#same ol' shit

[epiloque]

wanted to leave in hopes of being able to leave everything behind & start anew but that ain't happening so i shall continue to be miserable

[laser-z-beam]

lovedragon69 replied to your post:

Sadly, yes. Not as big, but apparently just as...

Basically it’s a bunch of overbearing jerks who try to attack people who don’t like their shows, filled with cishets fetishizing gay people, and people thinking Boppydink “autistic people are like the Frankestein’s monster” Corckleshmorck is attractive to the point where he needs defending whenever people mock him for being a twat.

Oh. Sounds like it’s populated by that section of NuWho fandom.

[spacebeyonce]

herr-doctor replied to your post:I’m feeling homesick

Aww, there there Dom. Try not to think about being away from home. Have fun, relax. <3

maaaaan we aren't here to relax, we're here 'cause ma has to go to court over the ward property left over after grandpa died

[skinny-asfuck]

j'ai juste envie de respirer. de prendre une grande bouffée d'air et de la sentir bien au fond de moi . j'ai envie de fermer les yeux. de sentir le vent caresser mon visage. de fermer les yeux et ne plus rien voir. j'ai envie que tout autour s'efface et laisse place à mon imagination. le vide contre la plénitude. la laideur contre la beauté de mes fantasmes. toute sensation amplifiée. sentir tout autour de moi. mais autour de moi il n'y a que le vide. envies contradictoires, certes, mais tellement rafraîchissantes. j'ai envie de nager. j'ai envie de me laisser tomber dans l'eau tiède de l'océan. ne me raccrocher à rien. les yeux grand ouverts. voir le vide. sentir le vide. être dans le vide. être le vide.

Janurary 25th, 2010

[lookingtotheoutside]

Real talk.

[algaegirl]

i just feel very stuck right now

i'm still in high school, and i have no way to get around other than my parents

i want to do driver's ed lessons really bad but my parents are all, "we'll see" and just my time to do it is slipping away as school nears

and just, even if i got my license i'd need a car, and i'd have to pay for gas and insurance and stuff and so i'd have to get a job and just

and what's the worst of all is that i think i've plateaued in my weight, i've been 15O for about a year now and i've been dieting for a few weeks now and wow literally NO change in my weight, it sucks balls knowing i'll never have the flat stomach i want and just

sighs

i hate having to worry about this stuff now

i didn't before it's just now that i have the ability to do these things and seeing kids even younger than me do these things just...wow it's very discouraging?

and just like, coming to the realization i'm not very good at anything is great too, just seeing people do all these amazing experiences and you're just sitting there waiting forever and just

i'm tired of being patient and just i know i have nothing really to complain about and i am very lucky in many ways it's just this is frustrating me to no end

i'm tired of not being able to hang out with my friends because i don't have a car/can drive

i'm tired of never having money to spend on myself

i feel so trapped in my house i'm going nuts

[eclecticmuses]

I despise Tumblr art trends.

Maybe more like Tumblr 'art' trends.

Yes, I'm a snob.