For real, I don't know, even if by some miracle I did get picked for a secret session (but why in Wisconsin of all places), I just don't know if I would be able to handle any of it. The music, meeting Taylor. I feel like so many memories of my past would come up and I would break down then and there. All the "you will never meet hers" and the hate I got for liking her music. But what people don't know is how much Taylor actually DID for me when they weren't there for me. Like my sisters for instance always hated when I yard taylor, but what they didn't get was "The Outside" was the perfect song for when I switched schools freshman year when I had no friends and when I was by myself just watching. They will never know how I gelt when I went through my first actual break up. I've never been one to express my feelings out loud to people. So when I saw Taylor on RED tour I cried because I knew that this person helped me during dark times and I know that she/her music will ALWAYS be there for me. So when it comes to the fact that if I ever were able to meet her I would probably freeze up and legit sit there and cry because she is THE STRAIGHT UP BEST THING that has ever happened to me and I love her with all my heart. Now that I got that out, thanks for reading. I hope someone feels the way I do...
