#pushed aside

[sasukeless]

i love tsunade so much that even in her "i’m the hokage" moments (that i despise when other characters do it) i still find her badass and amazing. i can excuse being hokage when it’s her.

my unpopular opinion is that tsunade being also a bootlicker makes her interesting. i hate when people erase or just ignore that about her to make her the perfect girlboss. she’s far from flawless and she’s also part of the problem by carrying out the status quo of the shinobi system

[likeafolkssong]

my friend and I both signed up for presale registration and we both got put on the waitlist….I’m so so upset right now. I’ve been a diehard fan of Taylor’s for 17 years now, over half of my life, and this tour celebrates that career that I’ve supported for so long

[bestfuckinmusic]

Pushed Aside - Five Song Demo - 1989

California straight-edge from the glory days. This came out as a 7″ in about 2006 - great music!

[vanguardsman]

Enjoyed making this for Ereloy Day! So far, I only managed to finish lining it all out. Still plan on adding color, but wanted to share this on the day.

[worstloki]

do you know how funny it is that the guy selected for Loki's role had originally signed up for Thor's??? I think about this daily

[mallowgroup]

Cast away

As I watch the days go by

I see you throwing away

Our big box of memories

Down the ocean of regrets

-C.B.

[its-all-just-words]

They don’t care if the things they do or say hurt you. They know by morning you will have forgiven them anyways...

[neferukaen]

I’m tired

I’m tired of people who just randomly stop talking and never say anything ever again. I’m tired of trying to reach out to people and not getting received even in a civil manner. I’m tired of people blocking me or purposely staying out of contact for whatever contrived reasons they have. I know I’m not the best person. I know I’ve made mistakes. I know it may seem like I ramble about myself sometimes and I don’t really ask questions or try to converse or know others, but that is not the point of what I do. I love to share stories and experiences. I try to relate to people. I have empathy and sympathy and I’m just too damned nice. I can’t help it. It’s just how I am. I wish the best for every nice person I’ve ever met and care quite alot about those who stick by me. I am loyal as hell and sweet to boot.

I don’t deserve any of the negative ways I’ve been treated and mocked. If you don’t want to talk to me just fucking say why. I hate not knowing why. Do I not at least deserve that? I know some people are introverted and not good at conversation and don’t like to talk as much as I might, but just say so. I am totally adaptable and cool with that. I am all for compromise and such. But who the fuck wants to compromise with me back. 

I’m tired of caring so much and feeling like what the fuck’s the point, why bother....I like talking to many of my followers. I know some of you are busy and do your own things and aren’t all for conversation on here or in general. That’s fine. I’m not talking about you. Most of you have made it obvious or come out and told me so. I appreciate each and every person who is real with me.

I do not appreciate the people who make me wonder and depressed and near tears and think I’m being selfish because I want to know why or I want warning. I know some bad moods can make it impossible to warn someone. I’ve been there. But hell, when you can work up the ability to say something just send a quick “now isn’t a good time” so I won’t think I scared you off or you don’t like talking to me anymore or maybe I bored you or hell maybe you hate me. I know it doesn’t totally matter what others think. But when I talk to someone enough its an investment. Why make that feel like it didn’t matter? Like it was pointless. 

I’m tired of losing people and crying over people and caring more than someone else. I’m just very tired. I can’t stop being me, but I am a very understanding and caring person. Just fucking say something damnit. It’s totally ok if you don’t wanna talk. I’d rather know that someone didn’t wanna talk right then or ever then wonder sometimes over the next several months. 

I know nothing is wrong with me and nothing is wrong with wanting to talk alot or wanting to be on your own. Just please, pretty please, have some damn respect and manners for other people. Other people having feelings too, and your own matter most, but don’t be so focused on yourself you forget about people who genuinely care about you. It can be hard to believe yes, but it doesn’t stop it from being true. 

I’m tired of wondering and being sad and trying over and over again to be close to people. I am close to some people and I love them dearly. I am always happy to talk to people and make new friends. I am probably one of the most approachable people around. When it’s make 1 friend out of 10 though it gets very freaking frustrating and saddening....I know I’m unique and not for everyone, but fucking hell, who am i for then? *sigh*