited social battery sometimes. “So if you have the luck of running into one of them sometime. Don’t ask about anything related to their job. Unless you want to stay there for six hours. Don’t ask them.”
You still didn’t know what to think of these men. But for one thing you knew for certain is that they were a strange bunch. Stranger than any operative you ever encountered in the past. You still don’t have a concrete opinion of them. The only you can form in the back your mind is that they’re different from most in some ways.
In some others they’re pretty much the same. You don’t know where this is going or how it would end up for you or them. You could only guess and assume. Neither of which are proven to be something rely on, and you don’t intend to do either one.
When price saw you in the lake again? This time he decided to do something he didn’t think he had in him. He didn’t think he’d find himself right beside her in the lake’s water. The water chilled his skin faster than he could gasp out loud. Is this the kind of thing they taught you to tolerate regularly?
“How are you not suffering from frostbite?” he exclaimed in shock.
You placed his hand on your cheek to feel your temperature. “Does this answer your question?” Before he could say anything else you shoved his hand up the front of your shirt too. “How about now?”
Price’s eyes went wide, the heat emanating from you was far more than a normal human could ever possess let alone anyone like them. Sure they got warm, but they never had gotten this warm before. “Fuck, you’re hotter than a fucking sauna in here, Venom!” Price exclaimed, his hand retreating quickly.
You snickered like his reaction amused you a lot which only made Price rather bashful over the fact that he realised his hands were just between your tits moments ago. The closest he’s been to getting you undressed in a sensual intimate manner.
Combined with the fact you weren’t too bothered with where his hand had just been made Price feel rather flustered. How could you be so calm and collected about this? He thought you would have been a virgin or even shy about this kind of thing. Yet again he is proven wrong.
“What’s matter price can’t handle the heat?” you playfully taunted him as you walked to your hammock at the back of the cabin. Before you could go back to sleep in your hammock? Price had decided to stop you from walking away from him by taking your wrist in his hand. Pulling you right back to him, his hand on your waist and another hand on your throat.
The sudden jerk forward threw you off balance just a tad, just a little, causing your eyes to widen from the action alone. You didn’t think he’d be this forward, and you thought you could get away with pushing a few buttons at least. His thumb traced down the large vein in your throat, his hot breath against your ear, “I can handle you perfectly little mouse. But, little mouse? You’re playing a dangerous game with me right now.” There is a warning hinting inside his tone.
“Is that so? Here I thought you were just being handsy or perhaps even jealous?” you mused with a slight hum and the act of biting your bottom lip was enough to send Price over the edge.
You felt like you were 22 all over again, and you were about to sneak out to see someone off base. That relationship didn’t last long. The guy was shipped out not too long after, and he died in a mission somewhere in the UK. You still think about the guy sometimes. But not long enough for you to remember his name again.
Price’s grip tightened around your throat just a fraction, a smidgen. Just enough for you to be aware of how strong he is without really putting more effort into it. Without cutting off your oxygen supply to your lungs. His thumb continued to caress the side of your neck. Feeling the pulse quickening under his touch.
The heat from your body continued to be palpable. His own arousal grew in response to it. His other hand that had been at your waist is now drifting to your cheek, causing your eyes to flutter just a bit. He leaned in just enough for his breath to brush against your skin.
He whispered, “Little mouse, you’re playing a rather dangerous game with me.”
“How can you be so certain of that?” you coyly questioned battling your eyelashes, your voice a seductive purr. You weren’t going to just give yourself over without playing around a little first. What’s the point of sex if your not one hundred and ten percent willing?
Price smirked as you were trying to play hard to get, just like how he was hard to get rid of. It’s like an immovable object colliding with a stubborn force of nature. Or as the saying goes ‘What happens if an unstoppable force collides with an immovable object?’.
“You think you’re so clever, don’t you? With your coy smiles, your flared clothes, your little games, venom? Hm? You act like your invincible, and you don’t care about anything. Ever.” Price spoke in a hushed tone, his warm breath against your skin.
You were about to squeak out something much like a little mouse they loved to call you so much now. Before you got the chance to do just that? Price decided to hush you up by pressing his lips against yours. It made your head spin like crazy. Like he knew exactly what to do to get your knees to buckle.
The kiss was just rough enough to keep your attention, gentle enough to keep you from pulling away from him. The silent conversation of emotional needs colliding together like two asteroids or two star colliding together. You didn’t want to admit it. You really didn’t want to.
