Mar 8, 2025
i want to rip out her guts while she’s still alive. i want her to suffer for everything she did to me but it’s sickening to think about. how were our parents BETTER THAN HER. i just want her to BLEED.
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i want to rip out her guts while she’s still alive. i want her to suffer for everything she did to me but it’s sickening to think about. how were our parents BETTER THAN HER. i just want her to BLEED.
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i’m a fictive, nonhuman freak, & aplatonic aroallo term hoarder. i’m scared, aggressive, and i assume all non-familiars are threats until proven otherwise. i am not your friend, that language actively repulses me. mutual or familiar is fine, that’s what i’ll refer to you as too if you’re close.
schizospec and highly paranoid. tread with caution.
i block freely. leave me alone if you’re one of those “freaks dni” blogs ironically or not. pro endo, anti-contact pro para, idfc about shipcourse, anti radqueer, i will laugh at radfems and transandrophobia deniers.
i coin stuff sometimes, but this blog isn’t exclusively for that. my collective’s coining blog is @ldc-coins but i use this blog for my darker stuff.
i don’t tag gore or violence. sorry!
have funsies!~
fun canon memory i just dug up. apparently i bit a dentist so hard they got an infection the day after because they didn’t wait for the sedatives they gave me to take effect LMAOOOO
If I wrote a trans memoir about my coming out, everybody would hate it about the same amount. They'd have different reasons tho.
anyways. thinking about the fact both me and nille were Probably intersex in canon. vaugardian doesn't have any words for intersex or perisex (for our canon at least), it's just. normal.
How’d you know Mirabelle?
she came to bambouche due to house of change-related reasons. i cant exactly remember what. shrugs. i just latched onto her immediately though.
What was your reason for traveling?
well. i wasnt exactly a traveler per say?? (i only use the roleswap stuff because it's the closest to how i remember looking in canon)
it was more like me scampering around bambouche taking some odds and ends jobs to help my family earn some more cash. shrugs.
More canon questions—were you still a chef, or did you do something else?
sorta? cooking and stuff was an escape for me, if that makes sense. something to help me cope that wasn't just dissociation.