Because this is tumblr, I want to specify up top that I am NOT asking for donations, just sharing my story. Also, major content warning for animal pain, pet trauma, etc.
On Saturday afternoon, my sister and her friend who used to be a vet tech drove my 13 year old cat Quas to the animal ER. Quas had been throwing up, not acting like herself, and seemed to be in a lot of pain. Gabriel and I both couldn't get out of work for various reasons, but we knew she needed help and my sister and her friend were here for us.
The vet observed her at the ER for several hours before deciding she needed emergency surgery. Surgery ended up being extensive - she had swallowed a long piece of string and it was essentially caught at various points in her intestines and slicing her open on the inside. They removed about half of her small intestine and patched up her stomach.
At 4am she was doing well but by 8am they had called me to say she'd thrown a clot and was taking a turn for the worst. We rushed to her thinking it was the end, but she stabilized, thanks to plenty of intervention from the doctors. We left, and then got a call discussing the cost of the additional critical care. I thought we were going to have to put Quas to sleep because I couldn't afford to keep her alive. It was the hardest thing I've ever done.
The doctors found a way to waive the additional costs. I am so unbelievably grateful, and can't even write this message without crying again. Quas is still there at the ER under constant care. They say she's not out of the woods yet, but she's holding steady. The doctors are doing all they can, and it's all up to her now.
Throughout this whole ordeal, I have received so much kindness, love, and grace. My sister paid the deposit at the vet without even waiting to ask how and when I could pay her back. My mom and Gabriel have been constant pillars of support, helping me navigate difficult conversations with the vet. My 3 year old nephew saw me crying and tried to share his toy with me. My friends have all checked in on me multiple times. The doctors saw my struggle and found a way to waive the fees. It makes me appreciate my family, friends, and the kindness of humanity so much. It gives me hope. No matter what happens with Quas, I know that I am so so lucky.
There is kindness in this world, even in the cruelest moments.