Your heart is beating like a wild horse in a rodeo. Kickstarted like a generator. And your body? Your body felt like it was on fire.
His scent is overwhelming, but not unwelcome to your senses. You can feel his hand tighten against your throat further, an act of possession and unfiltered desire which you are more familiar with.
His thumb gently caresses your cheek as you kissed him. Sending sparks throughout your body, your hands slowly drifted to his chest. Unsure if you pull him closer or push him away. It felt odd to be kissed like this.
Sure you’ve gotten laid in the past. But it wasn’t like this before. It was always a frenzy of tearing each other’s clothes off and leaving before the other woke up. Before their hangover could affect your own.
You weren’t used to the slow affair it could have been. You don’t know if you even deserved something like that at all. Did a creature like deserve such a thing? Did you? Be honest with yourself. Did you really think you deserve to be seen as ‘normal’?
You pulled away. You couldn’t think of anything. It was like he scrubbed it clean with his tongue and two hands. Price smirked, “You’re not used to that, are you? I can tell from your face, it's an open book right now. I think you are much, much cuter when you’re like this.”
“Not mention, you don’t say much afterward,” he added. “If I hazard a guess you are far more used to the one-night stand kind of thing, and you are far more used to the rough kind of love, no?” His eyes searched yours, looking for a reaction.
Your face flushed, and your sudden bashful behaviour now made it glaringly obvious of your inexperience to this kind of thing. You now realise he’s reading you like book you didn’t know all the pages to or the lyrics to a song you can’t listen to without crying.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” you stated, your hand is still shaking, stop it from shaking before he notices. You feel more like a young teen who’s nervous around a first crush or something equally cheesy. The kind of feeling which didn’t lead to a one-night stand, a hangover, and a guy stealing your underwear like a pervert of some kind.
Price took a step closer to you, his hand still on your cheek, his thumb stroking it gently. “I can feel it, your heart racing like it’s running a marathon. I know you’re not used to this.” His voice was low, almost a murmur. It was as if he didn’t want to break the spell of the moment.
You swallowed hard, trying to find your voice, trying to keep the heat from burning up your entire body. “Is that so? Maybe I like playing hard to get, hmm?”
You wandered off to the bath house to cool down properly there. You didn’t run away. You know you didn’t. But you kind of felt like you had, right? Like you had decided that running away was the better option for you.
You didn’t bother hiding your tracks. You weren’t a coward. You didn’t have to hide from anyone. You didn’t have to. You weren’t weak. You’ve never been weak. Not even when you were a child. Not even when you were being experimented on.
You didn’t have a thing to fear. You were the thing everyone else and everything else is scared of. You were always careful in your choices, right?
You didn’t expect him to follow you into the bathhouse. His eyes never leaving your form hidden beneath your clothes, no matter how much you hid behind graphic men’s shirts, sweaters and sweatpants, or the crop tops with kimono sleeves or bells sleeves with flared pants and jeans.
He knew that you weren’t going anywhere. Not when he had you right where he wanted you. He had to admit, seeing you like this? It was far more satisfying than he could ever have imagined.
The bathhouse is steamy, fogged, you were hard to see through it all. But he knew you were in there, that was all that mattered right? To know you were in there.
The water from the shower had a faint hint of mint, and you knew that it was going to be a long night. You turned the water to cold, as cold as it could go and stepped underneath it. It only dimmed the heat inside you by a small margin.
He watched as the water ran down your body, your skin goosebumps from the cold. He didn’t say anything, just took off his clothes and stepped into the shower with you. His body washed with the minty scent of the water, and the heat from his skin clashed with the coldness from yours.
Price wrapped his arms around you from behind, his erection pressing into your back. You could feel the heat radiating from him, it was like standing in front of a bonfire. His lips grazed your neck, and his teeth nipped at the sensitive skin there, making you gasp. “You are mine, Venom,” he whispered.
You could help but lean into him, even as his fingers traced your jawline and his gaze remained on your low rise micro V string underwear which only covered the bare minimum at most. Leaving next to nothing else to the imagination. If Price knew you were wearing this kind of underwear the entire time?
He would surely have had something to say to it. You imagine how one conversation would have gone, with you stating how it's not their problem and that it wasn’t his business to know what kind of underwear you wore. Then again they should be used to the fact that you don’t wear a bra in your off hours sometimes.
