God i wish i could see your face. Look in the mirror. It's not you it's me wearing you i keep turning to find you and there's nobody there. I know the feeling. Of course you know of course I'm telling you what you already intimately know I have spent three quarters of my life telling you what you already knew and one sixth telling you what you didn't and now here i am installed in your body mere minutes away from chewing up your soul camilla I can't bear this I'm eating your life. I'd carry you with me either way. What do you mean. I've carried you warden and I've carried your memory I'd rather carry you. What about carrying nothing what about Camilla Hect the independent entity free to live her life outside the shadow of her necromancer free of his agenda dictating hers. You thought it was your agenda huh. I cannot bear the thought of using you. Love and freedom don't coexist warden. This is all there is to love simply by being in your life i have added indelibly to its weight. Yes. Camilla i mean it. I meant it too you used to say it to me. We are one flesh. I am your end.
ok well surely you can see why receiving this in the notification bar scared the shit out of me right
