#qibli rambles

[biggestqiblifan]

Holding myself together with duct-tape and smiles <3

Anyways- that's the story of my life. On another note, I'm head over heels for this drawing of me made by my wonderful moot wife, @lemedstudent2021

Everyone. That is me. Btw- the details are accurate, but I can only dream of looking that amazing, but here we are. I'm gonna go admire cliffs now on the edge of my mentality.

(on a sidenote: y'all can call me Bean, although, them old timers from eons ago will truly know what I used to be :3)

[biggestqiblifan]

On a random Monday, my brain: Hey, what if- what if instead studying for tests, or finishing assignments or finishing that one 2/3 completed Solangelo fic, what if we write a story where Will is a sociopath, and Nico's most dependable friend because instead of going off fickle emotions, Will works purely on logic, and what if what if, after someone close to Nico dies, Will comes and visits him with snack and rambles on all the research he did on grief to understand Nico better to help him, what if Will chose kindness and to be a doctor because it seemed like the right thing to do, what if when Will and Nico are together he asks Nico if it's normal to get this warm feeling inside when Nico smiles at him (he is experiencing love for the first time)

Mah fingers: *vibrates*

[biggestqiblifan]

I'm the problem, I'm the fucking problem.

[biggestqiblifan]

I'm not falling apart, you are.