Tucker x famous ex! reader posts (sorry in advance.)
TMZ_TV
▶️ saddle again
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TMZ_TV Role Model, AKA Tucker Pillsbury, was spotted having a cozy, intimate dinner at local hot spot Saffy’s with actress Dakota Johnson. Is the ‘Saddle Again’ singer moving on just months after his split with longtime girlfriend and singer, (y/n)? An inside source tells us the pair have been ‘inseparable’ since meeting and that Pillsbury is ‘in a really good place’.
TUCKSRIGHTKNEE Ngl, this one hurts. Hope you're happy, Tuck. ❤️😔
JUSTASADSONG Literally logged on to see this. My heart actually aches for her. 😕
KANSASANYMOREWHORE i’m sorry but the vibes are OFF. This feels like a rebound and I’m not here for it.
WHOISVIOLA He looks happy. Let him be.
TUCKSFRUITSNACKS (replying to WHOISVIOLA) he wrote Frances. He doesn’t get to be happy. It’s in the contract.
USERSHEART So he's just... out here. While she's been radio silent. Cool. Cool. 💔
TUCKSHONEY someone check on YOURUSERNAME. This feels like a knife in the ribs. I just know she’s falling apart.
YOURUSERNAME
▶️ opposite
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YOURUSERNAME heard mirror selfies are in. my counter offer is existential crisis selfies. ✨(scenery optional)✨ i got up just to post this.
anyway. go listen to my new single, “opposite.” it’s out now.
USERSOLDFAN This is giving "put on a happy face" and it's breaking my heart. The piano pic looks so lonely. :(
TUCKERFANBUTDISCO She's so messy. Just let him be happy. This is clearly about him.
GRACIEABRAMS here for you, always. 💛
USERPROTECTOR The way I would commit several low-level felonies for you right now. Just say the word. 😤
HOTSADGIRL this is so real. we're healing, we're breathing, we're NOT looking at tmz.
TUCKUSERSTAN If anyone needs an alibi for tonight, my DMs are open. I have bail money.
Reader’s POV—
It isn’t the darkness, or even the cold burst of air conditioning greeting you, that has your shoulders slumping the moment you walk through the door. It’s the silence.
For the past three weeks, you’ve been met with nothing but silence every time you turn the key. There’s no humming, no tapping, no whistling—which you used to find obnoxious—greeting you. Now, though… now you’d trade anything to hear Tucker attempting an off key rendition of Yellow Submarine with that scrunched-up, concentrated look on his face.
Instead, the only sound that greets you is the soft slam of the front door and the clattering of your keys against the bowl in the entryway as you carelessly toss them. It didn’t used to make that sound. The bowl used to have two sets of keys in it.
You shake the thought before it can linger too long, instead deciding to strip off your bag and coat, which you discard on the rack next to the door.
One of Tucker’s old sweaters still hangs—abandoned. You don’t even try to stop yourself as you reach out and pull one of the sleeves up to your nose; taking in a deep breath of the fading scent of him, a tiny, choked sob escapes your throat.
Your second mistake is lifting your head and catching your own eyes in the entryway mirror, watching your own crumbling face fold in grief. You’d seen the TMZ post. Of course you had, but you’d spent all day painting on a smile for your team in the studio.
You pull your phone out of your pocket, unable to resist the temptation to look again even though it makes your ribs ache.
“Mmmh.” The ache turns to an excruciating knife to the heart when the pictures appear on your screen again. The sound that escapes you is a trembling whimper against his sweater sleeve, which you finally release to scroll.
He’s in a really good place, and you’re drowning in the stillness of the home you once shared.
Your breath catches in a stubborn hitch, trying and failing to keep the tears building in your lashes from falling, but by the time you glance in the mirror again, they’re already streaming down your face.
“Fuck,” you breathe out, the curse escaping as more of a defeated whisper than anything else.
You can’t help it. As you watch your reflection slowly come unglued, your mind starts to race.
We’re so different.
Her hair is long and luscious. He can probably run his fingers through it without them even catching a tangle. Her big, brown doe eyes, openly expressive and crinkled at the corners as she laughs at something he said. Her smile—so warm and genuine—so infuriating when you have to fake yours most days.
Not with him, though. Never with him.
Your reflection catches your gaze, and you glance up from where you’d been studying Dakota’s face with the intensity of an art critic. One who can’t find a damn thing to critique.
“Oh, god,” you wrench out, finally lifting your hands to wipe under your eyes. Palm pressed to forehead, you pace a few steps back and forth in front of the mirror before collapsing onto the piano bench just inside your living room.
The worst part isn’t that you can see it. It’s that can feel the way he looks at her in those pictures. It’s the same way he’d looked at you only months before; like he’s in complete awe of every detail about you. His elbow propped on the table with his chin in his hand, that familiar, real grin peeking at the corners of his lips.
How can he just move on while your entire world falls apart? How can he give her those eyes—your eyes—like you never even existed?
Was he lying when he called you beautiful? Were you ever really what he wanted? Is she nice? Is she funny? Is she better in bed?
Does his mom love her?
The tightness in your chest is unbearable at this point, and one of your hands finds its way over your heart, trying desperately to keep it from falling out of your chest. Despite your strangled breaths and blurry vision, you reach out and open a notebook sitting on the piano’s music rest.
Your hands glide across the keys, catching a few times because of your tear-dampened fingers, but you clear your throat all the same. Your voice cracks horribly, but the first words that come to your mind spill out of your chapped lips regardless.
“She looks nothin’ like me,” you whisper-sing, scared that anything louder will crack your tight chest wide open. It doesn’t even sound like a lyric, just a heartbreaking truth that hangs in the air.
“Can’t really tell, should I be…” You pause, looking up at the ceiling like the words you’re looking for might be written there. “Tryna take it as a compliment?”
“It’s kinda feelin’ like the opposite.” Your voice finally breaks completely on the last word, along with your hear. It drops to your stomach like a sledgehammer, destroying every bit of peace you’ve been faking. Your hands slide from the keys to cover your face as a wretched sob falls out, followed by another.
The notebook ends up closed tightly, the lyrics tucked safely inside for another day.
For tonight… just tonight…
Maybe silence is better.
Part two here!














