I actually lowk wnna be a cool swaggy and dark mysterious, punk, grunge girl and like its sooo me. I don't even know if being "dark" or "punk: were even my vibe, but like I feel soo comrfortbale when I jst wear like dark, grey or black clothes. Like im not performative and not tryin too hard like those clean aesthetic girls lol, I just be messy like I usually do, but like in a swag cool messy girl way. That's why I lowk have a diff mindset or like perspective for like messy dark cold gloomy girls, ik society things that they don't take care of themselves, well most of them don't. But that's what making them cool yk and like just living in a depressed cold 2000's slavic girl way who can't get over smoking or crying after break up lol. And can't live 1 sec without her wired earphones and black coffee, cuz I think they're soooo different and so chic like what??its so slavic girl core living in a dirty old post-soviet communist blocks. Sitting on the block stairs while listening to music and chatting with her friendsssuhh. The weather is cold, dark and overall sooo glommy. That's what I like, so like, she's soo pale and have dark ass straight hair with like basic but swaggy dark clothing like idk off shoulder basic black shirt with her tanktop visible?? Flared jeans/pants? Holyy shit, those are the coolest.
