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[rheagodlywrites]

Hello! I'm going through a rough time right now and I was just wondering: can I request the ROTTMNT turtles x a S/O who has anxiety, depression and PTSD? How would they take care of a S/O whose depression spells make it hard for them to get out of bed, take care of themselves etc? Bonus if S/O is plus-sized/chubby and insecure about it.

Of Course! I hope you know that things will get better! I’m gonna have to split this into parts so I can get it out sooner.

Raph and Mikey

It’s Not Lazy

Y/n was supposed to have the best vacation ever. No mess, no fuss. But when their friends take “fun” a bit too far. All of the progress they made goes to ruin. It’s not being lazy. It’s relapse.

You hung out with April and the turtles. They were having a dance off and you two were the judges as for a fair chance. It started off great. They danced and tried to out do the other. Soon the competition ended with Mikey being the winner. While April congratulated Mikey, Leo stepped up to you and whined about his loss.

“I demand a recount! It is I that should’ve won!” Leo grabbed your shoulders and started shaking your back and forth. It was that moment where you saw something in him that you tried to forget. You froze, pushing him off of you backing up from him. Leo paused his actions to take in account your own. Raph took notice and joined the two of you.

“Y/n? Are you ok?” Raph reached out to you went to touch your shoulder but in your moment of panic, you swat his hand away.

“Don’t touch me!” You shriek finally getting the other’s attention. You look at their eyes and saw them as they slowly approached you.

“Y/n? We just wanna understand.” Mikey calmly said with a smile. Donnie took a step to you.

“Have you been feeling awful since the start of this? On a scale of one to ten how would you rate it?” Donnie asked, scanning your body trying to figure out what was wrong. Leo reached out to you but the fear and panic in you caused you to run. You ran from the friends that held you dearly. The ones that you kept so many things hidden away from them. When you got back home, your aunt was out at work. You closed the door to your room and slipped into your bed. You covered your head with a pillow. Days had passed since then. You skipped school to avoid April. You haven’t gone down to visit the boys and you haven’t left bed. The only reason you got out of bed, was because of a gentle taping on the window.

Leo

Leo was worried. He cared about you and wanted to know was was going on but you weren’t answering calls,texts and haven’t visited in a while.

He decided after two weeks passed that he’d come to visit. He looked into your window and noticed that the room was a bit messy.

That in itself wasn’t a problem but empty chip bags and Oreo boxes were just on the floor near the bed. How long were you in bed?

He knocked on the window. Tapped it gently to not scare you. You looked up and said to him that the window was open before laying back down.

Leo opened the window and slipped into the window before closing it. Leo looked around and stepped around the garbage. He sat on them end of the bed as you laid unmoved.

“So…down in the dumps?” His words were light hearted but they only gained a huff from you in response. Leo looked down to you and laid down next to you looking at your tired face. You faced him in silence til you finally broke.

“I didn’t mean to yell at you.. but you reminded me of something I’ve wanted to escape and I got scared. I don’t want you to hate me. I don’t want any of you to hate me.” Tears stained the bed sheets as you moved a strand of hair that got stuck to your forehead. Leo sighed and pulled you closer to him.

“We’d never hate you. It was only a misunderstanding,Love. Take as much time as you need. I’ll be right here with you.” You leaned on Leo, as he mumbled to you how great you were. It was truly a moment that would be hard to forget for both of you. Leo eventually got up and walked off. He came back with a glass of water and a sandwich.

“Don’t even try to say that you aren’t hungry. Those snacks aren’t giving you anything substance.” You laugh as you take the water and sandwich from him. He watched you finish it the water off and gave you a sly smile.

“Damn. You must’ve been thirsty.”

“LEO!”

“HAD TO SAY IT!” The two of you laughed at the joke. To you the atmosphere no longer felt oppressive. It was light and seemed almost warm.

‘One day.’ You thought, ‘One day, I won’t be afraid anymore. I won’t have such ridiculous worries.’

Donnie

At first, he didn’t understand what set you off. He wanted to know more to ease his mind but he hadn’t seen you in days. When one week became two, he decided to do a bit of digital digging to figure it out.

As he dived into the internet and tried to find anything that could relate to your response, he soon found a case file in police records. It wasn’t unusual for him to hack in and check police files but your file worried him to his core.

It was a restraining order against someone you talked briefly about before. A previous relationship that went awry and caused you severe emotional distress.

With a heavy heart of worry and guilt, Donnie quickly went to your home. He went to the window and tapped on the glass. When you didn’t respond, he pushed up on it. The window to his surprise opened up allowing him to slip in.

“This place is a mess. You really should own air fresheners.” Donnie pointed out the noticeable lack of cleaning in the room and used his robot arms to pick up the mess. Trash in the can, dirty clothes in the basket and books back on the shelves. When he could finally see the floor again, he sat on the now cleared off chair.

