Why can't I shake this feeling 😓 Life is supposed to be fun right?

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Why can't I shake this feeling 😓 Life is supposed to be fun right?
Just realized... I just realized I was supposed to be writing on this paper info for 7 pages of a comic I'm doing. And I basically used up all the space writing information for 4 pages. I don't want to erase it all but I need to to fit all the writing stuff on the page.
I used to tell my boyfriend that if he bought me a cat I would do all these amazing things that I would normally avoid doing, such as folding my clothes. He went and got a cat for me.....the clothes are still a mess! so he returned the cat
i want someone to talk to because i'm so lonely and down rn and nothing feels good anymore
ughh
I WANT TO BE IN KEY CLUB STILL. GIVE ME BACK MY CHANCE OF BEING LTG.