A Walk to an End
A walk on a road to an end,
An end before known,
An end after unknown.
I write as I walk, walk as I write,
A path everyone wants to crawl, I walk.
A poem I write to no one known.
I live a day, a night, a day,
A life I live which is a life not to live,
A poem I write to no one alive.
I have enemies disguised as friends.
Violence disguised as family love.
And hell disguised as life.
An end towards I walk on my feet.
My feet stand beneath a cluster of bones,
Glued together with tears I own.
Bones underneath a skin so thin.
A skin too dark, a skin housing many flaws.
My bones scream as they grind against each other.
Flaws hidden behind smiles and lies.
Smiles forged with practice,
And lies flows without no practice.
My mind with stories to fool itself,
Its a cycle of chaos.
My mind with excuses to fool itself,
Its a cycle of repeatedness.
Trapped in it I am,
Not a will to escape,
But a will to entangle myself in it.
Who am I?
What's my purpose?
Why am I alive?
No answers to these questions.
No need to answer the questions,
When I can no longer ask the questions,
Once I walk on this road to an end.
I need no reason to walk this road,
I'll walk, and walk and walk,
Until I lose my mind.
I'll sink and sink and sink,
Deeper into this chaos,
Losing myself.
Closing my eyes,
I'll cry and cry and cry,
My heart out, till my tears dry out.
I'll scream and scream and scream,
Till my lungs run out,
Of the breath I waste.
I'll let my heart stop beating,
Let it sleep to an eternal slumber.
And my mind I'll let it dissolve into chaos.
I'll stop hurting myself and keep walking,
I'll stop thinking and keep walking,
I'll stop breathing and keep walking,
I'll stop my pen and keep walking.
I walk on a road, a walk to death,
A walk on a road, a walk to peace.
- Nagraj_S_M











