#python's denial diary

[pythonscales]

thanks to... recent developments, i'm being required to keep a daily log on this account for the next month and a half-ish to document what's shaping up to be my longest period of denial to date.

this is technically day 3 despite being the first log, it's been decently smooth sailing so far but with what i've learned from past experiences i doubt it'll last for long (especially since my birthday is in just a few weeks and god knows what my girlfriend is going to cook up).

so! for the time being i'll be documenting things on a daily basis. although the general rule for this period of denial is that i'm not allowed to touch myself, people are welcome and encouraged to send me asks with extra little challenges for me, which will be counted as exceptions to the rule! (please please send me anons i love seeing pervs in my inbox <3)

[pythonscales]

denial diary week 3 part 2

hiding this under the cut because i'm EMBARRASSED.

so i own a chastity cage now. it doesn't lock but i'm being required to wear it at most times and it honestly feels pretty comfortable so no major complaints from me.

yesterday i got to see both of my girlfriends (!!!) and got to spend a lot of time just being a dog, which was really nice. i got to cum one more time but now i'm back home so it's back to denial unfortunately.

aside from that, not a lot of major changes. it kinda really sucks to be free use for a day and a half and then have to go right back to not touching yourself at all, but i have this feeling that the worst hasn't come to pass yet.

[pythonscales]

denial diary week 3

moving to updating this weekly instead of daily so it's easier to manage. also, for reference since i realized i didn't clarify earlier, the current end date for the challenge is august 16th. anyway!

yesterday was my birthday so i'm visiting my gf right now which i guess counts as a sort of exception to the entire denial thing—i came 6 times back to back last night which is an INSANE new record for me i didn't think i could physically do that???

aside from that i'm really starting to feel the strain of the denial, both in the sense that it sucks that i can't touch myself and in the sense that it's totally removing what's typically a semi-regular habit for me. it requires a little more self control than i'm used to but i'm really determined to see this through without tapping out.

[pythonscales]

denial diary day 5 (and technically 4 since i skipped yesterday) honestly not too bad so far! i've been keeping busy which has made things easier. i'm still scrolling through this blog in my free time which i usually do anyway but so far things have been very very easy.