Dead but not buried. A new lease of life, a thing to rejoice surely!? That he wasn't gone forever - saved by the love of his life from the jaws of death. A story worthy of a novel. One he'd pen himself oneday, content with his chapter in Lestats book for now. So why was a said love of his life acting as if he was far away. Not out of sight but out of mind, still mourning his mortality. Convinced he was avoiding the inevitable destruction of them. Every fledgling eventually hated their maker. He was all about proving against the norm.
It wasn't as if they were always at loggerheads. Some days, weeks they were the picture perfect happy couple, lost in the honeymoon stage, the Night Island to themselves all their guests had scattered. It was a good day when Daniel woke from the death sleep, Armands weight next to his own. Hands reaching out to instinctually stroke through auburn curls even before he opened his eyes fully. Charmed that he'd waited or come back to bed to await his rise.
Tonight wasn't one of those days. Damn him. Damn Marius. Damn himself. He could smell blood, not his own. Tears. Getting up and padding out of the room and out into the lounge. Armand on the balcony. Staring out into the Night, no traces of those tears now on that perfect profile. "Hey." Saying evwning usually made Armand tense, so neautral hey it was now. Sliding arms about the smaller vampires waist, breathing in the just woken smell. "Come back to bed for a bit. I'm hungry, but it's still warm for you." Hungering for him more than a feed, his touches, the dusky scent that was purely his makers, behind his ears and in the nook of his neck. Relieved his lover didn't recoil from him entirely but a sad reticence existed, tangible. No matter how much Armand leaned into his touches and form. A uphill struggle some nights. Like tonight. "Or we could just go pirate hunting. Clean up together later."
"So hungry, beloved." Voice smooth like velvet as always, but a heavy emotion in there too.
"For blood or for you?" I asked hoping against hope tonight was a good night.
"Perhaps both..." Famished newling he'd often call him. No little drinks for him yet. Too soon. Small smile then. A victory if minute.
"You can just watch." Twinkle in my eye, sass dripping so easily from my tongue.
Slow closing of your eyes, you'd liked to watch alot once upon a time. But that had been living life, not taking it. A distinction. "Lets hunt pirate later if you're still hungry. I have a meeting." Gentle kiss to my forehead then like a blink you were gone. Maybe one day I could move faster than a speeding bullet too.
So I drank of a few drunks that night. Drowned my sorrows the best way I knew how. Thats how I ended up in an alley way punching a hole through a brick wall. Too late realising by the prickling of my frontal lobe another vampire was nearby.