Donnie crossed his legs in the chair and watched as you turned over to look at him. Donnie felt pain in his heart as he looked in your reddened eyes.

“I didn’t mean to yell. I just..got so scared and afraid. I know none of you would hurt me but I was too scared. I don’t want y’all to hate me for that. Please don’t hate me.” Tears kept falling as you felt as if your heart was gonna explode and your throat was going to collapse.

Donnie moved the chair closer to you and pat your head. He wasn’t fully comfortable with touching your tear stained face but if it was for you, he’ll let it slide.

“No one is gonna hate you. Nor is anyone going to hurt you. Leo says you may just be lazying around but I think you’re just relapsing. It’s ok if you step back, just try to press forward. Just know that you aren’t alone when this happens.” You sighed as he moved to rub your back.

“Do you need anything?” He asked as he noticed you calming down.

“Can you get me water and a snack?” He frowned and poked your side.

“You’ll get water and a sandwich. You need to mind your health as I from what I can tell you’ve lost weight.” You pushed him away grumbling about him mentioning your size.

“I’m too big anyways.” Donnie gasped and pulled your face to his.

“Blasphemy! You were never too big! You dare deny me to love all of you!” Donnie was always in love with your body. He always said that it brought him comfort whenever he wanted to decompress. You were his source of comfort and if you were going to bring yourself down in his presence, think again!

“You’re my favorite person. Mikey at a close second but you’re always there for me and willing to help me out. Let me be there for you like you are with me.” Donnie let go of your face no longer squeezing your cheeks together, preventing you from talking.

“Alright. Can you get me that sandwich, Dee?” Donnie was more than happy to make the best sandwich in his live just for you. Sure he’s made an amazing sandwich before but he was going to make the best sandwich proven by science and taste buds just for you.

You’re never alone when you struggle with moments like these. Remember in a world where it seems like no one cares, there’s always one person that wishes to look out for you!

[rheagodlywrites]

A Play Full of Fakes

Part 2 to Opposites Attract

Being a friend to Zuko for some time made him think through a lot. Especially after his trip with Aang to the sun temple. Maybe it’s time to start placing value on the things he cares about

Zuko watched as you train with Katara. Katara trusted you more than him since you were simply an outsider to the situation. Zuko had a lot plaguing his mind. His emotions and how to control them, the visit of the Sun temple and Aang’s training. Of all the constant changes, you were the one thing that stayed the same. You’d always offer your food up first, you’d offer your sleeping area and even look over everyone in the night. You were always willing to help out with the tasks no one wanted to do simply saying “someone has to get it done.” Zuko always thought back to the day he met you. It confused him as to why you helped him out despite being so cruel. You knew he was fire nation, the of the same group that hurt you and yet you still stuck around to help. Aang wacked Zuko on the head, forcing him to focus on the present. He was training as well, training Aang in fire bending.

“Where’s your head at, Zuko? You stopped mid-lesson.” Aang grumbled at Zuko’s distracted expression. Zuko huffed and loosened his stance.

“Let’s stop here for now.” Zuko walked off to the old fountain. You watched as Zuko seemed bothered by something. Just as you and Katara finished sparring, Sokka showed up with a poster of a play that supposedly showcases everyone’s lives. It was an interesting choice to waste time but you were still on the clock. The group decided to watch the play in attempt to relax from a long day. The play started out with Sokka, Katara and Aang meeting. Actor Katara seemed similar to the real one as they both give out speeches on hope except she’s not as annoying. Sokka was food focused and Aang was an irritating woman who only messed around. As the play went on, things started to get more and more ridiculous.

“Thank goodness it’s intermission. I don’t think I can take more of this.” You grumble. Zuko nods agreeing.

“So far this intermission is the best part of the play.” Everyone who appeared on stage, grumbled about how their characters are misinterpreted. You tap your chin thinking.

“I wonder how I’m portrayed.” Ironically enough, the question shall soon be answered. After Toph was revealed to be a man in the play, it came to a point where Zuko is running through the forest.

“I must get to the temple! But I have no means of getting there!” The actor complained. You watched intently as you readied yourself for your character’s appearance.

“Need a hand?” A muscular woman with a straw hat smiled at him on the back of a cardboard ostrich horse.

“Yes..I mean..I request your assistance as I must regain my honor!” Actor Zuko was mildly flustered by my character’s appearance.

“I’m so cool! I’m played by a muscular woman!” In attempt to reflect the actress, you flex the muscles that are not exactly there on you. At some point, the actors playing Zuko and you were alone for a moment. Actor Zuko took the hand of actor Y/n and stared at her for a beat.

“Y/n! We may have been around each other for some months but I think I’m I love with you!” The moment was dramatic and just as the two actors were going to kiss, actor Aang cut in the moment with a joke.

