#ramaco101

[indomangagirl]

Hi! I suppose I should reveal now that I''m your secret valentine. Sorry I couldn't message you often >.<

Hi! That’s okay ^^ but now that i know who you are…

[indomangagirl]

Hi! I'm sorry I haven't been messaging you in a while >.< but I hope you're having a great day! :D

Hello :) That's okay :D I'm having a great day...I hope you are too

[indomangagirl]

Hey, I hope you're feeling happy and smiley today :D -secret valentine-

thankyou and you too :D your wish came true because i was smiling alot today 

[indomangagirl]

Depressed

hey tumblr...

I'm feeling really down right now like someone shoved a sharp stone in my chest and pushed more stones down my throat...you see... my family was really happy and excited because another man offered to donate his kidney to my dad...but this week we got an email from the man saying he wasn't qualified to give his kidney to my dad due to a heart problem...this really hit us hard cause he was the sixth guy to offer and fail the qualifications...also my dad has to go to a different building far away from our house and stay until 3 in the morning for dialysis...i cant imagine what its like being him...going to work at 5 in the morning and right after that he has to go to dialysis for the rest of the day...what sucks is that he has to do that 3 or 4 times a week and ill wake up and wont see him till the very next day...and what hurts me the most is that i feel so spoiled and blessed right now...i keep asking my dad for more things and all i have to worry about right now is school... not my life ...and i just sit here on tumblr...fangirling or complaining about this or that and watching youtube videos ...while ive seriously never seen my dad complain about anything except for my messy room...hehe...i-i cant do anything to help him...all i can do is cry and pray that help will come...sometimes i just ask God why is there almost 7 billion people in the world and none of them are good enough to give a kidney to my dad...heh...im being a bit selfish arent i...there are people starving across the world...to tell you the truth im crying while im typing this out...i doubt anyone will read this...but its good to get this all out...

[indomangagirl]

Does anyone have this desire to just passionately hug their friend for a long time without being awkward... and then you realize you can't because it would actually be awkward

[indomangagirl]

I'm so happy for myself you guys I actually had social contact that was not at school and at least talked to a guy who wasn't my dad or brother :'D