#sabs complaining

[tricksterdreams]

Ahhahaha, wtf?! 

I was looking forward to watch Lucifer season 6 tomorrow. Now I just read that Amazon Prime won’t be releasing the episodes in Germany till October 25th... Are you fucking kidding me?! Why? The other seasons got a simulcast release, why is it different now???

Whelp, guess I’ll have to resort to piracy again. As in so many other instances where geo blocking and licensing bullshit prevents us from enjoying new content. Why am I even paying for streaming services anymore?

[tricksterdreams]

I thought my salary was decent. 

Then I found out that the unskilled temp who only does simple stuff like scan files, make copies and collect the post makes 12 € per hour at the office I work at. Which is good for untrained work. For reference, the minimum wage is currently at 9,19 €.

I get 13,85 € per hour. I am a trained worker with lots of responsibility and stress myself out a lot. And I just make 1,85 € more than the untrained help??? Why did I go to vocational school for two years to get proper qualification??

And trained lawyer’s secretaries are already scarce because no one wants to learn/do the job anymore because it’s hard and doesn’t really pay off.

Like everyone is complaining because lawyer’s secretaries are hard to come by, but then no one wants to pay them what they’re worth...

[tricksterdreams]

When you had a job interview on Friday and they said they would get back to you “at the beginning of next week” and now it’s Tuesday afternoon and there’s still nothing...

Urgh, I hate job hunting so much. 

[tricksterdreams]

Jobhunting gives me anxiety.

I haaate thiiiiisssss. 

I like my current job. I’m comfortable there. Why did they have to get into financial trouble? Like, they didn’t even want to fire me, but they had no other choice because they can’t afford me any longer.

Urrrgh.

[tricksterdreams]

I think the prospect of soon being jobless and the fact that I won’t be able to plan my budget for December and beyond because I don’t know if I’ll have a new job by then and how well it’ll pay if I do and the anxiety that comes with the prospect of job hunting and job interviews and potentially starting at a new place not knowing to expect is just sinking in now and I feel sick to my stomach :)))

And I was doing so well with my mental health lately, too. I was doing great actually! Why does life have to suck so much?!

[tricksterdreams]

After two and a half weeks off, I have to go back to work tomorrow (technically later today) and all I have managed to do is fuck up my sleeping pattern even more than usual. (It’s almost 2am right now and I’m still wide awake... My alarm goes off at 7am... joy...). 

I dun wanna! *whines*

Oh well, six weeks and I’ll have one week off again. 

[tricksterdreams]

I love Felicia Day. What I don’t love is the thing with the crypto currency she’s doing right now. 

Is getting disappointed by former SPN actors an ongoing thing now, or...?

[tricksterdreams]

I want a job with less phone calls, pls. 

Not just because of my phone anxiety but also because it’s so fucking distracting and I have a hell of a time concentrating on the other important tasks at hand when the phone is ringing every other damn minute!