Happy Birthday Quinn
So most of you all know what it's like to have those people on tumblr who become your friends and sometimes even your family but I want to talk about a girl who means even more to me than that. Quinn. Link so you can all wish this lovely girl happy birthday. So I'm going to tell you the story of how I met the lovely Quinn. Once upon a time there was a very bored girl named Nikki who was talking to her friend Tahlia. They got to talking about a Michellie cheerios AU and Nikki ended up writing it. This is where our story begins.
Basically, Quinn reviewed my fic and it was the greatest review I ever read I honestly almost started crying. Unfortunately, she didn't have her messages on so I couldn't reply so I went and read her fic to write a long ass reply and thank her for the beautiful message she left me but she didn't check her reviews to see that reply. Luckily, she was so inspired by my fic that she chose to message me asking if she could write a spin off.
And that's the moment Quinn changed my life.
I try not to post too many personal things here so you guys probably don't know that it's my dream to inspire people. For someone to look at me and be like "she made a difference in my life." Quinn made me actually believe I could make that dream come true. More than that Quinn saved my life.
This summer was a bad one for me. Honestly I didn't believe I would make it out of high school alive so getting to college was a big thing for me but at the same time I felt all I knew drifting away and there was no one I could talk to to distract myself from that. Quinn, as well as a few other people who this isn't about, changed that. For a while life was just time between Quinn messaging me back and I could get through that day because I could always just go on my computer and rant to her about how insane people are or misconceptions in shipping or what sexuality means to me or whatever the hell I wanted because she would listen and give me her honest opinion and really that's all I could ever ask for.
And my roommate's rushing me to go to bed and I really want to get this up before I leave tomorrow so this isn't the most beautiful thing I've ever written so I'm sorry. But basically Quinn, you saved my life. There was one night when things got really bad and I was gonna actually go through with my suicidal urges then I remembered "how would she know?" So I went to bed and in the morning I got another reply from you and everything was okay. And I'm actually crying when writing this and I don't think I'm saying this the right way but I just want you to know how much I love you. You mean the world to me and to be honest you're one of the reasons I could never delete my tumblr. Just so I can continue to talk to you.
Happy birthday Quinn. I love you more than Rose loves the Doctor. I love you more than all our characters love eachother. I love you more than electrons are attracted to protons. I don't know how that one fits in there but I just love you a lot okay. If I had to choose between you or oxygen I'd just have to find another substance to live off because screw breathing when I could have you.
