#readmorerants

[archetypeoverlap]

Hey there.

I know that chances are that after those links you'll start digging through my tumblr. I just wanted to let you know that I still think about you all the time and sometimes when i feel lonely i really think about reaching out to you. I really wish things worked differently. I really hope that you are at least somewhat accepting of the situation, maybe even finding a way to move on. I'm not gonna lie, I am not I just don't have time to think about it with everything that's going on around me. I am sorry i dragged you down when I did and at this point i realize i am starting to rant so I am gonna finish this entry.

Signing off

~Ren Iwata

[archetypeoverlap]

FUCK!

DAMMIT! FUCK! It's almost to much!, I told my friends i had to try and get rid of all my alcohol so i could have somebody to drink with, i ended up drinking so much so fast that i blacked out. now today as im sobering up, im depressed as hell, i keep thinking about you. in fact if you were online i would have probably messaged you. I miss you, i miss you so much it physically hurts. I want to make it go back to how it was. I am just so unsure, ~sigh~ Im not sure anymore. it doesn't help much that the newest update reintroduced jade. and now thats all i can think abouot and thats like 90% of the homestuck posts right now... (note to self, drinking only makes it worse)