(There are too many prompts I like and it's so hard to choose, so I'm sending you some more) for the 1k celebration! Prompts: 107. “I’ve seen the way you look at me when you don’t think I can see you.” and 223. “I’ve never felt this way before and I’m terrified to be honest.” <3
“I’ve seen the way you look at me when you don’t think I can see you.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
“You know what I mean. Don’t play stupid with me, Beka. Goddamn it, why won’t you just admit it?”
“Because it won’t change anything. It’ll only hurt our friendship.”
“And you think this silence isn’t hurting it? Isn’t hurting me?”
“…I’m sure this is uncomfortable for you, which is why I’ve wanted to avoid the topic comple-”
“Shut up, you idiot! ‘Uncomfortable’? That’s really what you think this is making me?”
“Yura, I-”
“You have no fucking idea what this is making me. Being your friend for years, watching you retreat into your own head whenever it looks like our friendship might turn into something more. Wondering if you’re just as terrified as me or if you’re not interested at all.”
“What are you- Yura- Why are you talking about it now?”
“I’ve found your blog, you idiot.”
“…Jesus. You didn’t. Yura, I’m so sorry-”
“Why the fuck is it easier to tell everyone on the internet about your feelings for me than to tell me directly? Huh? That’s what I don’t get.”
“I never used your name.”
“It doesn’t take a genius to understand who you’re talking about.”
“I never wanted you to find out, not like this.”
“‘Never wanted me to find out.’ You’d rather have me pine over you for what, a decade? Until you find someone else that you’re less scared of? Until I decide to whore myself out to whoever will try to make me forget about you?”
“…What are you saying, Yura?”
“What I’m saying, asshole, is that I’m fucking in love with you. I’ve never felt this way before and I’m terrified to be honest. I’ve been terrified for years, because this is not the crush that goes away in a few weeks or in a few months, and if I lose you then that’s it. You’ll be gone and you’ll be gone forever, and I’m not ready for that.”
“…”
“What, a kitten got your tongue?”
“Yura. I- Are you serious?”
“Fuck, Beka. I’ve never been more serious in my entire life. I’m laying my heart bare in front of you, and you ask me if I’m serious.”
“…”
“…”
“Say yes.”
“Yes.”
“…”
“…”
“…”
“You’re gonna have to kiss me a lot more than that if you want me to forgive you.”
“I will.”
UM so this turned out to be only dialog which is something I’ve never done before? Also I merged the prompts because they seemed to fit in the same conversation, I hope you don’t mind ♥
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