30 Days or Yearning - Day 3: an illustration I did after a tough break up. It wasn’t the ending that was difficult it was wrapping my brain around a betrayal. Ultimately I forgive him...we were both in a new situation trying to be poly for the first time and we failed. Well...he failed and the proceeding break up was I guess inevitable although my first impulse was to trudge forward together through the mud. It’s ok now/it will never be ok. I will always wonder what made him feel able to betray my trust and however I spin my perspective, it will always feel like it was because of me. #30daysofyearning #saffron #saffronsouglas #saffrondouglasart