After the play’s intermission, you notice Zuko leaving the booth with a troubled expression. Concerned, you follow after him, catching up with him by the balcony that was near. “Zuko, what’s wrong?” you ask, unsure of what’s bothering him.

Zuko takes a deep breath, looking into your eyes with a mixture of emotions. “I can’t stop thinking about something,” he admits. “Why did you stick around with the group, even though you had no personal involvement in any of this? You knew I was part of the Fire Nation, the same group that hurt you and your people. Yet, you continued to help, to care…”

You gently place a hand on his shoulder, trying to ease his worries. “Zuko, I believe in doing what’s right,” you reply softly. “I couldn’t stand by and watch innocent people suffer, like I did. And besides,you’ve changed. You wanted the team to trust you and now you have that trust. Remember when you rambled to me about how you were so scared about not being able to get them to have faith in you.”

Zuko chuckles, a hint of understanding in his eyes. “You always see the good in people, don’t you? Even when I was cruel and acted like a monster, you were there, offering your kindness.”

You offer him a small smile. “People can change, Zuko. And I believe you deserve a chance at redemption, just like anyone else.”

Suddenly, Zuko takes your hands in his, his fingers gently tracing the scars on your wrists from the shackles the fire nation had you in. His touch is gentle, and his gaze becomes even more intense. “Y/n, there’s something I need to tell you,” he begins, his voice soft but determined. “I’ve tried to suppress these feelings for so long, but I can’t anymore. I love you. I love the person you are, your kindness, your strength, everything.”

Your heart skips a beat at his confession, and you feel a rush of emotions welling up inside you. “Zuko, I care about you too,” you respond sincerely. “But we’re in war. I…” you pause as you think back to your family. You were just travelers before the fire nation came. Zuko notes the hesitation that stopped you.

“I know that last time I did this you said it’s because I might run myself into disaster but this is different. I’ve thought about this moment so many times you may think me crazy. So please..have faith in me, in us.” You wiped your eyes of tears that welled in your eyes.

You feel a rush of emotions welling up inside you. Your main fear was losing more people you cared about but Zuko somehow eased that fear. “Zuko, I care about you too,” you respond sincerely. “But let’s take this slow. We’ve both been through so much, and I want to make sure we’re ready for this.”

Zuko nods, a sense of relief washing over him. “Yes, slow is good,” he agrees, a genuine smile forming on his lips. “I want to do this right, with you.”

[rheagodlywrites]

Hello! I'm the anon who requested the turtles x a depressed S/O. Thank you so much for what you wrote! It made me so happy.

I’m glad that it made you happy! Here are Raph and Mikey!

Leo and Donnie

It’s not lazy

Y/n was supposed to have the best vacation ever. No mess, no fuss. But when their friends take “fun” a bit too far. All of the progress they made goes to ruin. It’s not being lazy. It’s relapse.

You hung out with April and the turtles. They were having a dance off and you two were the judges as for a fair chance. It started off great. They danced and tried to out do the other. Soon the competition ended with Mikey being the winner. While April congratulated Mikey, Leo stepped up to you and whined about his loss.

“I demand a recount! It is I that should’ve won!” Leo grabbed your shoulders and started shaking your back and forth. It was that moment where you saw something in him that you tried to forget. You froze, pushing him off of you backing up from him. Leo paused his actions to take in account your own. Raph took notice and joined the two of you.

“Y/n? Are you ok?” Raph reached out to you went to touch your shoulder but in your moment of panic, you swat his hand away.

“Don’t touch me!” You shriek finally getting the other’s attention. You look at their eyes and saw them as they slowly approached you.

“Y/n? We just wanna understand.” Mikey calmly said with a smile. Donnie took a step to you.

“Have you been feeling awful since the start of this? On a scale of one to ten how would you rate it?” Donnie asked, scanning your body trying to figure out what was wrong. Leo reached out to you but the fear and panic in you caused you to run. You ran from the friends that held you dearly. The ones that you kept so many things hidden away from them. When you got back home, your aunt was out at work. You closed the door to your room and slipped into your bed. You covered your head with a pillow. Days had passed since then. You skipped school to avoid April. You haven’t gone down to visit the boys and you haven’t left bed. The only reason you got out of bed, was because of a gentle taping on the window.

Raph

He was too worried about you. His worry for his brothers was small compared to his with you in that moment. You left so suddenly and in such a scared way. He couldn’t help but worry. April consoled him telling him that you may need a while before you were ready to talk.

He took April’s advice and held the hope that you would come back to him. He held out for two weeks before he cracked and chose to visit you.

He peered into the window trying to get your attention. You didn’t move at all. Raph frowned and tried to open the window on his own.

When it did open, he awkwardly shuffled into your room falling on the piles of clothes and trash. He cringed at the feeling but got up and sat on the other end of the bed.

You slid down to him a bit due to the way the bed tilted with him but you didn’t move either way. Raph fiddled with his fingers and tapped on his legs before starting conversation.

