Dicktectives
John says that they're going to follow me when I leave.... even if it'it's on a plane, they will park and buy a ticket on the spot But I laugh and I tell him how would he know where to? Because we can just sit at a different terminal and be very quiet and discreet while checking our luggage and we could totally get away with no one knowing where we were going until we boarded the plane And this smart ass tells me it's easy all they have to do is make a call to the FFA and hold the plane as there may be a suspect on board. Ass holes turn me from a victim to a suspect. Anyway. He says that's what happened to me in Houston on my way to Florida which is complete bull shit all they had to do was look at my Facebook page and check my flight status while I was still in the air from New Mexico For real if that was the case they should think more about their victims having to sit on a plane with scraggly people breathing my air. Jesse says "only you bae" Anyway I really don't care they follow, I was just stating that they cannot be too careful. Because I would sit at a different terminal especially if the airport is not laid out well or is crowded. Plus I'm going to lie to everyone, and I'm going to say we are not going to Saint Louis! Jesse laughs and says he loves me with all his heart. Which is good because mine has been in alot of pain today. I've taken minimal pills but I've taken them all except the lyrica. Jesse and I decided we both like the police following us... Jr asked for reiteration and I told him it's like having free security but better because they're cops so they can actually do shit. I know what I said about them before and I meant it. And I know sometimes I lose my patience now. But really I am one of the lucky ones. But what I went through and am going through has been horrific. So in short, I deserve it. And I know alot of hard work goes into what happens around me. And I try not to think about the people who were tortured & murdered because they weren't as lucky as I have been. But I think about all the people who will never have to be at the hands of Joe again and for me... the taxpayers money is being well spent.












