#ryewrites

[ryebreaddie]

i want to start planning my birthday... i just want to let go and be a kid. i want an airbnb. i wanted it decorated with halloween decorations. cheesecake. food of my choice. our kids with us. i want to bake and cook fall / spooky stuff. a boo basket. matching pajamas and socks. kiddo movies that are fall - halloween related. wanna make ice and hot tea , pumpkin spice please. have sex - well sex but lets make it soft and gentle but so so so passionate. then go being fully age regressed. oh oh stuffies!!! halloween and fall themed plushies and blankies. i want a lot for my birthday lol i just want to be happy fully on my birthday. i haven't been that happy since i don't even know when. i need to save up for the xbox series or whichever one , i want gta 6. i want a lot of electronics then just miscellaneous stuff. maybe i'll post what i want under my hashtag.

[ryebreaddie]

life works in mysterious ways. it's so odd. our lives were meant to cross eachother. billions n, probably trillions of people now - yet two people , you and i , somehow crossed paths.

the more we fell in love

the more we spoke

got to know eachother

the more we did everything and anything

it was and still believed , we had and still have the red string theory. you'll know what im talking about when you see this. then even small things just add more to it , why we were supposed to meet. why we were supposed to fall in love. to just be humans - together. looking at you right now and i'm just so sure , you were made for me. everything was aligned for us to meet. and i don't doubt for a second it wasn't.

[ryebreaddie]

got me absolutely fucked up lmfaoooo entirely fucked up ew

[ryebreaddie]

nevet got to the bullet points conversation , maybe it was for the best. would have went to shit anyways lmao

[ryebreaddie]

tired tired tired lol

[ryebreaddie]

feel yucky but trying not to be this nor that way

[ryebreaddie]

* listening to right now * wooooo. i remember the first time i listened to this was when you had left me for xander. listening to it for a different reason now though. i missed my lover back then because you left me. i miss my lover now because you're here but You're.Not.Here. and You're.Not.There.

[ryebreaddie]

me when cry self to sleep . wheres the sawed off shot gun at honestly