“So…how are you feeling?”

“Like shit.” You grumbled. He clicked his tongue.

“Profanity..”

“Right..”

The quiet was heavy. Raph had felt the feeling of lifting concrete but this was just as heavy. He couldn’t take the pressure of your emotions being held like this.

“Raph, is that your fear stink?”

“No..?”

You chuckle at his response and he sighed. He didn’t think to make you laugh but it happened. Raph leaned back and looked at you.

“Y/n? Do you wanna talk about it?” You paused for a moment. Your throat feeling tight and your thoughts running wild. You shook your head curling up into a ball.

Raph nodded back to you then left your room. After a few minutes, he brought back a sandwich and a cup of water.

“Food always makes me feel better and I don’t think you had real food in who knows how long. Why don’t you eat and we clean up your room? You can feel good while being productive.” Raph encouraged. You smile, taking the plate from him.

“Thanks.”

Mikey

Mikey wasn’t sure how to process your response. He knew you were upset but couldn’t fathom why. April told him that you would go to them if you needed anything. Having faith in that he allowed two weeks to pass by.

After two weeks of radio silence, he decided to visit your home. Upon his arrival, he could feel something was wrong. You had your lights dim and your room was incredibly messy. While he knew that you would get messy sometimes, you never let it get this bad.

Mikey knocked on the window but after no answer, he let himself into your room. He smiled as he stood over you. You were laying in bed not moving to even look at him.

“Oh,Y/n? Your favorite turtle is here! Are you ready for some awesome fun with me?” He grinned. Surely, hanging out with him would pull you outta your slump.

“Sorry. Not feeling up to it.” You quietly responded. He was surprised to hear that you didn’t want to do anything. He looked around and thought to himself for a moment.

“You always make me feel better with food and a movie. Would you like that?” He decided to not ask questions. When you were ready, you’d tell him. Although he really wanted to ask what was on your mind, he had a feeling that you wouldn’t tell him what was going on right away.

“I’d.. like that.” You sat up and looked at him. He grinned and went to embrace you in a tight hug but paused before he got to you.

“Can I hug you?” He remembered how Leo grabbed your shoulders and the reaction after. You smile and open your arms to him with a nod. He bear hugged you, squeezing you but not too hard. He eventually let you go and hopped to the door avoiding the stuff on the floor.

“I’ll be right back! You pick the movie yeah!?” Mikey was glad to see you with some of your energy back. While he wasn’t sure if you were fully ok, he wasn’t going to let you sink in your emotions like you were. He was going to help you feel better with the power of the best sandwich in New York.

[rheagodlywrites]

Oh, I’ve Been Stabbed

Rottmnt Donnie x gn reader

Donnie and y/n have sarcastic humor. It doesn’t matter if it’s mean they just joke sarcastically. Unfortunately that sarcasm can backfire

Y/n sat with Donnie as he ranted about how annoying Leo can get sometimes. Y/n always listened to his rants. They loved him even if they showed it in funny ways.

“ I mean just yesterday he almost broke one of my projects! He knows how important it is!” Y/n sat on her phone and looked up to add their two sense.

“I mean you know what they say. Not all men are bad, some are dead.” Donnie laughed at how much sarcasm was in that joke.

“Right. Now if only Leo could join their ranks.”

The two spent a while just talking before night came around. Y/n gets a text from their mom telling them to be back home within the hour.

“Don, Mom’s calling. Gotta go.” Y/n stood up and made their way to the door. Donnie waved them off, calling to them.

“Be sure not to die on your way out.”

“Only if you actually sleep some hours tonight.”

Y/n left the lair and started to walk down the busy city streets. Home wasn’t all that far away however it did take a while to walk. As Y/n walked they had a strange feeling. It was a gut feeling however it was only a gut feeling. Y/n turned around to see anyone that was following but there was no one in particular that looked suspicious. Y/n shook the feeling and turned a corner,heading home. As they passed an alley way, a hand grabbed her roughly and pulled her aside. Throwing her onto the ground of the virtually empty alley.

“We’ve been trying to find you for the longest time.” A deep voice could be heard however Y/n had a feeling as to who it was. Y/n knew that being friends with the boys would put a target on their back. It never was bad until now. Being held hostage by the foot clan, not exactly a fun time. Y/n sat tied up on the floor. their hands tied in tape and rope. Even blindfolded, Y/n knew they were near the water since they could smell the salt of the waves. Y/n did their best to remove the ring that Donnie made them. The moment they broke it, the thing was to send something directly to Don’s wrist com. Y/n calmly counted in their head as they tried to grasp the situation. They hear a distant crash followed by the door roughly opening moments later. Y/n perked up curious but the way they were roughly pulled up on their feet meant that it wasn’t their Donnie.

