#ripcaptain

[mayapurimagazine]

Rest In Peace Actor Vijaykanth :-

[rladopts]

#ripcaptain #ripdaryldragon #thecaptain #thecaptain&tennille #mymomsfavoriteband 🎶 #musicofthe70s 🎶 #music 🎶 #lovewillkeepustogether 🎶 #robandlauraadopts 👼 (at Staten Island, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsKCd_ihcSt/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=p52zfwh0fvbj

[code10red]

Today is one of the hardest days in my life. I miss you @the_philest_brotha_you_know when I got the message that you passed. I didn't believe it. I called your phone you didn't answer. Then I called mom. I don't want this to be true. My brother was the smartest. He had the biggest heart. He was always positive. He could do whatever he thinks of. I am in pain my heart hurt beyond belief. My best friend my brother is gone. The laughs we had no one will understand. I'm glad you got to see you grandmother before you went home. I was always afraid that I would get one of these calls while on tour. I will look out for her now. My partner in crime. Tell Aunt Brenda I love her. I love you!!!!😢😢😢😢😢 #ripcaptain #rip #rih (at Minnesota)

[katieloscar]

The conversations I have with my boyfriend lol #downwithisis #ripcaptain

[xobrandymarie]

So I was going through my files today, trying to get them in order. I came across our adoption papers for Captain. My heart sank. It still hurts every time I think about it. My little family was perfect, and then it wasn't. He was such a good soul, so happy, so loved. I came across the ones for Arrie too. I feel like I've lost so much in the past couple of years and I've been spending so much time trying to regain that ever since. But it just doesn't seem to be working. My first thought was to immediately text Dixon. But then I realized that I can't. It's hard, when all you want to do is talk to someone, but they treat you like you're their world one day only to turn around and treat you like you were never anything to them the next. I'd give almost anything to have my little family back.. But it's one sided..and so I just need to realize that it isn't going to happen. I'm going to need to get used to being alone or move on. I can't keep allowing myself to be tortured by the fact that the family I thought I was creating is no longer a family at all. I can't keep being lead on by false hope. Dixon doesn't want me. Not really.