I love being tfem. i love it so dearly. despite how hard it makes my life, if I could go back in time and make myself cis, I wouldn't. there's so much beauty in it.
and not only to have everyone else recognize that beauty, but to treat it with worship and praise? this part of me that has caused me so much difficulty instead being the best thing to be, period? god, I get it now.
everyone falling over themselves to acquiesce to my every whim, every single need me or my sisters could ever have not only being taken care of, but treated with the highest priority? god. I get it.
people desperately clamoring to be my maids because I'm a *transfem*, I'm better than them, the best life they could live is one entirely devoted to me. I get itttttt.
magazines and television and newspapers and social media beauty standards being centered around *us*, everyone recognizing the beauty that I see so clearly. I get it I get it I get it I get it.
the transmisogynistic system we've suffered under for so long flipped on its head, proper compensation for all the suffering we've endured. every single one of us, happy, healthy, well-fed and safe from anyone who would want to harm us. well. who WOULD want to harm us? god oh god I get it.
to be loved, unconditionally, truly loved by everyone on the planet. to be safe. to be able to truly and freely love ourselves.
princess trying desperatly to hold back her moaning as her loyal knight overstimulates her sensitive skin. she had been begging for this all day, and her loyal knight was eager to let her have all the pleasure she could desire and more. her loyal knight who loves seeing the princess unravel under his touch.
Experienced pornstar!Joel Miller meeting you for the first time before your first porn shoot.
You have a whole day together in his hotel room because he wanted you to get comfortable around him instead of spending the day apart and then just shooting the next day after “hello”.
Obviously you’re nervous. One, because this is your first shoot with an actual camera crew (because he works for the second most popular porn site on the internet). And two, because he’s much older than you.
It’s intimidating. But he knows that. Which is why you’re sitting next to him in his bed eating delivered pizza and watching a hotel tv sitcom.
He tells you he made you the offer after watching a clip of yours on a twitter account that reposts other videos. He had seen it before but there was no tag, but when he saw the tag the second time he immediately followed. He says you had “… a certain way about you.” And he liked you from the start.
Eventually, when the sun disappears and one of you yawns, he offers for you to stay with him for the night. No expectations of sex or even physical contact at all. Just… comfortable proximity.
The black fabric brushes across my nipples and I am painfully aware of how visible they are in this dress. I readjust the denim jacket trying to hide myself and I see him smirk at my movements and takes a sip of his drink.
“Take the jacket off and sit up straight. I want that waiter to be able to see you don’t have a bra on, baby. You’re going to sit there and let me show off my favorite little fucktoy as I see fit.”
I swallow hard and does as he says. My thighs squeeze under the table as I feel myself getting wetter at the humiliation; that I’ve let myself be degraded like this. I nearly choke on my water when I feel the vibration start. I bite back a moan as he makes me look at him and turns it up. The plug in my ass was already uncomfortably large but now I found myself almost rocking my hips into the bench to fuck it into myself and he toyed with me. His eyes watched my body closely and just as I got close he turned it off and told me to be quiet when I whined.
“You will keep your legs open under this table. I want that pretty little cunt dripping onto the seat underneath you.” I am now painfully aware of how vulgar this is. When I walked in and saw the dress, heels, and a single plug on the bed, I knew I was in for a delicious and long night.
Dinner drags on as he continues to edge me, ordering us a dessert that takes awhile to come out just so he can sit here and watch my face go red and my breathing get hard over and over again. He smiles to himself and then seems to make a decision. “You are going to leave your jacket here and to go the bathroom where you are going to edge yourself and play with your nipples until they are extra hard and tight. You will take the long way there and a different way back. You will let as many people in here look at you walking around like a whore, as possible, before we leave. Am I understood l?”
“Yes Sir.” My body feels on fire as I walk through the restaurant. Are people looking at me? Will the waiter come back and see the wet spot I left behind? Halfway to the bathroom I feel him turn the vibration up and I nearly stumble in these heels. It takes less than 3 minutes of rubbing my cunt to come to the edge, I’ve been walking that line all night. The walk back to the table feels obscene as I know my nipples are hard and visible through the dress and my entire body feels flushed.
He’s waiting for me with my jacket and takes my hand to walk me out. I’m not allowed to have it back. The dress barely covers my ass and I see several passersby do a double take as we walk to the car.