“Don’t move, turtles.” A deep voice slowly said. Y/n looked around in the darkness of their blindfold, trying to get a base as to where Donnie and the others were. The stranger eventually took off the blindfold and the looks of the other’s faces were strained. Y/n inhaled deeply as they felt a knife on their back. Y/n didn’t listen to the conversation but had an idea. They rammed their head into the chin of their kidnapper and ran from the stranger. The stranger hisses in pain and suddenly y/n felt a sharp pain in their side. Looking down they watched as red seeped out.

“Oh, I’ve been stabbed.” They laughed out. They looked back to the stranger and smile.

“Do you want this back?” They ask as blood slowly leaked into their clothes. Donnie panicked and went to pull the knife but Leo stopped him.

“You’ll make it worse. I can handle this. Go drop him somewhere or something.” Leo handled the increasingly worsting wound.

——————

Donnie sat with Y/n in his room on his bed. Y/n stared at the ceiling as to not ruin the careful stitching that Leo had done just hours ago.

“From now on, no more walking home on your own. You’re just lucky your family doesn’t exactly question where you go or stay.” Donnie sighed bothered.

“I’m fine. Don’t worry about me too much. You might not sleep well.” Donnie took Y/n’s words into consideration then laid with them in the bed much to Y/n’s surprise.

“Wait-, Don-“

“Don’t question it.” Donnie held Y/n gently as if they’d break if he held them to roughly.

“I care about you so please just rest.”

[rheagodlywrites]

After the Matter

Rottmnt Donnie x fem! reader

Donnie calls you to the lair to help him with wounds after the Kranng is gone. After getting Leo inside and fixing him up, you look to Donnie who’s still bleeding under his shell.

Main inspiration from @happyfoxx-art

Part Two

The boys hugged each other crying as they almost lost Leo for good.

"Let's never do that again," Raph says. The others nod in quiet agreement.

"Yeah. How could you guys live without me?" Leo joked. Leo smiles but immediately starts coughing horribly. Mikey panics as the group hugs breaks. Raph holds Leo up as he coughed.

"What hurts?!" Donnie asks. Leo waves him off.

"I'm fine. Just a flesh wound." Raph looked to Donnie, unsure what to do.

"Can you check him?" He asks worried. Donnie furrowed his eyebrow, pulling down his goggles.

"Sure I can..he says unsure. This isn't really my thing.." Donnie looked at Leo and scanned him over briefly. His goggles had picked up several dangerous wounds on Leo and that wasn't even all of it.

"Well good news, his ego isn't damaged..." Donnie started. Leo smiled weakly lifting his fist.

"Woohoo.." He tiredly cheered.

"But that's possibly the only thing unmanaged. You've got so many wounds externally that I don't even want to imagine what your internals look like." Donnie finished with a tense look on his face. Mikey had called for April and Splinter but Donnie had a person that would know how to handle wounds like this in their sleep. Although this was possibly not the best time to bring her. After all she might freak out more than anyone else.

"Leo?! LEO!" Raph yelled at Leo as he started to zone out and close his eyes.

Donnie inhaled quickly and put his arm under Leo.

"Mikey get his other side! We gotta get him to April and Dad!" The two of them walked Leo to the van that April had borrowed. They put Leo in the back and April drove to the lair in the abandoned train station they called home. Splinter talked to Leo to try to get him to focus on staying awake.

"Raph. Raph!" Donnie snapped his fingers as Raph zoned out for some reason.

"Huh?" Raph was slightly dazed as he was still coming from deep thought.

"Let me patch you up.  You're bleeding all over the place and the last thing we need is for you to get some alien infection we can't cure." Raph nods understanding the intensity of Donnie's words.

"Right but shouldn't you be helping Leo? He's doing worse than any of us." Raph looked to Leo who was counting with Spinter and telling the story of how things were in the other dimension.

"I want to. I really do but I can't help him here. Our best bet is getting back home and taking care of him there. Now you mentioned your arm feels numb or it's buzzing?" Donnie's words were clear and cut like a knife but maybe that's what they need.

Raph nods and sits down so Donnie can patch him up.

"He may have nerve damage." Leo points out. Raph perked up and tried to get Leo to focus on anything else.

"Let him tell me what to do. He needs to stay awake anyways." Leo told Donnie in a weak voice to clean his wound and if it's still bleeding to apply pressure but not so much that he somehow makes it worse.

"Now you gotta..."Leo hisses in pain as April goes over a slight bump.

"Sorry!" April calls back to them.

"You gotta check his eye." Donnie was going to but Raph gently pushed his hand away from his face.

"I can wait. It doesn't hurt that bad so I don't mind." Donnie frowns at his response but it's not like he's really in a spot to stop him.

"Ok then. Let me know if it gets worse. Mikey, come here so I can help you out." Mikey shook in his seat up front as he focused on the road. He didn't want to move.

