#rainy babbles

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little miss iqlossbait prides herself on her large vocabulary and is sure youre asking all those quick, confusing, pleasantly overwhelming questions in good faith.

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wanna be hypnotized slowly. want it to be conversational and gradual and soft and irresistible drawing me closer

and closer

want to be slowly dragged down further

and further

just

ssigh

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sigh i love being sleepy. i say this every time the clock strikes late night but being sleepy is just the ideal hypnotic state. i hate when doms try to skip the exhausted babbling stupor and go straight to trying to make you horny. as though aforementioned exhausted stupor isnt what makes this whole thing hot!

unable to stand on my own and being beckoned into someones arms, collapsing into them without any conscious desire to but knowing it will feel so much better to relax snd rest and let go

and sleepy triggers are so cute >_< .. being stopped in your tracks mid-sentence and feeling your brain chug a little slower each time, shutting down and trying desperately to come back again just to find it quickly becomes almost impossible. and anyway, why would you want to come back from such a soft, foggy lack of thought?

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i have thoughts about slightly ritualistic hypno. not in a slave training way per se but in a devotional sort of way. the droning of a name or a mantra, falling into a sway or a thrall under someones voice or presence, unable to control it

having certain scents or visuals associated with someone or their influence and playing into that. anything to build the connection and make them soft and dependent.

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omg literally was going about my day to day earlier and it randomly occured to me that

"I'm always hypnotized."

sometimes it occurs to me like an actual natural thought

like "oh, right"

this realization which makes everything else seem obvious and simple

hhuff

i think the brainwashings still working

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mmn iim

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im so helpless i cant think about snything but droppingg jve been so hyonotized over thr laast couple dayss n it feels so good to bbe used as a megaphonehhehe

ii just

um i fforhet what j was talkinff aboutbut im um

i ccant think and it feelsreaallly good when icant think :)) my heads soo fluffy and open and jts like im toooo rrrelaxed j cant get up but its okay jjust

really soft like iim dresminf

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iih

thheres soo muchh flufff in myyhead n. i need to

hhh nnot get it iutt inlove being fluffyy itsjust jjust

itss hardd i caant foccus its its

it feels sso ggood to open my head up and let itallll out itss okim

immmelting g im hhhgf

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ii nneed need to listen n tyheir wirds just looop over n over in myy head iys hard hsrd iihhh llike umm dreaminngg

itss ii

hh like i cant keep mmy thhoughts from keaking ouuuutt buti canthelp it it feels tooo good

itfeelss so good tto slip deeeper weithout meaning nn its its so

its sonice n suddden and i love kistenningg unlive being sssosusceotible im justt

iiihh need tto

hhhhf mmyheadd//😵‍💫😵‍💫

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5 am hypno thoughts bc i ruined my sleep schedule slightly again

if i smoke a little much (#safely #withintheboundsofplay) i find that at a certain point i stop being able to come up with my own thoughts. i get an ask or a message and i have to just. stare at it for a bit. until i can force myself to think through some rudimentary response

the same is true when im reaaaally really deep, although the feeling is slightly different

and i will say

experiencing both on top of each other is

<3 ...