The parking garage is dark and he parked down below in overflow parking. I didn’t understand why when we arrived but suddenly it makes sense. He tells me to stand next to the car and he reaches into the glovebox to pull out a ring gag and a pair of handcuffs. I shiver in anticipation of what will happen next. He sets his phone up and hits record and I suddenly understand that I am once again going to be nothing more than porn for him.
His hands are steady as he puts the ring gag in my mouth and I whine slightly as he tightens it as I feel my jaw stretched open, the drool already pooling in my mouth.
He leans against the car and watches me with amusement as he plays with the handcuffs still in his possession. “Take out your tits.” I look around but do so with minimal hesitation, pulling the top of this tank top dress down under my breasts and letting them hang out obscenely. “Now pull that dress up. I want your ass and your cunt exposed.” My hands move on their own to obey.
His eyes trace over my body and I feel the first drops of drool hit my chest. His hand cups his cock in his jeans and I want to be allowed to touch him myself. “Turn around and show me and the camera my holes. I want that plugged up ass and dripping cunt fully visible so bend over and let your tits fucking dangle, whore.” I feel my eyes well with tears as I do what he says, my hands reaching back to spread my ass cheeks and expose the most intimate parts of myself to him and his phone. I frantically look around praying that no one will see this.
He walks over and holds the handcuffs out to me. “Cuff them behind your back.” He wants to make me complicit in my own degradation today. I stand up and do as he says. The metal clicks into place and as it does his fingers pull hard on my nipples, causing me to whine and stand straight and the dress I have on is bunched around my middle and the drool drips onto my chest.
“Squat down and spread your legs wide open. I want your cunt fully on display for anyone that comes around the corner.” I am crying as I obey, and I’m not sure if it’s because I am humiliated or turned on. His cock is hard and he stands above me jerking off. “You better pray I cum quickly, slut. Show me how badly you want this dick.”
I whine through the gag and let the drool run wildly out of my mouth knowing he likes when I get messy. I bounce up and down in my squatted position, as much as the heels let me, to make my tits bounce, and I’ve suddenly stopped caring about how I look. My only goal is to be good enough to make him cum. As he gets close he grabs my hair to force me to look up at him and he paints my face and my tits in his cum before shoving the head of his cock through the ring so I can lick him clean.
“Stay there.” He picks up his phone and brings it closer to end the video with a close up of my cum covered face. He then backs up and takes a few more good pictures of how pathetic I look before putting his phone away. His hands are gentle as he helps me to my feet and undoes the handcuffs, gently rubbing my wrists. He helps me undo the gag as well and fixes my dress before opening the car door for me and helping me into the car.
I look at him through the ropes of cum drying on my face and then burn starting from where it got in my eyes. “Thank you for letting me be your porn, Daddy.”
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f!reader x step daddy!fushiguro toji (jjk)
tw: stepcest + nsfw + breeding + corruption + cheating + just pure filthy smut 18+ MINORS DNI
word count: 2.5k
a/n: You wanted hot, I’ll give you extra spicy xoxo Enjoy, you sinners. Hope I did (step)Daddy Toji justice <3 (Also, if you don’t like this/ feel uncomfortable with this, please don’t read it!)
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Fushiguro Toji was not a patient man, not when it came to you. You were a forbidden fruit, simply irresistible and delicious to taste, and he had to have you, one way or another. He knew how wrong it was to stare at his beautiful, 21-year-old stepdaughter, but he couldn’t help himself when you were practically inviting him to ogle at you. The way you wore your shortest shorts, revealing your ass cheeks, and your lowest, tight v-neck shirts threatening to spill out your perfect breasts around the house was too much for him. You didn’t even wear a bra, so he’d always see your perky nipples poke through the fabric. To top it all off, you were killing him with that pure, untainted innocence of yours. It was selfish of you and oh so frustratingly unfair to him.
No, Toji won’t fall for any of your tricks. You had to be doing it all on purpose. He needed to stand his ground and be firm and strict. He figured it was time for him to set a few ground rules and teach you a lesson or two so you would behave. After all, he needed to be a good role model and parental figure.
It started with ‘how’s school today, sweetheart?’ and ‘what do you want for dinner, doll?’ — the small, daily conversations that showed his interest and care for you. Then came the casual but lingering touches on your hips, your thighs, and further down to your ass, with him sneaking in a cheeky squeeze to test the waters. You never suspected anything regarding his sudden change of actions, simply believing that your stepfather wanted to get to know you better and closer to you. You weren’t wrong; he wanted to get more than just close to you. And he didn’t care if he was doing it in the presence of your mother. Or anyone else on that matter. No one was going to stop him from getting what he wanted.
