#rbh sam

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rebecca had the twin puffs when she was adopted and that’s the first time sam saw her so he technically met amanda before rebecca in a sense and that’s why amanda has the twin puffs because ata is just one big Sam Inspiration aka rebecca aka her essence and the joy she gave him AKA the moment they met and their lives changed send post

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been having evil ideas with rbh but technically this just generally applies to rebecca

like. cmon kids get mad at their parents all the timeeeuh and the concept of rebecca doubling down on like. NEVER doing that again but still doing it cuz she’s a kid and she gets mad and she has so many problems i can’t legally talk about cuz i already gave you that ahh fic. KIDS DO THAT but like in terms of rebecca or rather my version of her (things have happened differently) she would absofuckinglutely beat herself up for something as small as getting mad at her dad. it’s not “im sorry i didn’t mean it” it’s “HOW COULD I DO THAT how stupid can i be that was SO selfish he doesn’t deserve me i should die i should die i should die” i mean not to that extent but. the bad thoughts tend to creep in and UGHHH WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT FUCKKK UGHHH NOOO BABY UGHHH. but oh yeah sam literally would not care because as stated before that is a very KID thing to do and he would just. give her space if she wants it until she’s ready to apologise (if she doesn’t she’s a heartless soul) and he would just hold her and give her one of his famous ted talks on how it’s okay to be mad or confused and she can let out her emotions however she wants and UGHHH WHAT AM I SAYING MAN I GOTTA STOP I HATE THEM I HATEEE