Price’s hand drifted down to your waist again. Tracing the edges of your underwear like he wanted all of you. In ways, you never thought about. Or even experienced for yourself. Your breath hitched and you turned to face him. The slick wet tiles against your back as he pulled at your underwear. You would have taken it off, but it was already coming off with his hands and the slight growl?
If that was to indicate anything, it was his want, his need to claim you as not only his but his pack’s. The wild and primal urge crawled up your throat. As your core tightened, shivers travelled down your spine. You didn’t know if it was the way he looked at you or the way he touched you. Maybe it was both of those things all at once?
“I… I…. I can’t.” you whispered in heavy, heaving gasps. This is foreign territory for you. Usually it was going down the guy rather than the other way around. You didn’t know if you would like it either.
He paused for a moment. Only a moment did he pause in his pursuit of your nectar seeping from in between your thighs. His hands slid further down. He muttered, “Yes. Yes you can.” as he slid your underwear off you, and “MINE” he growled.
He didn’t bother to keep his voice down when he uttered those words from his lips. Pressing them against your inner thigh, slowly moving further up and up.
Reaching the juncture between your plump thighs, his trailed against your weeping cunt. You gasped as you felt his warm tongue against your clit. In response your body shivered and your back arched. Eyelids fluttering as he continued to taste every part of your folds.
His hands found themselves planted on your ass cheeks as he continued to eat your pussy out like he was starving, and you were the last meal for the rest of his life.
You didn’t know what to do, you felt so exposed, so vulnerable. Your hands found themselves in his hair, gripping it tightly as waves of pleasure crashed over you. It had been a long time since someone had touched you like this, with care and hunger.
Price's grip grew stronger, his tongue dancing around your folds, tasting you. His breath was warm against your skin, sending shivers down your spine as he moaned, the vibrations resonating through your body and making your knees wobble.
As the sensation building up inside your depths, your body tightening and quivering under his touch. You felt like you were edging closer and closer to the edge of an orgasm. You were going to fall long before you felt like you were ever ready to.
Your breath grew to be ragged, heavy, you urged him to go faster, and he was more than willing to comply. A blur of pleasure and confusion.
Before you could orgasm he stopped and stood up, you whimpered when he pulled his tongue from your depths.
“Why did you stop?” you asked. Your voice horse from the amount of moaning you made from your preciously beautiful lips.
Price smirked at you, a small part of his dominance over you in this intimate act within his eyes as he lifted your chin in his hand, “Because, my sweet little darling mouse, I am far from being done with you.”
He picked you up and carried to his room rather than your own. What better way to tame a wild creature such as yourself than to have it done in your own strong scented domain? What better way to ensure his seed is deep inside you and that you have at least one of his children?
This will surely help you remember whose pack you are part of now. To help remind you who you belonged to now and who was in your past.
Pairing: Poly141 x female reader. With Nikolai included to a degree.
Omegaverse Parts: Part One + Part Two
One. You don’t get it when someone wears denim jeans into the desert. “What the fuck is this?” you asked, borderline annoyed. Your frustration showing this time, “Soap, march up there and get changed, you’ll sweat up a fucken storm. We’re going into a desert location, not fucken fashion week.”
Two. You have a bath at eleven o’clock regardless of time zone or location. In hot weather it's a cold bath and in cold weather. It's a reasonably hot one. A creature of habit is what Price loved to call you. Even if you bit him on the hand once.
Three. You never miss a training session. Ever. If they thought they can get you to skip it? They’d be told, ‘I’m sleeping on the couch tonight’. And not, ‘You’re sleeping on the couch tonight' because what’s worse than a partner who only won’t sleep in the same bed as you. But also won’t fuck any of them during that night either.
Four. You hate when people don’t eat breakfast. It’s like not having ammo in your pocket before you go out on a mission. Sure, you might not need it, but if you do, you’re fucked. And no, a black coffee doesn’t count.
Five. You hate when people don’t clean up after themselves. You don’t live in a barracks anymore, you’ve got a penthouse in the city now, but that doesn’t mean you can throw your socks anywhere. You’ve got a basket, use it. And for fuck’s sake, don’t leave your gun on the coffee table.
Six. You have an ever-growing collection of knives, from bone knives to Damascus steel knives. They all have stories. They're all displayed neatly in a glass case in your penthouse. Price has made a habit of not asking where they came from. Fully aware of where the bone knives came from.
