#rapideyem0vements

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rapid-eye-m0vements replied to your post:I have to hide since I still haven't replied to your message yet and ugh GIVE ME SOME TIME I'LL DO IT TOMORROW I'M SO SOSOSOSOSOOO SORRY OKAY AISODUPSDIF FORGIVE ME *gets on knees*

She’s lying. You have been given a deadline and if you don’t follow it, she will murder you.

Ssssshhhhhh the anon doesn't. need. to. know.

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rapid-eye-m0vements replied to your post:I’m having an UVERworld kind of day and life has...

'一石を投じる Tokyo midnight sun' better be on that playlist.

I'm playing from the beginning so yeah ofc duhhhh'

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( ・◇・)？ and （*´▽｀*）

( ・◇・)？: 3 facts about my personality

(lol what personality?!)

I need a lot of time to think about things before I come to a conclusion, unless I already know (which is half the time lol)

Deemed as "always optimistic"

Idk I always seem to cheer people on

(I had no clue on how to answer ;-; this so if I am wrong tell me to change it accordingly)

(*´▽｀*）: 2 facts about my favorite things

It makes me happy~

It's always there

Thanks for asking~

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1. Music, movies, video games or books. Choose your favourite and state why.

Books because as Stephen King said “Books are the perfect entertainment: no commercials, no batteries, hours of enjoyment for each dollar spent. What I wonder is why everybody doesn’t carry a book around for those inevitable dead spots in life.” And because with, say watching a film adaptation without having read the book, I think it ruins our perception of a character because you've seen the film beforehand. Also with seeing the film after reading the book but then reading the book again (at a given period of time) you're most likely to remember the portrayal of the character in said film, at least for me.

2. Do you think nationalism is more of a positive thing or a negative thing?

I'm not really sure about this topic so correct me or whatever if I'm wrong. I don't have an opinion whether it is positive or negative but it makes me think of The Philippines, my so called motherland. To be honest I don't even have an identity well there's the whole Filipino/Asian but that's because I was born there but then since I've been practically raised in Europe does it make me a European or what? This has been a conflict in my mind that's going on for quite long now maybe four years at least? Like I don't consider myself as anything. Anyway slightly off topic.

With the motherland I think they're quite proud to have this identity thing. Like for example my dad was given this t-shirt that had this thing saying sth like "Pinoy Pride" or something like that. Idk. (I think this calls for a blog post stay tuned)

3. What do you think about sports? Do you enjoy them or dislike them? Why?

I don't really have anything to do with sport although I did join cross country once because of my lack of exercise (though I walk quite fast) and the thought of running to clear out any thoughts etc seemed like a good idea.

4. Do you tend to show a genuine interest in people you meet immediately upon meeting them, or do you tend to be closed-off from people until they’ve ‘earned your respect’?

I see myself as a mixture of both to be honest. Since I can't really jump into much more detailed talks about a particular subject etc, I have to slowly approach said person and start asking them things that are related to our situation e.g college major. If they seem interesting enough I will continue to keep asking the basics until I find something that I can't really relate to and just walk away ending the relationship as 'somewhat acquaintance'. On the other hand that I do, I try really hard to establish a friendship and blah blah blah.

Although looking at my current friendships my ratio of 'friends to close friends' is something like 2:1. I like to think I have two close friends yet I feel like I'm still the one that's closed-off. I do like to tell them what I really think about such things, what's going on in my life so far (in a more 'mature' sense) but it's not often simply because it might not interest them hence wasting their time and obviously mine. Sure it's good to know that if they really are your close friend, they would stick-no-matter-what but there comes a time where the people you think enjoy your company regardless of what, actually get sick of you.

5. Who is your favourite fictional character and why?

I don't know, I have yet to choose one. :P

6. Who is your favourite real-life person and why?

As cliché as it sounds I'm gonna say my mom (well so far). I think for my age and looking at people I know around me, I'm probably the most 'lucky' or 'privileged' (if you like) and that's all thanks to my mom. She has worked so hard to get me to the stage where I am now. Selfless but can be selfish once in a while because she deserves it. Like she puts our needs first, if we are in need of something she's always there to assist and all that. Basically she just runs the extra mile. My mom is probably one of the coolest moms ever well according to my friends and now I'm starting to see it a bit lol. Hm I don't really know what else to say other than I just really appreciate her.

