May 25
Trains, like women, naturally cannot be ugly.
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Trains, like women, naturally cannot be ugly.
Crying because I can't remember my mother callibg my name gently.
Im such a horrible child.
Hawkmoths are also called sphinxes what??? help
Or is it the fricking russian being weird YET AGAIN every fucking time when it comes to moths.
They seriously call most moths just butterflies :::/. Like white-lined sphinxes are apparently butterflies, domestic silk moths are there along with atlas moths hello??? And they DO have a separate word, we have бабочка (a butterfly) and мотылёк (a moth) why don't they use the last one sometimes WHEN IT IS LITERALLY THE CASE huh.
Such a non-issue but I can't hold it in anymore.
If you see me living like Yidhari Murphy – bathing, writing and sleeping mostly – I'm in my fucking prime.
I'm so tired of that one completely not functional friendship.
It fucking SUCKS and even more so because we don't have a good relationship but our headcanons and characters and roleplays were HELLA COOL and I fucking miss it!!! I miss it more than her as a person of course because she is just. NO.
I miss the AUs we've built.
And I know that while we weren't talking she found someone else to share OUR characters with. I can't do that and she can. It makes my heart break. Like she can find something akin to what we had not only in me.
And I can't do that, I want but I HAVE NO ONE. It breaks me. I'm so insecure about it, but it doesn't make any difference for her. Nothing does. It's pointless talking to her, completely. I tried. I TRIED SO MANY TIMES.
And I hate it. I hate to rely on someone who is so bad for my mental state just because we had a unique connection three years ago. It sucks. IT FUCKING SUCKS.
Still don't understand how can you say that you like someone and fully ignore them when they directly talk about struggling/being upset. Like fuck you asshole.
Love my ABSOLUTELY MISERABLY non-woke cis guy friend. My little hilarious stupid knight. <3 i want to rip his throat out. Lovingly.
I get gender dysphoria from my voice, I don't care at all about having a clearly gendered body (I still have an androgynous face), but my voice kills me when I actually understand how I want to present myself and how I sound.