Seven. “No, Price, I don’t care. If Nikolai isn’t living here, you can’t fuck him here. End of story. Good night and go fuck yourself.” you reprimanded from the master bedroom ensuite. “In the grace of my good will, you may stay over his place and nothing more, nothing less.”
Price wasn’t terribly happy with that, but he knew you were right. If they wanted to mess around with someone who isn’t living there? They better do in their house, under their roof and in their domain. The only strict rule you enforced quite well. For a good reason too. Their nests were in here, and you didn’t want anyone else’s scent mingling with yours, except for those who lived there permanently. Plus, you liked your privacy.
Eight. Your back tattoo is still something Price and Ghost love staring at, “The gates of hell are open night and day; Smooth the descent, and easy is the way: But to return, and view the cheerful skies, In this the task and mighty labour lies.”
The words etched into an archway, 'The gates of hell are open night and day; Smooth the descent, and easy is the way:’ and the words, ‘But to return, and view the cheerful skies, In this the task and mighty labour lies.’ is etched into the open gateway, gilded in gold and silver. As if thunder and lighting struck down onto the pavement leading into a ‘heaven’.
If there even was one? You don’t know, and you don’t even want to pretend to know if there is one, too. You’ve seen enough shit to fill a library with horror books. Enough to know some questions just don’t have answers or have answers you don’t want to hear.
Nine. You love lavender cigarettes over cigars, tobacco, chewing tobacco, normal cigarettes. Vaping was fine, but you liked the raw taste of the cigarette in your mouth, the way it burned down your throat and into your lungs. You'd sit on the balcony with the cool breeze, watching the city lights twinkle like distant stars, a cigarette dangling between your lips.
Herbal cigarettes and vapes were common for you, a way to keep the inner ‘beast’ in check without the use of sex, raw meat or a cage fight. Lavender is said to soothe the ‘savage beast’ according to your mother. But you liked to think of it as a way to keep the peace, to keep your mind from wandering to places you’d rather keep locked away.
Ten. You've got a thing for rain. It's like your inner wolf comes out, yearning for the wet fur and the smell of damp earth. You'd sit by the windowsill, letting the droplets kiss your skin, the smoke from your cigarette curling around your form. Sometimes, when the weather is just right, you'd go out onto the balcony and let it soak you.
Price eventually found you outside in the rain one afternoon on the balcony, vaping a strong lavender-scented electronic cigarette. You were wearing a black men’s shirt with a double-sided dragon graphic print on it. Draping over her, large enough to swim in by the looks of it. One of the men’s shirts she usually bought for herself.
Eleven. You eventually showed the four of them around your walk-in closet, “Thrifted or bought impulsively.” you told them. “Take a good look.”
And Price has seen the large collection of men’s shirts, jackets, and hoodies you have. It was a walk-in closet with a collection of dark clothing far too big for you. But you loved how comfortable they felt on you. How the fabric hung off your shoulders like comforting armour.
Twelve. You wear men’s deodorant, which Soap finds to be rather amusing. “You know, darling, there’s stuff for females, too.” he teased one morning, holding up the stick deodorant he found in your drawer.
“But do they have any smelling like lavender & cinnamon or dark chocolate or leather & cookies or coconut & black pepper?” Soap looked at your Lynx body sprays which you usually put on after a shower. Which for the rest of them?
The large bottle of body wash in your shower is a mix of both types. The lynx Dark chocolate, the ‘golden temptation’, which is a molten chocolate blended with fresh citrus and smoky amber. Along with goat’s milk body wash, which is more for sensitive skin, sometimes even your scent can be overpowering to the alphas.
Thirteen. Cartoon movies like Anastasia, Care Bears, The Wild Thornberrys, Teenage Ninja Turtles, Rugrats, and SpongeBob were your guilty pleasure. You could spend hours watching them, even if you've seen them a hundred times before. You liked the simplicity of them, the way they made you feel like a kid again. You felt complete, perfect, right to watch them.
Fourteen. You cook with slow cookers a lot, Gaz saw you use four at once one afternoon when he came from his solo missions. Two for wagyu beef stew and two for salted caramel fudge. You were busy since four in the morning, and you were having a nap by seven in the morning as they slowly cooked.
