#psychic control

[silverequation]

if you are evil then Silver the Hedgehog will give you a severe migraine

[silverequation]

powerful

[postorbital]

The team air-gapped. Closer together than 3m (how much closer?) the aliens could telepathically network them, turn then into nodes. Could treat a crowd like an antenna, surging brain to brain.

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Update

So after more uncontrollable emotions and hurtful words, we made some progress to make peace and get back on track. It's a horrible feeling to not really be able to control what you do, say, or think. Naturally we began to be suspicious of various known and unknown govt programs, etc. Mind control and all that. However, after getting some headspace and considering what is going on, my intuition is now telling me that we are still dealing with ghosts/spirits. I'm not ruling anything out, considering our body of evidence to the validity of some claims, but it helps to focus the lens a bit. Know what you are really dealing with specifically.

Earlier this summer we sensed a portal in our living room, and have had countless visual "hallucinations," from shadowy figures, orbs, animals, etc. When we tripped in August, it was clear that we needed to leave, but at the time I cited the presence of lead paint and other contaminants as the underlying reason. Perhaps that's not all we have to be concerned about.

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Another long week

Fever has persisted for nearly a week, without many other symptoms. I was hesitant to seek treatment, considering what I had gone through. I figure the fever is cooking out something that needs to go, so I don't want to interfere with that process too much.

It seems that the spiritual darkness I experienced over Thanksgiving has remained, as well. With strange surges of anger and mental images of rage and violence. The sensation of being bombarded with radio-like waves has also continued alongside the fever.

I have become concerned of a possibility of serious interference/malevolence behind a myriad of these strange thoughts, feelings, and happenings. Mind control and/or psychic attacks are on my mind, as well as physical abduction or experimentation. Of course I am hoping this is all due to my fever, but at the moment, circumstances do not seem capable of being merely a trick of the mind.

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Holiday stress or an unseen ritual of inter-dimensional beings?

I spent the holiday at my partner's parents' place. The day before Thanksgiving, we were going over to spend the night, and I started to feel really shitty beforehand, not wanting to get ready or even go. I had a strong urge to say I was feeling ill to stay home. However, I decided I was being ridiculous and went anyway. We get there and start watching a marathon of Ghost Adventures, while using paranormal apps on our phones. There was an instance of one of the guys being bombarded with vicious, violent intent towards the people around him without any provocation. Later that night, my partner and I were having really weird issues, and I began sulking and being short, etc almost right away. It continued through the night when he had a strange urge to leave, to at least come back home to feed the cat. It was snowing, and wine has been consumed, so I was naturally upset that he decided to go against my protest. After he left, my mind and emotions were uncontrollable. I felt utter hate and anger, visualizing myself strangling him and the like (not an every day occurrence). After I woke up that next morning, I felt completely different, rather ashamed of my thoughts and behavior towards him. It continued to snow and ice Thursday, so we had to spend another night in the house, which everyone seems to think is haunted. We were uncomfortable, worried about feeding our cat, etc., and my god was it a relief to finally get back home today! The energies in that house are highly unbalanced.

It gets worse, though. Due to our own insights in this notion of psychic control, we can't help but feel that the spirit, or our psychic handlers, were putting such bullshit inside our thoughts and emotions that night. I am alone in this opinion, but I wonder if the episode of Ghost Adventures occurring that night wasn't in itself a coincidence at all. Is further control and pressure being applied from the only available avenues in each of our lives? It is certainly starting to seem this way. I am naturally worried, but nonetheless, I cannot go back into darkness and ignorance.