Hard few months
the last few months have been hell for me.
I am on Methotrexate for the Lupus/RA and my dr keeps upping my dosage which makes me more and more nauseated. I now am nauseated for three days after taking it. I take it once a week.
For those of you who don’t know, Methotrexate is a cancer drug that is also used for autoimmune disorders. It makes me immunosuppressed. That means I can get sick easily and am usually very tired most of the time.
On top of that, I have a lot of the symptoms of RA/Lupus. joint/muscle pain, fatigue, hair loss, mouth/nose sores, nausea, headaches. AND I also lost my dad, which I posted about, and that is catching up with me.
So, I am sick, in pain and depressed. I have lost a lot of my motivation (mentally) to do even the simplest of things and also lost my ability (physically) to do some of the simplest things.
I am trying. I know I need help and I am getting it. All I can say is that I am trying.
