#puppys diary

[puppy-boii]

oh to have my owner completely fill me with their piss while I'm absolutely desperate.

continuing to use me as I beg for relief. then pulling out to watch it all pour out of me.

"oh pet look how much piss is coming out of you! I'm sure you're fine now right??"

and just using me until I let all of it go and then making fun of e for just how much came out, as if half of it wasn't their own.

[puppy-boii]

I wanna go on a road trip with my owner. both because good quality time and ✨car omo✨

Him intentionally stopping for brisks because they're huge and cheap and he can urge me to get a second. obviously I'm gonna drink it too fast.

and when I ask for a stop... "oh sorry hun there aren't any"

its not like I ever have my glasses on to read the road signs anyway

[puppy-boii]

I think being forced to piss myself would fix rn ngl

[puppy-boii]

being told I have to ask to use the bathroom makes it so much harder to ask. all my close friends know about my omo kink and sometimes make fun of me when I ask but it's usually bc we're driving and I need to.

but if my partner told me I *had* to ask... I don't think I could. I think I'd end up too embarrassed that I'd end up bullied once he notices and having a mess to clean up.

[puppy-boii]

so I was talking to my bf Abt my piss kink and he said smth along the lines of "can you really call it that if it's just being into holding?" and all of a sudden, all at once, I realize how much piss related stuff I'm into and how much I *haven't* shared with him.

obviously holding is a big one but also wetting?? omfg make me cry from embarrassment by tying me up after already knowing I need to go. I don't care that I'd have to clean it after.

I never thought I'd be into getting pissed *on* but here we are with me getting hard from getting pissed *in* too. (very very rarely as it's not good for your body)

but also I like the idea of doing those to another person, given I'm usually still in a submissive role.

really I just wanna be bullied and made fun of and lose all control of one aspect of me bc I'm chronically exhausted having to be in control of everything for everyone all the time.

[puppy-boii]

i wanna make someone piss themselves >:(

[puppy-boii]

i wish id get more freaky asks sent in :((

[puppy-boii]

for some reason I'm thinking way too hard about shock collars/light tazers

I'm generally a masochist so maybe it'd be fun to get zapped a couple times while holding or edging or smth

there are toys made specifically for that so maybe I'll look into it