#redoved

[honourquinx]

@redoved​ liked this starter call!

❛ You think ghouls are going to go this easy on you? ❜   ( 𝙄’𝙢 𝙙𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖 𝙛𝙖𝙫𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 )  ❛ Pick up the pace, Moko. ❜ 

Sweat beads on his forehead as he stands in the center of the Quinx sparring hall, poised defensively after their first engage. Urie does not hit lightly ; it’s not uncommon for him to near tire after the first engage is won. Taut shoulders relax and his head rolls around to loosen the tension -- CLICK as bones pop --  

❛ Let’s go again. This time, I want you to fight me like you hate me. ❜ ( 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙜𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙨, 𝙙𝙤𝙣’𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪? )  ❛ You fight like you don’t want to do it, Moko. ❜  He shfits his weight from foot to foot, and takes the defensive stance once more  ❛ I’ll even give you the first move, ❜ ( 𝙮𝙤𝙪’𝙡𝙡 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙩 )  ❛ Come on. ❜

[sunebi-a]

@redoved​ || STARTER CALL.

‘ take the hint, i have no interest in talking to you, ‘

was she stupid? did she really think she was playing hard to get? 

it seemed she missed the memo. there was a dead end at each turn, and those smart enough realized quickly. but this woman? she was asking for trouble-- this insistent curiosity of her scent, the pestering questions and the silent trailing behind her at times. there was a fine line in the sand, and she crossed it the first day she spoke to her.

‘ if you are looking for trouble-- ‘

‘ --go somewhere else. ‘

[sunebi-a]

@redoved​.

"In all I loved I loved alone."

' at least you loved. as they say it’s better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all. but if you want to talk about love-- go talk to someone else. i’m not interested in love nor do i care if you have. ‘

[honourquinx]

▊          HIS  SLEEP  HAS  BEEN  DISTURBED  for the past few nights, with each night giving his less rest than the last. When his day does finally come to an end, it’s with the drone of the nightly news report in the background on the television. His body, having given in to the pressures of the week, curls into the sofa cushions, seeking comfort after months of being thrown around, beaten, bruised, pushed to the limit. The CCG has been both a blessing and a curse, and his body endures it all.

When there is a sudden change in temperature, heavy eyelids part, still dusted with sleep. Just in the doorway, he is only just able to make out Moko’s silhouette. Warmth cocoons him, and he instinctively curls tighter into the fleece blanket ( 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙄 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙚𝙣𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙤 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙞𝙘𝙚 ... ? ) and lips part just enough to speak. Where his voice should be is a light rasp, barely capable of forming full words ( 𝙚𝙢𝙗𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 ). Urie clears his throat, and tries again. 

❛ Moko ― ❜ only slightly better than the previous attempt, but loud enough to be louder than the droll of the news reporter on the televison,  ❛ ― Come here a sec. ❜ / @redoved​

[honourquinx]

PRE - ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME .  / @redoved

send a ♡ and i’ll fill this out for our muses !  i’ll bold what i want for their relationship, italic what i could see and strike out what i don’t .

FRIENDS.   childhood friends  /  work friends  /  family friends  /  recently friends  /  turning antagonistic  /  turning into something romantic  /  stable  /  falling apart  /  friendship of need  /  friendship of circumstance  /  pen - pals or internet friends  /  coworkers  /  partners  /  other .

ROMANCE.   childhood sweethearts  /  newly entered  /  soulmates  /  skinny love  /  unrequited from my muses side  /  unrequited from your muses side  /  friends with benefits  /  awkward  /  fading  /  turning  toxic  /  toxic  and  destructive  /  other .

FAMILIAL BOND.   sibling bond  /  older sibling figure to your muse  /  younger sibling figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal  guardian  /  other .

ENEMIES.   dangerous to themselves  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  passionate  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into a sexual tension  /  developing into a romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based of misunderstandings or lies  /  other .

[honourquinx]

"I don't know if I can do this anymore."

MOKO  IS  ENIGMATIC  ;  her life before the Quinx is unknown to him. What ‘ this ’ means is mostly unknown. He also knows better than to ask - those who enter the CCG in their youth seldom have happy stories to tell. ( 𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣’𝙩 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 ) is the first thought to cross his mind, but that’s not the truth. The truth is elsewhere, found only when he looks at the remaining Quinx squad ( 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 ). Urie relents. A squad leader does not abandon his squad — he learned that much from Sasaki — even when the answer seems obvious.

❛ If you stop now, those who died fighting alongside you will have died in vain. ❜ It’s the same rhetoric he tells himself when he feels the burden of grief heavy on his shoulders. Gaze lowers — Do I really believe that? — as he knows that’s not the truth. Urie’s motivation is not loyalty, or solidarity, or honour ( IT’S CREDIT, POWER, GLORY ! ) but to admit that to a subordinate? He raises his gaze, feigned conviction imbrues his tone in the hopes that he might one day believe it himself,  ❛ We’ll get through this. The Quinx always have. ❜ Impressively inspirational, he thinks. He’s surprised himself — this is what a good leader does, right? / @redoved

[frame4-blog]

"It's not much, just a small collection of classical music, I thought you might like it."

you’re not especially used to gifts, to be honest if you can count this as a gift. how does she even know that this is the type of music you like ? doesn’t matter. 

❝ thank you. ❞

[daevah-blog]

"It's a nice knife, it is not?"

                   ❛           it really is. it’s a lot like mine , though i guess not exactly the same.     (     mine are a little more worn.     )          ❜