wh what if hermann was afraid of going into space at first, because he knew that the weightlessness leads to bone deterioration and that the mind could easily be disoriented by the lack of direction. but newt insists that the tech they have will make it so that he doesn't even notice the difference from earth. hermann goes, but sometimes gets sudden waves of panic because they are /hurtling through space./ newt takes this time to ask hermann about one of his confusing equations to distract him.
i'm so heck e d up about everythi ng
that push and pull between your dreams and your reality and this window of time to throw it all on the table and chase those phantom childhood ambitions
i'm so- you're gonna drive me to writing this or something i'm s o