When you were off at school and your mother at work, Toji had the whole house to himself with plenty of time to waste. He would enter your room (if you didn’t want him coming in, surely you’d lock the door, right?), inhale that sweet floral perfume you liked to use, and go straight towards your closet to pick out one of your panties. His favourite was the white, lacey panty that was too small to cover up your ass; he’d always pictured how cute you look in it. Toji would then stroke himself against your panty on your bed, and it felt mind-blowing every time he did it, but he’d come all over. He couldn’t possibly return it to you, meaning he could gladly keep it for the time being. However, there was just one problem — he only wished it was your pretty princess pussy instead.
So when Toji suddenly asked about your virginity on the rare occasion you were home alone with him, you were a little confused but answered him truthfully nonetheless. You were an untouched paradise, and Toji couldn’t be more pleased, knowing he’d be the first and only man to ruin your virgin cunt and make you truly his.
“I’m sorry I’ve been such a bad stepfather to you, princess,” he sighed, lazily throwing his arm over your shoulders as he plopped next to you on the couch.
You gave your full attention to him, the sounds from your television show now becoming background noise. “What do you mean, Daddy?”
Fuck, he loved hearing you call him with that lovely voice of yours. He just needed you to moan it next.
“Well, seeing as you’re still a virgin means I’ve been ignoring you, but don’t worry. Daddy’s going to make it up to you.”
“How?”
“Like this,” his voice dipped into a whisper as he pulled you towards him, closing the distance between you two.
You weren’t sure how to react when his lips crashed onto yours. You’ve never been kissed before, but you knew Toji was a damn expert with how easily he took complete control of your body and mind. Before you got too distracted by his powerful, hungry kisses, you managed to push him away. Still, your smaller hands remained on his broad chest as you looked up at him under your eyelashes.
“Daddy, isn’t this wrong? We can’t- we shouldn’t do this.”
“Why not?”
“Because you’re married to my mother! We- we can’t kiss! Not like- no-” you stammered with cheeks still flushed bright red.
That’s not what you wanted to say. You didn’t actually want Toji to stop, did you? Of course not; you’d be crazy to turn down your undeniably attractive stepfather. Your mother wasn’t the only woman who had the hots for Toji. The inlaid jealousy you never knew you had kept building up every time she touched him. Why did it had to be your mother? Yet, your eyes dropped to the shiny gold band on his ring finger, making you pause, lips pursed in thought.
“Don’t be silly, princess. It doesn’t have anything to do with her,” he promised, placing his fingers underneath your chin so you’d maintain eye contact with him. “In fact, she doesn’t need to know that Daddy’s giving you a little private lesson right now for your own good. You can keep this between us, can’t you?”
You found yourself nodding as if entranced by him. If Toji said it was for your benefit, there was no reason to doubt him. Daddy knows best, so he wouldn’t lie to you, would he?
“Nervous?” he asked, noticing how quiet you had become. “You just need to relax for me, okay?”
You nodded once more, and he rewarded you with a quick kiss for being dutifully obedient. He spread open your legs, then slowly traced your thinly clothed cunt with the pads of his fingers, making you gasp. You’ve seen it in the movies and read it in the books, so you were lying if you had never once fantasised about how good it must feel there. If only Toji knew just how much of a wild imagination his naive baby girl had. But that was your own little secret on top of many others. For now, anyway.
“Would you look at that?” Toji chuckled as he pushed your shorts and panties to the side, exposing how wet and soaking you already were for him. “So goddamn beautiful. And all for Daddy? I’m honoured.”
He began sliding his fingers up and down your slit in a practised motion before pushing his index and middle finger inside you. You threw your arms around his neck and buried your face into his chest to stifle a loud moan as he drew out your high, feeling his fingers curl to massage your g-spot while his thumb rubbed your clit. It was almost too much, but you liked this new feeling, how your body burst with pleasure with each motion. You wanted more, and Toji knew it too.
“Yeah, you like that? Let me hear your voice, baby. Daddy wants to hear you.”
“Mmhm- Daddy! Daddy, it feels so good-” you finally mewled, making him groan in your ear.
Almost immediately, Toji quickened his pace, pumping his fingers back and forth inside you. His other hand slipped under your top and palmed over your left breast, pinching your sensitive nipple. You gripped the back of his shirt tightly, thighs quivering and toes curling as you came all over his fingers for the first time, screaming for him at the top of your lungs. Toji didn’t pull out his fingers immediately, relishing how sexy you looked in front of him with pupils dilated in absolute bliss. He couldn’t wait to see how much of a mess you’d be once you took his cock.
