Since last night instastories I've been thinking about how Matteo see's himself alone, he's so apathic that he don't even tries to engage and probably this morning when everyone was getting those picture his mind was like "go away so they don't feel compelled to include you and they don't need you" because we are watching things from his pov
But then you have the instastories where literally every one wanted a picture with him. He has friends who loves him. He doesn't see it but he has.
And this got me thinking because it hits so close to home, as I think it does with everyone else. Martino felt lonely but rationally he was aware he wasn't alone. Martino - not counting the stress of that period - was a "normal okay guy".
Matteo, on the other hand, seems way deeper in whatever he has (maybe because Niccolò arrived before than Ger!Even? Who knows), so it's gonna be interesting and revitalising see him open his eyes and see how many people actually love him for who he is, Ger!Even *coff Jonas coff * the most.