7. Do you want to pursue a specific career or are you undecided/going with the flow?

When I was a child I was so sure of what I wanted to be but now I'm just going with the flow tbh. Well what I mean by the flow is in relation to what field I'm roaming around in but hey things outside my field are also considered.

8. Do you think artists should create art to appeal to their fans’ tastes or to pursue their own artistic interests. For example, would it be okay for an artist to create something deliberately designed to anger their own fanbase for the sake of artistic expression?

I say to each one's own. While other people may not approve of that artistic expression, that artist is still expressing their opinion as you do with writing. If said artist likes to pursue their own art but then appeals to the fans' tastes then that's cool too. Yeah people might think they're "wasting talent" or whatever but if that's what the artist wants to do then why are they being stopped. Besides at some point the artist will get tired of appeasing fans therefore will ease into changing, which is natural really.

9. If you could go back in time and tell your younger self something that would make his/her life easier or better, would you do so? Why?

I would tell my younger self to be more consistent. I think that's one thing I'm always struggling(?) with. If I started well at the top then I should keep it that way. Drops are okay but I mean I think to achieve something you have to be consistent in what you're doing. (But I was really good at being consistent though but not so much anymore hm :\ )

10. Does the concept of ‘equality’ focus more on having equal opportunity to succeed but also to fail, or a guaranteed equal status in which nobody can rise above or fall below anybody else?

In my opinion I think it focuses more on the latter. I think the first one just bases it on sole opportunity because anyone can have an opportunity but we can choose to succeed or fail. However in real life that doesn't happen much either because it's like there's still that barrier to this so called equality.

11. Do you like raspberries?

On their own not really :\ I do like them on cheesecake though.

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1-40 MWUAHAHAHA. Okay, more seriously: 4, 7, 8, 22, 33, 35.

4. Talk about the thing you regret most so far.

Aside from what I told you ages ago, something more recent is that I shouldn't have downloaded these music videos to make gifs out of because I just ended up being frustrated in making them and there wasn't really anything to pinpoint (in my eyes).

7. Talk about your biggest insecurity.

I'm not sure but it's not physical. (For now) I guess it would have to be that now that I'm in college I'm not really sure what I'm supposed to be doing. Like yeah ~academia~ but to me there's that feeling of not doing anything ''fully"(??) something that's lacking in me at this point in my life. I'm content yeah but there's something completely new that is missing/missing but in the sense that I'm lacking in one aspect of that I've to involve (Did I just say the say thing twice o,o?)

8. Talk about the thing you are most proud of.

Not gonna lie but if this was a younger me, it would be my academic achievements so far but no. Overall I think I'm /proud of having a sense of balance with things. Like not having too much but not too little either, that kind of way.

Being able to about what I know most because duh it's a waste of time to talk about something if you have little or no clue about the topic. (Asking about said topic is obviously okay) Of course you should bring up your knowledge sensibly like there's no need to boast of your knowledge like calm down like.

I also take pride in how I can calculate my journey quite accurately so yeah, ~time~.

22. Talk about your worst fear.

This ties in with number 7 but not achieving that "satisfaction" in life.

Finding out how one person changed completely within a short period of time like lightning short. It makes me think like how and why but what can I do :\ It's like where did they go?

Not having anymore people to share things with, so basically friendship. Especially as you grow older because while you can still make new friends (but imo they will just end up as a mutual acquaintance so technically not really friends but anyway) you already have established that bond with people (or in my case the less than five people whom I consider as "close friends")

OH and my mom being taken away. omh she is a precious being (//u//)

33. Talk about what you do when you are sad.

I don't think I'm the type to be super sad (and I don't get sad often so. :3) I shouldn't waste my time on it and so I just get over it. Anyways, listening to music seems to help (as for most people) I like to listen to Sung Sikyung or classical music does the trick. If I just need something to make me smile silly I just go to my "ways to make me happy" tag (//u//)

35. Talk about thing you wish you could stop doing.

Marathoning series (be it manga, anime, tv show etc). Procrastinating. Buying things online (I've done it twice this year and I can feel it increasing so it needs to stop before it gets out of hand ;u;). 

