#ren does hw

[renytherat]

i have like 100 more stories to read.... 131 pages.

still not really finding one i relate to

[renytherat]

screaming crying throwing up

why can't i just do things? sitting on my bed eating a whole bag of kettle popcorn instead of hw that ik will take me longer than 6hrs and i really should be going to bed around 11 instead of 3am like the past two nights

[renytherat]

exam day! woke up at 5:30. i gotta leave in at least 20 min. should really eat smth tho

[renytherat]

todays todos:

read Ceremony (est. 30min) p71-105

read article review and summarise (type) (est. 3-4hrs)

read Odyssey (est. 6hrs)

time stamp: 12:26. est time end: roughly 00:00

[renytherat]

5 pages of the difference between blowing out a candle (wh) and saying when (wh) except its 'when' like an old timey british guy

and i have to find out the point of this comparison?

[renytherat]

11 page paper to read ✅️

20 page story collection to read ✅

connect and contribute discussion post ✅️

8 page paper to read ✅️

13 page story to read ✅️

connect and contribute discussion post ✅️

individual assignment for all (this is going to be difficult)

due august 3rd sunday at 2359

[renytherat]

optimality theory you are everywhere. ot i hate you. ot i love you. i just wanna find sounds not write a 10 page paper :(((

[renytherat]

slowly losing my mind!!!!!!! its 2am the time i wanted to be done with this shit. still have 5 more pages to write. now is when i have my breakdown isnt it? i freak out. lash out at my family when really im mad at myself for always "picking" this path. get mad at my mind for working the way it does. for fearing the future and trying to sabotage it bc it cant go the way i want it to, i dont deserve that. its gonna go to shit whether i try or not. and i try escapism but thats just more procrastination. more time spent not doing the thing i need to do. its literally due in 12 hrs. like i can get it done in that time if i actually just fucking do it.