Fifteen. You have a pet wolf named 'Mona Lisa' because she smirks when she's being cheeky, and she's got a penchant for stealing socks. You found her as a pup when you were on a mission and smuggled her back home. Now she's got her own room in the penthouse, filled with plush toys and a giant dog bed that she rarely sleeps in, preferring the floor beside yours.
Price came face to face with the wolf pup, Mona Lisa, a northwestern wolf with deep piercing copper eyes, staring at him intently. He'd never seen such a creature so close, especially not in the penthouse. “I take it she's yours?” He questioned, raising an eyebrow.
“As much as she wants to be.” you replied.
Price leaned down, looking into her eyes, “What does that mean?”
“I don't own her, just as much she doesn't own me.” You said, stroking her fur gently. “We're just roommates who share a very complicated relationship. She's got free rein of the place, does whatever she wants, and I don't question it.” You couldn't help the fond smile that played on your lips as Mona Lisa leaned into your touch, her tail thumping against the floorboards. “And much like other wolves of her species, she is territorial and defends her territory against intruders.”
Price chuckled, “So she's the unofficial security system, huh?”
“More like a bodyguard, but that works too.”
Price laughed, his eyes lighting up as he watched you with Mona Lisa. It was a strange dynamic, but it worked. The wolf had taken a liking to you from the moment she was brought into the penthouse. And she was as protective of you as any of the guys were, maybe more.
Sixteen. You were not an alpha, you were certainly were no quivering omega, and you are not even a fucking beta. What in the name of a metaphorical god are you? With no conclusive, definitive answers to who or what you are. You were left to wander the expanse of earth. Alone. For a time before they came into the picture. You were harsher than the winds of the desert sandstorm, colder than the snowy Ural Mountains, and more elusive than a ghost in a haunted mansion.
You had no pack, no back-up, and with absolute certainty? No way of knowing what you are that made you seem so unapproachable by everyone around you. You didn’t know what made you monstrous to those who had trained you. Whatever it was? They refused to make a lick of sense over it. And before you know it, you were left to rot in the middle of nowhere.
You have a heat cycle which is both intense at times and “Her scent is sweet, tooth rotting levels of sweet, think candy bars and cotton candy. There’s some spice to it, like cinnamon or pumpkin spice in those pumpkin spice lattes Gaz likes to have every Halloween.”
Though there are times when you were in heat, and you barely noticed. Either it was very faint or you were too distracted to particularly pay extra attention.
Your heat is either in intense or faint, it was always a coin flip between the two. Perhaps this is another reason why you don’t fall into any of the three categories of Alpha, Beta, or Omega.
Price caught you looking up quizzes like ‘What wolf are you?’, ‘Are you a true loner?’, ‘Are you an Alpha, Beta, or Omega?’ and ‘Where are you on the omegaverse hierarchy?’
You were still fighting the military to get them to give you your medical results, it was an uphill battle with no mountain to fall onto.
You threw your hands up, exasperated, “Why is it so hard for them to just hand me my own fucking medical records?” You sighed, slumping into the chair at the dining table.
Price shrugged, sitting across from you, “Maybe they think you’re a danger to yourself and others if you find out what you are. Or maybe they just lost it.”
“Their minds or the records?” You quipped, eating a slice of apple from the fruit salad you made for breakfast.
Price chuckled, taking a seat beside you, his gaze lingering on your flushed cheeks, “Could be both, knowing how the military loves to keep its secrets.”
“Like a whore who keep all tips for herself,” Soap grinned, sauntering into the kitchen. He had always had a knack for making everything sound like a double entendre.
“Or CEO of a billion-dollar company who refuses to pay it employees livable wages.” you quipped.
Seventeen. You were meticulous in your guns, specific about certain things like the cleanliness of your rifles, handguns and organising them by type, calibre, use, and then by the date of purchase.
The ammunition is given the same treatment, even if there was back-up stored away somewhere. They were neatly organised too.
You had a knack for knowing where everything was without looking. It was like a sixth sense. You could be in the middle of a conversation and point to the exact spot where a gun was kept. It was unnerving at first especially your memorisation process is basically staring, touching and then memorising the layout. You had a way with the weapons that was almost sensual, a dance of precision and power.
Even the gun oils you used were separated, one for rifles, one for handguns, one for magnums and another for pistols. You had a scent to each of them, and you knew the smell of each like the back of your hand. It was almost a comforting scent, one that filled the air when you were in the penthouse armoury. It smelled like home, like the smell of your mother's kitchen when she was cooking up a storm.