“Shit. I even made you squirt, huh? You’re such a bad girl, you’ve stained Daddy’s pants-”
The sudden jangle of keys halted his words as he turned his head towards the front door. Your mother was too early to be home, and Toji grumbled. She always had to be ruining things between you two, didn’t she? He was still annoyed that she hid you from him until after they were married. For the most part, he was still blaming himself for being tied down to a woman he wouldn’t even want to look at now. You were all Toji ever needed and more. You were the one that Toji loved.
“Daddy,” you murmured, snapping his attention back to you.
An angry sigh escaped his lips as he reluctantly moved away from you. “I know, I know.”
You should be guilty and shameful for letting your mother’s husband play with your cunt, but you felt so empty without his fingers inside you. Toji quickly grabbed a few pillows and threw them over your lap and his as your mother opened the door.
“Hey! What are you guys up to, all comfortable like that?”
“Mom! We- we were watching, uh-”
Looking back at the television screen, you realised your show had long ended. You couldn’t think of any excuses, afraid you’d get caught in your lie since no one in the family watched cooking shows.
“We were about to pick a movie to watch together,” Toji cut in, letting out a forced smile.
“Oh, that’s nice. I want to join you both, but I have a virtual meeting next-”
The rest of your mother’s words were left unheard by Toji, already losing interest and wishing she would hurry up and leave you two alone again. She only stopped talking when her cell phone rang obnoxiously loud in her hand. She hurriedly excused herself to the bedroom and shut the door behind her. Toji was on you as soon as she turned her back, the pillows covering your laps now scattered on the floor. You could only stare unblinking at the erection underneath his pants, suddenly feeling shy and nervous again. Toji paid no mind as he guided your hands onto the waistband of his pants and pulled them down, your fingers brushing against him.
“See what you do to me, baby.”
You knew he was big, but not that big. There was no denying that you still wanted him, but now that your mother was home and could walk out of the room at any moment, you had second thoughts.
“You’ll just have to be quiet,” he reassured as if reading your mind. “Now, lay down for me.”
You did as told, not one for defying him. Toji slid his hands up your thighs and tugged your shorts and panty down to your ankles for you to kick it off yourself. Oh God, it was really happening. You could feel your pussy throb in anticipation as you watched him remove his boxers, his thick cock then lining up with your entrance. Impatient as he was, Toji waited for your permission before he fucked you raw.
“Fucking hell, princess. Squeezing me so tight,” Toji hissed, slowly stretching you to make him fit. “You’re doing well, but you have to ease up for me a little.”
Despite only having his leaking tip inside you, you were desperately clawing at his biceps as tears streamed down your cheeks. “D-daddy, please. It- it hurts!”
“Shh, it’s okay, princess, you’ll feel good. I promise you that. You trust Daddy, don’t you?"
You let out a slight sniffle. “I trust you, Daddy.”
“That’s my good girl,” he cooed, wiping away your tears. “Now, take all of me. I know you can do it.”
He adjusted his hips before pushing his cock deeper inch by inch, your mind going blank as he stuffed you full. Pleasure soon dulled the pain, and all you could do was babble incoherently as you clenched greedily around his cock.
“Daddy! Aah! Daddy, please! Daddy!”
Your whimpers sounded like heaven to his ears. Toji would love for you to scream his name for all your neighbours to hear, but he’ll have to save that for another time. He’d hate to be interrupted again.
“Gotta be quiet, princess,” Toji reminded, lightly scolding you.
“S-sorry, Daddy!” you whined, a little softer this time, clinging harder onto him. “I- ah- I need you, Daddy!”
If he didn’t know better, it seemed like you wanted your mother to come out and watch her husband defile her precious daughter’s pussy. How naughty of you to rile him up like that. Toji was right to discipline you after all.
“Yeah? Need Daddy to what? Use your words properly, princess.”
“Fuck me harder, please, Daddy. Please!” you answered without missing a beat.
Toji was at his limit, and you were driving him insane. Like a primal beast, Toji started pounding relentlessly into your hole, not giving you a chance to catch your breath. You were fervently drunk on his cock, submitting wholly to him as you arched your back, needing the tight coil inside you to be relieved again. He kissed you in between thrusts and praises, silencing your moans before you got too loud. Your legs wrapped tightly around his waist, sucking him until his tip hit your cervix, feeling every vein of his cock pulsing against your walls.
