The last email I sent regarding a request for any records on me or members of my family. It should not be this difficult to retrieve those. The Freedom of Information Act says that any record on any person (US citizen) can be retrieved at any time from any agency, and the request does not have to be specific. I’m being denied those as well as a lot of basic cooperation for investigating other harassment I’ve experienced while traveling.
I. AM. NOT. A. PATSY.
This is what corruption looks like on the ground level. I’m experiencing a lot of daily obstacles to exercise basic liberties.
In this case, people are using my personal encounters against me. This is in the vein of instruction (but it’s not actually that, It’s not germaine to any instruction), that they discovered while they were illegally surveilling and stalking me.
Exercising basic rights is never supposed to be this complicated.
This is how voices are relegated to a local area, under the umbrella of corralling the insane, inept, unkempt, the unemployable, and the unimportant, or conversely, as unrequested assistance for self-reliant people, a help that’s not help for what a person or a group is trying to do--this so-called ‘help,’ actually works against motivation, idea creation, and actual business sense, which can be devastating to a person or a group who is gainfully pursuing these goals despite discrimination and several years of unemployment, or years of working on projects without receiving a salary. I’ve been working and traveling for over a decade, but I’ve been technically unemployed the entire time, meaning I haven’t received a salary since 2010.
I’ve applied to hundreds of jobs, graduate schools, and publications, and I’ve received a lot of artfully timed rejections. These coincided with a lot of other deeply unfortunate circumstances. The general theme that continues here in this city and others is that people like me aren’t valuable, but in my case, this is prescriptive by force.
The most tragic part of all of this is that a lot of very intelligent people still think this is a problem of motivation, and they believe even more pressure on me will change these outcomes. They believe that there is something fundamentally wrong with functioning as a free (lawful) person in America, who opts for pursuing rightful goals rather than waiting for acceptance. I value my freedom. I don’t just celebrate it. I actually use it.
I can’t use so called ‘help’ if it isn’t actual paid employment, actual deposited money, or an actual opportunity, not another lead for a possible job ( I can do that on my own), and definitely not security. I don’t need security.









