Should you feel like you have the time please read this. It is nothing important at all, just an update of sorts I suppose.
I decided to write a little bit about my life, even if I am not sure a lot people will actually read this, I feel like I owe it to explain why I am never here anymore.
First of all I graduated from high school about a year ago now (which saddened me a great deal at the time). Anyway, this is relevant because tumblr is something I started using during my first year of high school, meaning that when I graduated I kept using it for a while, but it wasn’t quite the same. During high school I would get rid of a bit of stress or went about my personal problems in the tags or in posts, and while I was waiting to get accepted into university it was also a relief to use tumblr since I wasn’t exactly on the best terms with some parts of my family when it came to my choice of education.
However I did indeed get into university and in about a month I will be finishing my first year. After starting university I pretty quickly stopped using tumblr, a little on purpose so I would be able to focus properly on my studies. During this time I believe I had a queue set up so there would still be some posts (or maybe not, I don’t really remember it clearly), which lessened the need for me to go and reblog stuff. After this I gradually grew more and more busy so tumblr is something I stopped thinking about completely. Furthermore on tumblr I would constantly be reminded that one of my close friends isn’t really around that much anymore and it made me sad. Hence using tumblr stopped being something I did actively.
Now then, time skip to today. Right now I am happy, extremely so. I love my studies and I am making friends with a lot of really great people. I almost dare say this is the happiest I’ve ever been in general. I study something I love every single day, I am surrounded by people I can be myself around and have a good time with, and I have more or less made up with the parts of my family who were initially against my choices of education, they now support me. All of that being said, of course there are still things I am discontent with. First of all I don’t get to see my dearest friend nearly enough, although that might be healthy… Second of all I miss some of the people I sometimes got to talk with through tumblr, like @faerore and @frankenrai-21 Especially frankenrai-21 I miss talking to very much, since we talked quite a bit, and I at least enjoyed those moments a lot. I wish I got to talk with everyone more.
Because of this (and a few other reasons) I felt like starting to use tumblr again, which I am currently trying to but it’s not going according to plan -_- I am too busy and forget to go here. For now I am slowly trying to set up a queue because I feel sort of bad for having people follow me but then not reblogging or posting stuff ever…
This became a bit longer than I was expecting. If you took the time to read through this, thank you very much. I felt like I needed to explain myself since I feel rude just leaving with no real explanation…