“Gonna come, princess. I need to pull out-” Toij’s voice was starting to lose its steadiness.
You were shaking your head, your nails now digging into the flesh of his back, not wanting to let him go. Toji had no choice but to come inside you and breed you like the little whore you always were, not that he was complaining. His thrusts became hurried and sloppy, his thumb returning to your neglected clit. Your body shook as you both orgasmed, his hot seed filling your womb without a single drop going to waste. Finally, you were entirely his. He gently grabbed your face, kissing your bruised lips once more.
The muffled voices from your parents’ bedroom ceased suddenly, followed by the doorknob rattling. Toji quickly pulled out of your aching cunt, helping you put your shorts back on without your underwear before getting dressed himself. Your oblivious mother re-entered the living room, finding you and Toji on the couch, still watching the same television show.
“Everything okay, you two? I heard screaming during my video call.”
“Yeah, sorry about that, we were watching a horror movie. Had to turn it off because my princess got a little too scared,” Toji lied, a teasing tone to his voice.
You could only watch him tuck your underwear into his pocket in plain sight, a mischievous smile on his lips. You then turned to your mother and apologised sheepishly for being too loud. She only nodded in understanding before changing the topic to dinner, suggesting to order pizza because she felt exhausted to cook. You both agreed, and she began tapping away on her phone, too busy to see Toji leaning in towards you, his hand firm on your thigh.
“I’d rather go straight to dessert. Been craving something sweet,” Toji mused, licking his lips at you. “So make sure you’re waiting for me with your legs wide open on your bed later. Daddy still hasn’t gotten a taste of your delicious pussy. Okay, princess?”
There was no hesitation in your voice as you replied, “Yes, Daddy.”
The Route was the same as it had always been. From the cavernous dens where they spent the cold winters, past the whispering plains, and to the Valley of Springs. It was more than routine, passed down from generation to generation, it was instinctual now. And yet, the route was changed, large trenches and craters littered the plains, vast swaths of grasslands burned down, stomped on, or worse rotten with a foul stench rising from it.
"Put that down" shouted Nidroo to some of the youngins who had picked up a sword, covered in filth and had began poking a near by body. In Nidroos eyes, the sword only reminded her of how soft the youngins scales still were, and how clumsy their limbs.
A whistle was heard throughout the plains, followed by the moaning roars of the clans Stegosarus as their riders guided them into a defensive position. The sound of Rustling and ground breaking can be heard. The youngins scream as the body they had messed with began to climb to its feats. The human corpse was a giant to the youngin, and while some ran or were pulled by their friends, one remained frozen in fear.
All around them the field rustled with the bodies of the dead. The hunters with their feathered companions ready to pounce. As all the others rushed to assume their positions, Nidroo instead rushed out to face the giant towering over her ward. She could feel energy spark through her body but she trips stumbles. Still she was close enough to grab the young Adke by the tail and pull her into safety in her arms.
The rotten flesh of the monster reaches out, howls of hunger escape from its mouth. Nidroo was certain she was doomed but perhaps one of the hunter would get to Adke....But then she felt it, the spark again. it gathered in her torso, she could feel her body tense. What happened was instinctual, something her parents and their parents before them had learned. All the energy of her body, the spark inside her ignites and her toothy maw opens and a blast of electricity fires out shocking and scorching the rotten monster as it collapses down to the ground. Still more gathered, approaching.
"Now let us run" Nidroo says, a calmness in her voice as she picks up Adke and runs to her family, her clan. Her center.
Noctilucent - a Hunter x Original Female Character love story (COMPLETED)
Series rating: Explicit and Mature. 18+ Minors not allowed
Series summary: Former Sergeant Hunter had to make a sacrifice to save his otherwise fugitive brothers. Now on Daro serving the Empire, he is assigned to a new squadron meant to work with him in the Empire's expansion throughout the galaxy. The team's engineer, Lav, proves to be very capable yet not as hardened by war as the rest of the soldiers, making her a key piece in Hunter's decision to put his misery behind him.
Story tags: multipart, alternate universe / canon divergent, canon-typical violence, the Empire and the Imperials being pieces of poo, slow burn(ish), eventual smut (read Ao3 tags for more detail), mentions of slavery and undignified treatment, mentions of PTSD.
Author’s note: It's been a long time since I've touched this fanfic, so please let me know if there's something I've forgotten to tag! This one is much shorter--after the second to last chapter, I honestly felt okay with how the story was and stopped writing it. Now it finally has a proper conclusion, so I hope you like it!
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