#protect!!!!!!!

[askkaimei]

tfw in some cases her sexiness is being exploited too much

[handsigned]

darker shade of magic / gathering of shadows ask meme | accepting !  @soldierfied​​ said: ❛ I did only what I had to do. If I could have given my life for yours, I would have. ❜

for a moment, all she can do is stare at him in shocked silence. floyd had staggered into fall’s end, beaten and bruised – and she hadn’t even been there to see it, only hearing about his arrival a few hours later when she returned for the night. though she’d visited him as soon as she’d heard, it didn’t alleviate any of her guilt of not being there when he needed her, of not doing better to keep him safe.

then he has to go and say something like this. 

i’m not worth it, she wants to say, hands rising to tell him just that, but stops at the last second. he’d basically handed himself over to the seeds in her place and for what ? if the resistance had lost a fighter like him. . .if she had lost someone like him – !

she exhales sharply, leaning forward to rest her forehead against his where he’s sitting up in bed. ≪ never do that again, ≫ she tells him vehemently, eyes blazing ( despite knowing that her words will likely not have an effect on his future actions ). her shoulders sag, eyes fluttering shut in an attempt to hide her worry, her fear, her exhaustion. all she wants to do is close the door and shut out the world for a night, but there will probably need something that needs her attention in a few hours. ≪ you need to get some rest, ≫ she says instead, prepping herself for yet another sleepless night, rolling her shoulders back and cracking her neck. ≪ i’ll watch over you, okay ? keep you safe. ≫