"Come on Mikey, We can't let your wounds get worse." Donnie said. Mikey got up from the front seat and allowed Donnie to help him out.

"Now would really be the best time to call her..I'll call her when I'm done." Donnie mutter to himself as he took Mikey's hand.

Donnie did his best to take care of his brothers in the van but the real challenge was handling Leo in the med station. When they get back to the lair, Y/N was waiting with Casey in the lair.

“Oh my god. All of you are incredibly injured! Casey! Help Donnie get Leo into the med station!” Y/n was a special case. She was someone that Donnie held near and dear to his heart. Loving her with all of his being even if he was awkward with her. However there was one thing that was special about her. She was a human born and raised in the hidden city, due to this she grew up with mystic powers…healing powers. She can quiet literally see the injuries on someone and can heal that injury. It drains her though, making her very tired. She joined the boys in the med bay as Donnie scanned Leo to look over his injuries. Y/n stood next to Donnie and started mumbling to herself about the damage.

“How bad is it?” Donnie asked. She looked to him with a deep frown.

“It’s worse than I originally thought. Fractures, internal bleeding,and so much more.” The scan came up on Donnie’s screen and it almost made the poor turtle vomit. His brother was one misstep from critical condition.

“I’m so glad that I called you,Love.” Donnie whispered. Y/n raised an eye brown at him. Donnie ever called her nicknames unless something was seriously wrong. Y/n glanced over him and realized that his shell had rips over it. Even though his battle shell hid the cuts, the faint white glow was easy to see to you.

“Lets put his arm back in place and handle the smaller injuries. Leo,I need you to stay so very still.” Y/n held Leo’s arm and Casey held Leo’s shoulders to prepare him. Y/n forced his arm back in place. Leo cried out in pain briefly but his strife was not going to end any time soon. Casey and Y/n sewed up the minor cuts and bandaged the things that needed it. Donnie unfortunately kept disassociating in the process.

“Donnie? We need you to help Leo hold still while Casey does his leg.” Donnie nods and Leo is steadied by Don. Y/n activated her powers to heal his bone as Casey took care of his leg. They just had to ignore Leo’s screams. Once they finished, Donne backed away from the three of them.

“Don?” Y/n wondered. She watched him shake his hands and pace in the small room. His whole body was shaking from the possible overstimulation.

“Dee, I’ll be ok with them. Go ahead and take care of yourself.” Leo did his best to keep his voice low. Donnie nods and races out the room. Leo looks to Y/n with a frown on his face.

“Go take care of him.” Y/n nods and goes after Donnie. Y/n knew Donnie’s condition wasn’t good but she didn’t realize that he’d been suppressing his own emotions just to help his brothers.

As a side note: for those of you that have been sending this fic to @happyfoxx-art. I’d like to formally apologize about the unintended copycat work. This was mainly a collaboration between a friend of mine and me. Had no idea that their comic was a thing. Again I’d like to apologize for this.

[rheagodlywrites]

Cigarettes and Confessions

Rottmnt Raph x gn reader (platonic)

You’re a bad influence. You’ve spent most of your life on the run trying to avoid the cops. One day your dear friend catches you smoking on a rooftop.

“Get her!” The yelling from the foot clan ringed in your ears as you ran across the rooftops. You’ve accidentally made them your enemy by stealing a sort of gauntlet from them. You thought it’d be something good to pawn off to get some cash. You eventually drop into an alleyway disappearing behind a dumpster. The yelling eventually faded away and you lean on the wall relaxing. You checked your phone for any calls or new messages but there was only one.

Raph: Hey! Meet me in the same spot? I wanna talk to you.

You responded saying yes to his offer. He told you he’d see you around 10 pm. That was in thirty minutes and you weren’t far from the spot. You climbed back up to the rooftop and head to the rooftop where you two first met. You looked back and forth carefully checking for the red turtle. You pulled out a small box and a lighter. You took out a cigarette and put the orange end to your lips. You shoved the box in your pocket and lit the cigarette. You inhaled deeply and exhaled the familiar feeling of the smoke leaving your lungs. You’ve gotten so lost in this repetition that you didn’t even hear Raph arrive on the rooftop.

“Y/n! We talked about this!” Raph takes the lit cigarette and crushes it in his hands. You look up at him with slightly dazed eyes.

“What the hell! I was almost done!”

Raph frowns shaking his head.

“I’ve told you to stop! It’s not good for you!”

“Well I’m sorry if I can’t stop cold turkey!”

“Why can’t you listen!? You’re insufferable!”

“THEN LEAVE ME LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!”

You had blurted out the one thing you never wanted to admit to. You always left people or made people leave you as to avoid the hurt you’d cause them. You’re too far gone, too broken to be fixed.

“What?” Raph widened his eyes with a pitiful expression. You looked away from him,shoving your hands in your pockets.

“Everyone leaves. There’s no such thing as forever.”

