#s'my post

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My day is already RUINED for tomorrow because my coworker is kind enough to communicate she needs the day off but I've become so accustomed to everyone (and myself) being quiet-quitter brained that I just keep thinking about how much working alone is gonna SUCK and I would rather have the ball dropped on me at this point I haven't been able to relax since I got home this sucks.

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Yo wtf is going oooon with tumblr I'm suddenly seeing blogs get flagged as "sensitive" all over.

Am I a pixelated avatar to anyone??

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Unpopular opinion but we NEED to unsexualize nudity. Or at least all nipples. PLEASE.

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Real nostolgia moments when you remember the song you learned in third grade to memorize the solar system (back when Pluto was still consudered).

I remember my teacher if the time really living ut and talking about the guy (person? I remember they were masculine but idk kid brain) who wrote it. We learned to play it on recorders.

I can't find any trace if it to share ither than recreating it. I lived the tune if it and the last lyrics always gave me a "ghost riders in the sky" vibe when I sing it.

Idk why I thought of this at nearly 1 am.

Mercury, Venus,

Earth, Mars,

Jupiter, Saturn,

Uranus, Neptune, Pluto

Maybe Planet X out there!

Nine planets orbiting the sun

Each going it's own way

Asteroids and Comets, too

Moving around in space..

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I always wanted to make a comic, but because I've become obsessed with the medium of vn's it might end u as this... But someday I want to write a road-trip story with my alien character but can't decide if they'd be on their own or with a companion or even just meet new companions... And also Either my alien character Theodore or my Academic character Verissimo... but depending on who I choose would make them very differently focused stories so... hm...

Things to think about.

I want to make a visual novel SO BAD can you all tell, if only I made myself write the possible stories more. :')

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Idk I wasn't kidding in the tags of that reblog I wanna just go OFF about my characters but can't even decide where to start but I will choose my usual and say

I really want to push myself to keep writing and finish my ding dang visual novel intro of my character Dr. Robert even if he's a cringe edgy murder doctor character, I wanna make people read about a guy who struggles with controlling their emotions and lashes out in troublesome ways but finds himself the victim of blackmail love (with totem's character help me manifest them helping me write that part next mkay)

Totally not selling this by describing Robert this way but that's ok I'm not exactly writing to appeal to make something excitingly different just that he's my character and I wanna make him hallucinate an avatar of death alright.

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I wanna take music lessons but like music lessons specifically tailored to create music that sounds like the Silent Hill 3 soundtrack and then maybe I'd expand from there I think thats what I'd like.

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Every once in a while I remember how out of touch I am with like, popculture and stuff, and lately I thought it was me feeling old, but then I remembered I actually always felt disconnected from that stuff It's just me and my difficulty navigating life as usual 👍