𝐏𝐀𝐂: 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐄𝐧𝐝 𝐎𝐟 𝐀𝐧 𝐄𝐫𝐚
this is an end of an era. whether it was iconic or not, this pac is all about what you’re letting go of that’s just no longer serving you and what you’re gaining instead. i literally just broke up with my boyfriend during the leo full moon and im barely a person but im #free so we ball. anyway, to pick a pile take a deep breath and choose the one that stands out to you. they’re numbered 1-4 from left to right! and as always my paid readings are linked here!
𖤐 𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟏:
𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬: ten of pentacles - knight of wands - king of wands - moon - five of cups reversed - eight of wands - lovers reversed - page of cups - queen of pentacles - fool — seven of cups at the bottom
pile 1, i see your future and it’s bright as fawk! i’m literally hearing that one high school musical song “we’re soaringgg, flyinggg! there’s not a star in heaven that we can’t reach” like you are so back. i’m seeing you’re letting go of everything you feel you’re no longer aligned with. that includes people especially, or just things that no longer align with your values. perhaps you’ve gone through a break up just like i have and i see you’re letting go of the grief and sadness that came from ending this situation. you’re healing and accepting the way things are. right now you’re in recovery but you’re finally starting to see the things that matter in your life and that have always bought value to your life. you’re letting go of the anxiety and fears you used to have. the veil is dropping and things are being revealed to you about people’s intentions or who your true connections are with. it’s time now for you to let go of delusions or confusion because they no longer have a space in your life. in doing so, you’re gaining so much momentum towards your dream life. there are so many new opportunities here for you just as soon as you take the leap of faith to go for them. maybe for some of you, you’re reconnecting with family members and wanting to nurture connections with them now. but by letting go of the confusion, you’re gaining clarity on what it is you have to do. you’re going to gain so much financial stability/wealth and that’ll make you feel so secure in yourself and not only just for the money, but because you’ll feel secure knowing that you believed in yourself enough to accomplish what you wanted to. you’re gaining motivation and confidence in your actions. you have a fire in you that can’t be put out! you’re becoming a leader with the energy required to achieve your goals. you will have the authority and willpower to complete the things you set your mind to. you’re gaining the ability to dream again and reconnect with your inner child. there’s so much potential here for you to chase after your dreams. you have everything you need right now so trust in yourself and make that move! you are the architect of your life.
𖤐 𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟐:
𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬: ten of wands - eight of pentacles - king of wands - six of wands - high priestess - ace of wands - page of wands - ten of pentacles rx - four of swords - hanged man rx — seven of wands rx at the bottom
you’re currently letting go of all the burdens that you either placed on yourself or that you let others place on you. you’re someone who is committed to the things you do so it’s natural for you to feel like you have to carry everything or that things have to be perfect, but the reality is, they don’t. you’re letting go of that belief that you have to be perfect or things have to be perfect to get done. you’re releasing yourself from the baggage you’ve carried for so long. you’re releasing yourself from waiting for permission from others to act. you’re tired of waiting; physically, mentally and emotionally speaking. maybe like me, you’ve spent your entire life waiting for others to change or you’ve been waiting for permission to rest. now, you’re the one in charge. you are deciding to take action in your own life because you realize you that all that hard work you spend on others, you can spend on yourself. you realize that you can dedicate your time to yourself and in doing so, you’re letting go of the exhaustion and the burn out. you realized your foundation wasn’t solid and now you owe it to yourself to create one that is solid, because you deserve it. you’re letting go of the restlessness and by letting go of the burdens you carry, you’re learning to trust your gut more. you’re hearing that inner call that’s always been inside you that says “trust me, i got you”. you’re realizing that the answer has always been inside you. your spiritual gifts are waking up by you dropping the heavy load from your back. you don’t want to fight anymore and you don’t have to keep your defenses up. you are taking action and from that you will find so much success. you’ll be so proud of yourself for doing the things you feel in your soul are right for you. you’re a leader and it’s about time you started to act like it. you’re someone with a lot of creativity and you’re gaining that excitement and passion for the things you once loved. you’re like a little kid going “wow this is why i loved doing this” because you get to reconnect with that side again. lead with passion, take bold risks, let go of the stress, bet on yourself and devote your time to yourself and see where it gets you. you deserve this, pile 2.
