#samramble

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we have class cancelled starting at noon because of the hurricane

so what did my 11:45 class do? in the interest of student safety and general sanity?

not cancel

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an adult unironically told me to “improvise, adapt, overcome” yesterday and i’m not really sure how to handle it

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i have two things i want to 3d print so i’m telling you all about it so that i have to actually print them and not just think about them

promise: print both this week

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running the full-sized print of that thing today

it’s a 6 hour print so it’s out of my control now

hope it goes well

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seeking music (instrumental or at least without english lyrics) to listen to while writing a paper

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me, to myself: i think i understand this aspect of myself more based on these examples from my last and present. what does this mean for what kind of person i am? how does this relate to my faith? should i change and if so how?

also me: i’m going to make my friends fight an egomaniacal metal skeleton this weekend

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should i do an ask meme for fun even though i could literally just talk to the people who would respond anyways

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i miss my stupid big window that both let in natural light and gave me a full view of the room like a mirror when it was dark

i miss ethan and his stupid enthusiasm and uncorruptable attitude and his love of my mom’s bread

i miss micah’s giant flannel with the hole on the right elbow

i miss the corner by the door to the stairwell that nobody ever used where i could go when i wanted nobody to find me

i miss behind the building where i sang in the dark when grandmom died

i miss sledding down the hill by the hr parking lot

i miss having too many door decs with each their own special small silly meanings

talking with ms moose about the sea and about myth and about death and about bread

sitting down in morrison’s class and knowing that even if it wasn’t challenging it would be fun

sitting in the bryan lobby glass conference room and watching snow fall so hard as we played dnd and waited forty five minutes for jimmy johns

playing john williams music for middle schoolers in my favorite concert i’ve ever been in

being completely accepted into a group i never belonged in by people i never deserved to meet