Raph wanted to argue. To say something to lift your spirits.

“W-Well what about your family?” He forced himself to ask. Family was usually forever and he knew that best.

“Dead or abandoned me. I was born with a horrible birthmark. My family thought I was cursed since my mother apparently died giving birth to me. I don’t know my dad well since he left taking my sister with him.”

Raph felt guilty for even asking. He didn’t understand how this relates to your smoking addiction.

“It relaxes me. The smoking, I mean.” Raph blinks at you confused. You sigh shaking your head with a little laughter in your voice.

“You always did say your thoughts unconsciously.”

Raph chuckled awkwardly.

“When I smoke, it’s something else to think about. I don’t have to think about where I’m going to sleep next or what I’m going to eat for dinner. I mean I can barely pay my phone bill! I can just breath the smoke and let my mind blank.”

With your confession, Raph could understand why you smoked. It wasn’t cause your rebellious, you just need the escape from the real world. Raph pulls you in for a tight hug.

“R-Raph?”

“I’m sorry. I gave you such a hard time about it when I didn’t even know why you smoked. I’ll help you find a new outlet for that, ok? Just promise me you’ll try a new way?”

“Why are you doing this? Why don’t you hate me? I’m pretty much cursed.”

“You’re my friend and friends stick together.”

Raph put you down and have you a sad smile. His smile broke you and quiet tears made their way down your face.

“OH GOD! ARE YOU OK?!” Raph apologized over and over trying to figure out what’s wrong but his worry only made you laugh.

“You’re too nice to me, Raphael.”

“Hey, just be thankful I managed to score you a spot in the lair for you to live at!”

Raph smiled with a cheeky expression about him. You smile and fist pump the air.

“You’re the best,Raph!”

“Anytime, Y/n.”

[rheagodlywrites]

The Adult Sibling

No one told you that growing up fast was so hard.

Rottmnt x reader

You text your younger sibling letting them know that they’re allowed to stay over at their friends house. With quick glee they respond. You didn’t want them to see you at your lowest point. You sat on top of a roof and stared into the colorful sky of the city. It was beautiful.

“Y/n?” The familiar voice of Donnie broke your thoughts as you mumbled a response.

“What’s up?” You strained a smile. As he sat next you, a bit of a distance away as he didn’t want to accidentally bush your body with his.

“Just on patrol. I thought we all agreed to have you and April update us on your location after the whole stabbing accident..” Donnie gave you a look of worry and fear. You didn’t think it was a good look for him. With a long winded sigh, you remember the day you sarcastically said aloud that you got stabbed. You remember the fear in everyone as you dropped to the ground. You felt the scar on your stomach.

“Yeah I remember. I just..forgot. That’s all.” Donnie grumbled something you couldn’t hear before awkwardly asking about your mental health. You stretch your back and look up.

“My mom and dad used to be in a loveless marriage, y’know. My mom is too busy trying to cater to my dad that when something happens, he lashes out like no tomorrow. I’ve become too stoic because he blames me for crying at his actions.” You swallowed down the tears that wanted to well up.

“For the past seven years, I had to grow up to take care of my younger sibling. I made them grow up into such a great person. The person that I wish I could’ve been with the right parenting. My mother decided to abandon both of us and she came back the other day acting as if she held authority over us!” You erupt into laughter as the tears starting to fall down your cheeks as your breathing starts to become irregular. Donnie awkwardly started to try to sooth you.

“It’s ok. Let it all out.” He mutters as he continues his awkward attempt. You wipe of the tears and more anger resurfaces.

“My mother changed because she wanted to. That means when she was with me, I wasn’t worth changing for! The day she left was the day my love for her died. How is a 10 year old supposed to cope with that!?” You start to hiccup,crying more. The tears become faster and you let go of the breath you’d had held onto this whole time.

“Why did I have to grow up so fast,Donnie? Why wasn’t my childhood happy? I just wanted to do regular kid stuff instead of working in every way possible to try to keep our apartment!” Donnie gave in and let you lean on him as you start to calm down.

Your moment of pure frustration has came and went going way of the wind. You now look to the horizon and watch the colorful city lights become hazy from the rain. Thankfully Donnie had an umbrella in his shell.

“I’m so tired..”

“I know,Y/n.”

“Can we get ice cream…and a movie?”

“Your lactose intolerant.”

“But I still want some..”

“Fine..but I get to chose the movie.”

[rheagodlywrites]

Heart tricks the Mind

Leo loved Y/n. He could never bring himself to admit his feelings until he lost him.

Rottmnt Leo x male! Reader

Leo watched as his best friend read his favorite book. Leo stared intently as Y/n turned the pages of his book.

“What are you looking at?” Y/n questions raising a brow. Leo felt his face flush but he quickly recovered with a cheeky grin.

“Just looking at someone who’s more handsome than words can describe.” Y/n chuckled and turned another page.

