📖 - bff!rafe drunk at a party almost confessing his feeling because that day he thinks she just looks too pretty and she is giving him a lot of attention (bc she's trying to sober him up) but he just feels so loved.
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ooooh!! i love this one. bff!rafe (proclivity) is so down bad for her for so many years and he truly has no clue until their time of separation. there's one night their freshman year before everything happens when she's dancing with sarah at a party, looking too perfect. he's gazing at her soft hair and perfect eyes + body and he's pretty tipsy, but he's sure the warmth he's feeling is coming from her. when she returns to his side she can see how gone he is and quickly takes him upstairs to his room, helping him dress down into pajamas after she washes his face with one of her makeup wipes that he keeps in his bathroom for when she stays over, and helps him brush his teeth. the next morning he begins to think about how bad he is for her; how perfect she is and how bad it's gonna hurt when he has to separate from her so she'll be happy.