Kinda pissed off because it's hard to dissociate Joe from like. Songs he wrote in my head. Like. My default vocal stim is humming/singing the mind electric. And then there's the whole fucking. Joe Hawley basketball thing that I can't get out of my head because it's a stim that I do for literally every song in my head. I know liking the work of a bad person isn't inherently bad but it's really starting to get to me and frustrating me when I'm not left with anything distracting my brain from it to the point I'm writing this confession instead of sleeping because I'm having a hard time sleeping because of it
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