#pre-transition

[nickfromanotherworld]

This man gives me so much gender envy. I will cry

[raysmayday]

People on here are always like “oh I want a man with big tits, I want to smash my face into a man’s boobs”

But when I, a trans man-

[shaneltheconqueeror]

i’m not very strong but i’ll mess u up if ur mean to bugs

alt

new alternative universe i made :3 ill call it “Girls Will Be Bugs” for now, i think i can think of a better name lol. Tails is 14 years old and Charmy is 13 years old. Cream and Marine are supposed to be one of the main characters too but i haven’t thought of their designs yet. This is my highschool au where each of the main characters represents a trait of mine! i have two different aged up au’, my mainline one and whatever this is

What These Two Represent

Tails = All The “Negative” Stuff About Me

Charmy = All The “Positive” Stuff About Me

please excuse me while i go through my teenage angst and go through family drama and depression and my grandparents might separate.. i love making au’ that i can vent too. This au is supposed to be my coping mechanism.

‼️THIS IS ALL SELF PROJECTION‼️

[parciminator]

Hell Followed With Us AU

CW: blood, liquefied guts, more and more blood (gore), multiple eyes, religious imagery

Lockwood is going THROUGH IT

— THE FLOOD

“ Good thing we have Lucas on the team now, then. It won’t do if both of us are keeling over. “

[derekzakari]

Masc March Day 24: Performance Anxiety

@thepromptfoundry prompt: Hunting and Fishing

Teen Wolf | Trans Male Stiles | Pre-Transition

Some things don't change. The same fire pit, the same fishing poles, the same murky water, the same folding chairs her dad refuses to replace. It's their first time back since her mom passed. The campsite feels different without her. Stiles feels different too — though that's nothing new. High school is coming and with it the exhausting performance of being someone she isn't sure she is. Her dad has always seen her more clearly than most. Maybe more clearly than she sees herself.

"I don't know how to do it," she said quietly. "Be what they expect."

Noah was quiet for a moment. "Then don't."

"This is high school, Dad. It’s not that easy."

"No," he agreed. "It’s never easy to go against the grain." He adjusted his grip on his pole. "But forcing yourself into a shape that doesn't fit is worse. And you’ve never been one to do things because they are easy."

Read on AO3

[operating on spite and goblin instincts. If you enjoyed this, you may leave an offering]

[wrennaisance]

I was such a good emo kid in college. I was probably listening to TDWP or this wild life depending on whether or not I had cried yet that day

[thorne1435]

Something that I think beautifully captures my pre- and post-transition mindsets is that my favorite season has changed.

I didn't have one before, but I logically deduced that it was Autumn because it was cold enough to wear the baggy and concealing clothes that I wore all the time without suffering from the heat.

Now, though, I'm seeing how beautiful everything is for the first time in my life, and I think Spring is my favorite season. The rain, the colors, the summer wildlife starting to wake up again...

I just find it poetic that my "favorite season" was apathetically chosen as the one where everything seems to die, back when I wanted to die myself. But now that I want to live, my favorite season is the one where everything else feels like it's coming back to life as well.

I don't know how I want to finish this post, but I know I spend a lot of time all-but-bating TERFs and engaging in The Discourse. And that might make it seem like anger and controversy is the only thing pervading my thoughts, so I just wanted to say something a bit more positive.

No amount of transphobia can take away what we have when we hold out just long enough to see the world for what it's becoming instead of what it has been. I know it's generic and corny to say at this point, but I really think it does get better. We're going to be okay. Don't forget that, it's easy to.

[transenbyconfessions]

i'm a pre-transition trans man, closeted in public but out to a few close friends. i don't have the guts to pack in public but last week i realized nothing is stopping me from packing in the privacy of my own home. now i do this regularly and im considering trying to sew myself a packer since i can't afford to buy one (and i don't know what i'd do if someone found my dick by accident or if i had to get it through airport security). just the thought is exhilarating and boosts my mood 10-fold.

Submitted June 14, 2023