ありがとう〜

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You already know what I think about you, so I'm basically just repeating myself here. Quiet, reserved, conscientious, and more intelligent than you let on. Despite presenting a calm & collected front you do possess some insecurities and a lack of self-confidence at times, but those traits hard to see at first glance. You're selective with friends and have little time for social rituals but despite that you are strongly devoted to those you decide are worthy of your time.

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1, 2, 6, 7, 17, 26, 29 (if any).

1. Name one song you’re ashamed of liking

I don't really have any and what's there to be ashamed of when you like a song you like it and I'm sure there's other people who like that same song.

2. 25 most played songs in your iTunes?

This is not going to be interesting, like some of the songs on here once they start playing on my shuffle I just skip it so it's not quite accurate either.

She's Back - Infinite

추격자 (The Chaser) - Infinite

60 seconds - Kim Sunggyu

전화기를 꺼놔 (Turn Off Your Phone) - Jay Park

Bestie - Jay Park

Girlfriend - Jay Park

Victorious Way - Infinite H

얼굴 뚫어지겠다 (Hole In Your Face) Re-Mastering Ver. - Phantom

니가 없을 때 Feat. Zion.T (Without You) - Infinite H

Aqua Man - Beenzino

Hysterie - Infinite

비밀 (Secret) - Jay Park

? (물음표) (Feat. 최자 Of 다이나믹듀오, Zion.T) - Primary

Special Girl Feat. Bumkey - Infinite H

Boogie On & On - Beenzino

Touch The Sky (Feat. The Quiett) - Jay Park

별 (Star) - Jay Park

하지마 (Stop it) - BAP

Growl (mellow mix) - EXO

Summer Madness (Feat. The Quiett) - Beenzino

Starlight - VIXX

다시 돌아와 (Come Back Again) - Infinite

그래도 나는 (Even Then I) - Yang Yoseob

Nothing's Over - Infinite

You Know How We Do (Feat. Dumbfoundead) - Jay Park

6. First album you brought?

By myself with my money would be Arctic Monkeys' Favourite Worst Nightmare album. 

7. First favourite band?

My Chemical Romance

17. Last album you brought?

Infinite's instrumental album called "The Origin"

26. Most played song in your iTunes

She's Back by Infinite with 691 plays

29. Name one band/artist you used to love but now loathe

I don't really have any. If I don't like their music anymore I just stop listening to them. I don't see the point in loathing when there's a simple solution.

Thank you for asking~

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⊙, ピ, (⌒.−), ⅚, ಲ, ⊙﹏⊙, （．＿．）, ♬, ᄇ, ℨ, ℋ, and ▼. Have fun ;)

⊙ Are you happy with where you are in life right now?

I am actually :D

ピ Did you like Pokemon as a child?

Yup and I still play it today from time to time.

(⌒.−) Are there times where you wish to go back in time and redo or fix something you regret?

Yes (And no I haven't forgotten about that question)

⅚ Post the link of your current favourite song.

가끔 (Sometimes) by Crush

ಲ Headphones or earbuds?

I like both but I have earbuds on me as of now.

⊙﹏⊙ Which horror movie scared you the most? If any?

I actually don't remember tbh ><

（．＿．）Do you think you are an awkward person?

I think I am sometimes. It just depends on who I'm with.

♬ Cats or dogs?

I like both ;u; but since I haven't owned a cat, I choose cats~

ᄇ Have you ever broken a bone?

No.

ℨ If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?

日本

ℋ Tell us a recent awkward moment you had.

None~

▼Could you live without the internet?

At this day and age no but if other people can do it, I guess I can too.

Thank you for asking~