𖤐 𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟑:
𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬: page of cups - queen of cups - four of cups - three of wands - five of wands rx - six of pentacles rx - strength rx - ten of swords - queen of pentacles - emperor rx — eight of pentacles at the bottom
i saw 5:55 while writing this pile so that might be significant for some of you. i feel that for you guys you’re releasing apathy and disinterest in your life. i feel like for awhile you guys have been waiting for something exciting to happen or waiting for something that you feel is worth your time in order to take action but it kinda feels like you finally woke up and realized that it’s not just going to fall into your lap. for others of you i feel like you’ve been really introspective which has been causing you to not act since you’ve just been focused on other things like the past or future. you haven’t really sat or been present in the moment which might be causing your disinterest. for whatever the reason, you are releasing stagnation. you’re releasing the self doubt, the insecurity, the fighting and the tension with yourself or others. you realize the fight is no longer worth your energy especially if this fight is about the balance of give and take. you’re letting go of over giving and over functioning for others and having to fight for a place in their life. you feel like it’s cost you so much and left you feeling empty and tired and overwhelmed. you’re letting go of giving your power away to others. your heart is not in this situation anymore and you’ve given all you can. you’ve gone through a major ending and it’s given you a lot of pain and heartache. even so, you’re letting go of the feeling that you’re powerless. maybe you were passive or controlling or felt a lack of ambition towards your own goals but you’re letting go of that. in doing so, you’re trying to work on yourself and stay committed to making yourself better. you really see the value in yourself and realize you have inherent value whether you’re doing for others or not. you’re becoming more secure within yourself and more nurturing towards your inner child. you’re allowing yourself to feel again and stay soft despite the pain and hardship and that is really admirable. you’re staying in control of your feelings and honoring every emotion that passes through you. you are taking great care of yourself now and allowing yourself to look to the future. you are nurturing that part of you that loves to dream about the future. you’re ready to embrace change, step out of your comfort zone, recognize your power, and start planning for your bright future. you got this pile 3, i’m so proud!
𖤐 𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟒:
𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬: nine of wands - magician rx - knight of cups rx - eight of cups rx - devil - nine of cups rx - ace of swords rx - eight of wands rx - hierophant - king of cups — six of swords rx at the bottom
pile 4, your spread is so heavy that i feel like even now you’re struggling to let things go. i feel that you’re holding onto some heavy things because you’re afraid of what’s on the other side. i feel like right now you’re trying to let go of that fear of what’s on the other side. or you’re trying to let go of the mental blockages you feel are keeping you stuck in this cycle. something in your life is very unfulfilling and draining your happiness to the core. it may be a person that is very emotionally manipulative that is keeping you stuck and perhaps your nervous system feels safer in what’s comfortable and stagnant rather than what’s fulfilling yet scary. i understand that. you’re eventually going to let go of this person or thing or this moodiness that you’ve been feeling. you’ve been on guard and trying to protect yourself even though you’re becoming exhausted. you’re letting go of the emotional instability and the feeling of being unhappy. i think these are tied to the unhealthy habits you’ve acquired through your life or the unhealthy attachments you have to people or things. they’re holding you back and keeping you feeling trapped, even when you’re not. they’re keeping your mind foggy and keeping you from clarity. somehow it’s also keeping you from gaining momentum. either things are moving too slowly, getting delayed or moving in the wrong direction for you. maybe you’re feeling extremely burned out or confused these days. i feel such heaviness in my heart for you. you’re carrying so much emotional baggage with you. however there is hope! i’m seeing when you eventually let go of these things; the trauma, the baggage, the fear of the unknown, the moodiness, the toxic habits that there is structure on the other side. i’m seeing you potentially going to therapy and i’m getting such strong déjà vu and i don’t know why but i see you actually getting the advice or help you need. i’m seeing that eventually leading to you being a master at your own emotions. you’ll be able to see things much clearer than you did before and you’ll be able to learn how to regulate your nervous system. you won’t have to deal with the moodiness nearly as much and you’ll be feeling calm and relaxed. you will be in control of your emotions and i see that making you feel more confident in yourself. perhaps your light was dimmed in the situation you were in previously but i see so much vibrancy and confidence from you. you’ll feel more like yourself and the blindfold you had or the avoidance you were facing in the past will be far behind you. you’ll see things as they truly are and although you may not completely be out of the cycle, i see so much improvement and changed perspectives from you. this is growth well earned! i hope for a smooth transition to peace for you pile 4!
𖤐 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬:
