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Trying to remind myself that this is true. All my anxieties about my test coming up and jumbling up somewhere between my stomach and my heart. I just want to have it done with and out of the way, so that I can close this chapter in my life and move on to better things, but this part of me now is just so worried to get it wrong that I hate to think about Thursday. This is where I would like to turn on auto-pilot and wake up on Friday. 😬 #postsonthereal #crybabyclub
Sometimes I worry when I see “romantic” nonsense circling about the interwebz, especially when the ideas are as toxic as what I’ve been seeing lately. Words that boast of love being about having each other memorized and being able to read the other person’s mind. In theory, I guess I can see how the idea that the one you love knows you so well that you don’t even have to speak for them to know what’s in your mind, or in your heart, but in reality that’s the least romantic thing I can think of, not to mention an insane notion to base “true love” on. True love is a choice, in fact, it’s a series of choices. It doesn’t magically fall into your arms, and it isn’t easy. The basis of a good relationship is communication, so the idea that real love doesn’t need words is just not true. And how boring would love be if the other person always knew exactly what you wanted, or what you felt? To me here’s nothing more beautiful and comforting than the tight hug that follows the duel of apologies after Kameron and I have any size of disagreement due to the fact that WE CANNOT READ EACH OTHER’S MINDS. Because we are human people, and expecting someone to know what you want from them without your input, no matter how well they know you, or how much they love you is just unrealistic and unhealthy. If you’re in search of true love, you ought to roll up your sleeves, jusssayin’. #kamandruth #postsonthereal
SNOW! I'm not even mad about it, it just makes me feel all the more justified for jamming to ALL OF #SUFJANSTEVENS CHRISTMAS SONGS EVER. #postsonthereal #ruthievon
I'm currently freezing in the basement while eating my lunch, and feeling like my mind is forever blank, despite the fact that I can't stop thinking. I think it's mostly because my train of thought keeps stopping at all the stations along the way and more thoughts get on and they talk amongst themselves and pretty soon the dull roar is enough that I can't hear those guys I was trying to listen to in the first place, I keep getting distracted by what all the other thoughts are saying. It's like listening to a book on tape before you go to bed, you're pretty sure you're listening but then without knowing it you were falling asleep and when you tube back into the words you've completely lost your place. It's like that, I think. #randomruthievonvid #postsonthereal
