#raven nightshade

[askraven]

|| Hello everyone! I decided to write a poem because I felt like it. Just a quick heads-up before you decide to read. ||

|| Trigger Warnings Include: Emotional Pain, Emotional Vulnerability, Self Doubt, Insecurity, Mentions of Trauma, Mention of Family Pressure/Perfectionism, Themes Related to Loneliness, Angst. Please read with care and only if you feel comfortable. Please proceed with caution. ||

Beside You

In a building full of noise, all I can hear is the sound of your absence.

I do my work.

I fight heroes, I attend meetings, I do what is expected of me that Black Hat requires of his employees.

I wear my mask like a prison, trapping every ache that lies beneath it.

But every thought traces to you.

Always you.

I wonder if you know how often your name crosses my mind. A name that echoes and is beautiful to say.

Every room we gather in becomes a memory for me.

The break room always smells like your coffee. I made fun of you for having too many cups.

The dining hall where we sit away from each other. I’m sure we both admire each other from afar.

You are everywhere.

Yet, you are nowhere near me.

My heart becomes reckless every time I stare and think about you.

But then I think, how could you ever be with someone like me? I’m made of scars, nightmares I never speak of, a family consumed by perfection.

A girl who loves too deeply is never the girl who gets chosen.

So I keep my feelings buried away like a closed casket. Hidden with a fake smile, a fake laugh, sealed beneath layers of darkness.

What if you don’t feel that way about me?

Just a coworker? Just a friend? Just someone you know.

I love you.

Pathetically. Endlessly. Hopelessly. Foolishly.

I love the sound of your voice. Your laugh. Your sense of fashion. Everything about you.

The way you walk into a room as if unbothered.

Your tail swaying like a cat’s tail would. Your glowing eyes that shine like a candle flame burning brightly. Your horns that stand proudly above you like a crown you never asked to wear.

Some nights when the Organization is silent, I stare out my window.

Loving you is the closest thing I’ll experience that is true happiness.

Even if it breaks my heart, knowing you’ll never love me back.

Even if being beside you is never meant for a girl like me.

(@theverlice)

[maladi777]

Everyone’s favourite couple. 😏

[askraven]

"Shh... enter at your own risk. Every villain has a story. Mine is filled with light and darkness. Aww... there's no need to be afraid, darling. You better be groveling at my feet.~"

"Uhh… hello there. My name is Raven Nightshade also known as Eclipse as a code name. Probably wise you address me as Eclipse. I currently work for the Black Hat Organization."

"Don't be afraid to ask me any questions. If you're here to cause any trouble, I would definitely reconsider and turn back around. I will try my best to answer them to the best of my ability. Although, don't expect me to answer in the way you want."

"I don't bite."

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|| Step into the darkness, if you dare. ||

Topics that may be mentioned on this account:

- PTSD

- Trauma

- Emotional abuse

- Abandonment issues

- Identity crisis/loss

- Nightmares

- Flashbacks

- Body image insecurity/scar insecurity

- Obsession

- Codependency

- Paranoia

- Dissociation

- Isolation

- Perfectionism

- Fear of being replaced

- Identity erasure horror

- Cult-like influence (contract)

- Athazagoraphobia: fear of being forgotten

- Dentophobia: fear of dentists

- Trypanophobia: fear of needles

- Monophobia: fear of being alone

- Atychiphobia: fear of failure

- Autophobia: fear of being abandoned

- Mature and suggestive themes

Rules:

- Villainous OC

- Raven is gothic

- Raven is taken by Black Hat (Villainous) and that's her husband (Shadowhat) (she is also shipped with another oc)

- Raven falls in love easily

- Raven can be shipped with anybody so long as the age range is there

- Raven is in her early 20s (22 - 24)

- Suggestive/flirty comments are fine

- Raven is such a flirt and a tease, but is a blushing mess

- Suggestive and mature themes will be on this page

- Raven enjoys dark romance and enemies to lovers troupe

[maladi777]

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Improbable Couple Tag

You will never tell their story, because it’s not part of your plan. But in the secret corner of you mind it’s happening.

Rules: Pick one or more sim couples from your own story that you secretly want to see together, but they never fit your plans. Now you can tell everyone about them!

Raven Nightshade & Tony Corleonesi  

I always thought Raven would be a nice match for Tony’s darker half. She would be able to handle him, because she has experience with cold-hearted men. Tony’s more human and gentle side would then be a nice surprise to her. Things would get very spicy between them, I can tell you that much.

Kellie Heffner & special agent Arthur Stiles  

Ever since one of my readers mentioned this unlikely ship, I couldn’t get it out of my mind. Tony would rather use the contents of his toolbox #3 on the heartless agent Stiles than send the good and kind Kellie to him, but I can’t keep wondering what it would take to turn Mr. Stiles into a lovefool. It’s been so tempting to let Kellie break his heart.

 Christian Heffner & Terry Mitchell

Let’s forget for a moment that Tony’s son is straight as an arrow. He and Terry would make the cutest gay couple. Terry has always been a friend and a mentor to Chris, he knows how to calm the younger man down when he loses his temper. Imagine what this couple of hot cops could do with two pairs of handcuffs in a police cell. 😈

I tag @storiesbyjes2g @mrsracooney @quiddity-jones @eslanes @thespangleway @beverlyallitsims @josiesimblr @candycottonchu @joannebernice @bugsie2016simblr and anyone who wants to do this.

Poses by @joannebernice

[maladi777]

Matt’s date is ruined. And where the hell is Adam? Has @beverlyallitsims any idea where he might be?