How does it feel to have written child rape and incest fanfiction? Do you feel good about yourself?
I don't really write nonfiction so I'm not sure-
Oh! My fanfiction! Yo, yes, I have so much good writing with noncon themes and other fucked up stuff. I kinda love getting into those mindsets - it's like watching Hannibal or Mindhunter, y'know?
Of course, I have a dissociative disorder, so with those shows I usually need a break so I don't mentally hurt myself.
I think writing fucked up stuff is better, though? I guess because I can control everything that's happening. Also because if I write something particularly disturbing I can immediately YouTube something more palatable «ah ha»
I'm honestly so proud of most of my smut work. It's kinda frustrating that most of my work includes some common triggers or squicks for a lot of people, «ah ha, oops»
Which one was your fav?