Remember this? Don’t forget, keep fighting, do you, I do me. We got this Clyde. I’ll always be your Bonnie. You need me? I got you. 040214/ marks the day that we finally decided to break up. Does it mean it’s over for us for good? Who knows. I hope not though.. You know how much you mean to me. I know how much you love me… We’re not just gonna throw all that away. I don’t know what’s meant for us in the future, but I don’t want to lose you ever. You’ve made me happy and safe for the months we were together.. Seeing us fall apart like this does hurt me alot.. The pain I saw in your eyes earlier made me realize that you didn’t want to do this but felt the need to. I know you know what you’re doing and wherever that’s going to take you, I just hope you can look back and see me and think, “wow, that girl inspired me and pushed me to where I am today. I wouldn’t have been here if it weren’t for her belief in me. I love her so much.” And then I’ll be on my way to doing what’s best for me. Hopefully one day we will look back into each other’s eyes and still feel that spark, that love, that connection like it has never left in the first place.. The next few weeks will be hard for me, I already know it. I want to get through them & think of this as something positive. I don’t regret the time we had together, i’m happy that we had what we did. The adventures, the memories, the talks, the treats and gifts..all have a special place in my heart. I will miss you. I know you will too. This isn’t a goodbye forever. I’ll see you soon, my love.