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Leo wondered how they got to where they were as he raided Y/n’s fridge once more.

Leo had gone off the grid. He wouldn’t respond to texts or calls. He would barely show up at Y/n’s place and when he did, he’d say nothing. Y/n constantly asked questions, trying to figure out why Leo hadn’t contacted him in so long. As Leo left Y/n’s home, he grabbed his arm. Stopping him in place.

"Wait,Leo! Why have you shut me out?! You've gone weeks and we haven't hung out much. You come to my place only to raid my fridge! Are you ok?"

"What am I?! Your boyfriend?! I don't have to tell you where I go each time I head out!"

"I would just like a warning maybe?! I'd hate for something to happen to you and no one know where you are...I-"

"We're only friends. Therefore our 'relationship' doesn't have or need to be perfect. Hell, we don’t even have a friendship right now! It's not important! There's no deeper meaning between us!"

"...what?"

"Y/n..I'm sorry. I've just been tired."

"Sorry won't fix shit."

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Leo hadn’t left his room in a while month. He stared at the past texts shared between him and Y/n. Leo had sent texts apologizing but he wouldn’t respond.

“Leo? Raph told me to give this to you.” Mikey walked in and placed a plate of food on the nightstand although Leo didn’t move. Leo hadn’t realized how important Y/n was to him till he lost him.

“I’m so stupid, Mikey.”

“You can be but I just know you’ll fix it! Or forever have Donnie recounting all your mistakes leading up to this.”

Leo swallowed hard trying to gain the nerve to face the one person that could see through him like glass. Leo planned the perfect apology. He made a banner to hang on the roof of Y/n’s apartment complex. He’d get Y/n’s favorite food and drink along with flowers and a movie to apologize with. Leo had planned for a lot of situations. All of them ending with him alone on the rooftop flowers in hand.

Y/n held a book in his hands studying for his next assignment for a class he’s unfortunately failing miserably in. As he read over the things he needed to know, the sounds of quick footsteps could be heard from the roof. Memories of Leo running around on rooftops with a grin flashed in his mind’s eye but Y/n shook his head.

“It’s better for both of you. Leo can’t expect to be forgiven immediately after he does unforgettable things.” Y/n muttered to himself. Y/n had once loved Leo dearly. A one sided love that went unfulfilled since Y/n fell for the cocky jokes of a turtle that may not harbor any romance in his heart. Y/n sat over his book trying to ignore the now constant stomping but it soon became too much. Y/n in a fit of frustration yelled at the unseen stranger.

“Someone had better be dead!” Y/n opened the window to the fire escape and climbed up to the roof in the cold air. Y/n had forgotten his own jacket but that didn’t matter.

“I swear! People would think to be a little more..considerate..” Y/n trailed off with his words upon looking out to the roof he expected to be empty.

The roof had lit candles everywhere. A tent with a heater was in the center and the familiar scent of his favorite food was in the air. But among it all, the biggest surprise was Leo. He had a bow tie on with flowers in hand. He stood under a banner in large letters saying ‘I’m Sorry’.

“Leo..?” Y/n slowly started. Leo griped the stems of the flowers and kept his distance from the one that made him weak.

“I know. I shouldn’t have said what I said. I messed up! Big time!” Leo started out.

“I know that I hurt you and I know that I should’ve done this sooner but I was scared. April was involved in a mission and she got hurt. She was deeply cut and even Donnie thought she was done for until we actually saw the wound. Thankfully she’s ok but still...” Y/n nodded slowly now understanding why he hadn’t heard from April in a while.

“I saw her in the bed and I thought of you. I thought that if I got too close to you that it would be you in that bed and you wouldn’t..be ok.” Leo struggled with his words, eyes looking down to avoid Y/n’s gaze. Leo hadn’t noticed that Y/n was slowly getting closer to him with hesitation.

“Although, the more I thought about it. The more I realized that I want you to look through me. I want to be seen by someone who really does get me in ways not even my brothers could possibly imagine.” Leo closed his eyes and held out the bundle of colorful flowers.

“This month gave me time to think and I had only realized that I loved you with all I have the moment you were gone! Please accept my apology!” Leo hadn’t heard a response so he opened his eyes only to find Y/n’s body close to his face. Y/n looked down to Leo and grabbed his hand gently. Leo felt his face burn as he dropped the flowers.

“W-When did you get so close?!” Leo squeaked in his embarrassment. Despite his flirtatious demeanor, he couldn’t handle whatever this was.

“Leo..I think I want to kiss you.” Y/n asked softly. Leo was surprised by the comment but soon gathered his nerve.

“By all means..” Y/n connects his lips with Leo’s making Leo to drop the flowers in surprise despite expecting it. After a moment, Y/n pulled back to look at Leo with a stare that Leo had never seen before.

“Leo..I accept your apology. I love you too.”