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I wonder how the local music scene when they find out that Broken Canvas is transitioning into a techno and hip hop project. Not a mixture of techno and hip hop. Those are just two genres I have become interested in toying with.

Bunderthird pretty much replaced Broken Canvas because I got sick of acoustic music, We'll see where this goes.

#random garble #broken canvas #Bunderthird

Do you really have any idea all the thoughts I have had about you? All the happiness, all the anger, all the regret, all the sadness, all the love I had in my heart, and it was just for you. I am gonna have to say you obviously don't, because you wouldn't act the same towards me if you did. Just when I think I am over you, you just have to reel me back in again sometimes directly, others indirectly. You have no idea what I was willing to give up for you, and how much I would do for you, and how I would of been willing to move to another land for you, and that I would have literally died for you. I loved you. Loved you with everything I had, I can even safely say I loved you more than I loved a guy that I spent 5 years of my life with. You made me feel special, you made my head spin with thoughts of you, you made me willing to challenge my own views of distance not being able to work. And in the end, I was wrong....you smashed my heart. You took the glimmer of hope I had in love and you extinguished it. Looking through our old conversations, the cute Facebook messages we wrote one another, and the stupid screenshots I have of us on Skype make me love you all over again. Although I am happy we are still friends, I resent you. You are so selfish sometimes, you try to find people like me in your vicinity but nobody is like me and nobody ever will be. You can't replace me and I don't understand why you would even try. I expected a lot more out of you and just like every other one of my relationships, you fucked up in a big way. I hate that part of you, and I will never be able to fully forgive you for that. However, because of how soft my heart is and for some reason I still feel these fucked up feelings for you, I will never be able to admit I still feel pain when I think of us. I will only be able to write out my anger on this silly little blog of mine. I will cower, like I always do....because honestly, I am way too afraid to hate you.

#thoughts #emotions #things I think but never say #the feels #random garble #my innermost thoughts

Some females are weird...

This girl added me on Facebook back in March. I don't know her, and we have one mutual friend (a former band mate that I hardly know too well or speak with because he wasn't in the band long)...

The conversation I just had with her was quite short and would be labeled awkward if it happened in person. The subject matter isn't the awkward part... it's more of the way it played out. Of course the main reason is that I dorked out all over the place, like I usually do when I talk to someone new. I'm left with confusion.

#random garble #I'm a dork